Diary Of A Mad Chaos: Saturday, September 17, 2005
The Few Coincidental Brushes With Jewell The sudden manifestation of Jewell Pressley has opened up a trove of perspective to review real issues. I need…
Definition Of Compulsive Escapism – Mad Chaos: September 21, 2004
Diary entry for September 21, 2004. The Aviary Of These Memoirs, Anxious Tics, Guarana Research, Eric Returns, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Self-Diagnosis Of Anxiety & Panic Disorder – Mad Chaos: July 1, 2004
Diary entry for July 1, 2004. Withdrawal From Zyprexa, Schizophrenia Label, The Root Of My Anxiety, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Steadily Industrializing Mind – Mad Chaos: June 1, 2003
First diary entry for June 1, 2003. Peak Consciousness Of The Writer, Hard To Move On, Diary Revisions, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Diagnosed With Mild Schizophrenia – Mad Chaos: April 30, 2003
Diary entry for April 30, 2003. See Jewell, Feeling Positive, See Psychiatrist, Replace Antidepressant Medication, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Situational Isotopes Of Anxiety – Mad Chaos: April 7, 2003
Diary entry for April 7, 2003. Cause Of Anxieties, Root Of My Paranoia, How I Find Solace, Visit An Anxiety Clinic, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The First Cardinal Sin – Mad Chaos: March 11, 2003
Diary entry for March 11, 2003. Sydney Hotel Room, Unspeakable Mistake, Emotional Breakdown, Visit Doctor, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Jett Passes A Message Onto Jewell – Mad Chaos: December 9, 2001
Diary entry for December 9, 2001. Jett Speaks To Jewell, Lingering Feelings, Sonnets, Jewell’s Email, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Writer Is Burnt Out – Mad Chaos: February 20, 2001
Diary entry for February 20, 2001. Burnout, Finding Root Causes, Hope For Resolve, Scarlett The Death Knell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Mad Chaos: Tuesday, June 6, 2000
The time now is 5:15am. I came to write in my diary. Dreams are becoming a regular occurrence and thankfully, they are remembered with more…
Reflecting On The Lost Years Era – Mad Chaos: April 26, 2000
Diary entry for April 26, 2000. Studying The Lost Years, Reliving The Twists, Two Loves, Memoir Work, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Growing In Confidence With Iseul – Mad Chaos: November 10, 1999
Third diary entry for November 10, 1999. Iseul Cancels Date, Learn Korean, Suggest Sleepover, Naked Jokes, Alec Phones, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Red Polo Neck Sweater Girl – Mad Chaos: November 10, 1999
Second Diary entry for November 10, 1999. Breaking The Ice, A Crowded Mind Of What Ifs, Catch Alec’s Bus Home, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Goal To Expand The Memoirs Online – Mad Chaos: November 10, 1999
First diary entry for November 10, 1999. Pranking Hot Girls, Fire Warden Nomination, HIH Win Pops, Kylie Minogue, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Connecting At The Interview With HIH Insurance – Monday, May 18, 1999 May 18, 1999
It’s official. I now have myself a full-time job with HIH Insurance and a chance to redeem my pride and regain my riches. So far…
The Job Interview With HIH Insurance In Sydney – May 18, 1999
Preparing For The HIH Insurance Job Interview From Macarthur Square we headed to my house where I was dropped off at a forlorn population. Dressing…
Securing A Job Interview With HIH Insurance – May 18, 1999
These days are beginning to gain momentum, my desires are flaming with passion and these dreams are again conceiving to stir. There has been much…
The Criminal And The Victim At Subway – Mad Chaos: March 31, 1999
Second diary entry for March 31, 1999. Simon Borrows Playing Cards, Play Cards In Subway, Predicting Change, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Knowing That It Is Finally Over – Mad Chaos: September 21, 1998
Second diary entry for September 21, 1998. CD Surface Printed, Fantasy Vs Reality, Jewell’s Parcel, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Mastering CDs at Shire Media Studios – Mad Chaos: September 20, 1998
First diary entry for September 20, 1998. Two Pranksters, Brawls In Sutherland, Leah Is Engaged, Lyssa Calls, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Retreat At The Beach – Mad Chaos: September 19, 1998
Second diary entry for September 19, 1998. Beach Plans, CD Photography, Shire Media Studios, Lyssa Calls, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Realizing I Love Lyssa – Mad Chaos: September 19, 1998
Diary entry for September 19, 1998. Read Back On Phone Calls, Phone Cheating, Patching Things Up With Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Cursed Forsaken Fantasy – Mad Chaos: September 18, 1998
Fourth diary entry for September 18, 1998. Mariah Carey, Boredom, CD Deadline, Getting Back With Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Wicked Night With The Boys – Mad Chaos: September 18, 1998
Third diary entry for September 18, 1998. Hot Day In Town, Lyssa’s CD Ideas, Gym, Chess With Imad, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Conscience Taunted By Fantasy – Mad Chaos: September 18, 1998
Second diary entry for September 18, 1998. Reading Old Diary Entries, Reading Poems, Hope To Forget Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The End Of The Lost Years – Mad Chaos: September 16, 1998
Fourth diary entry for September 16, 1998. Lyssa Calls Gianna, Lost Years Sonnet, The Recognition Era, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Jewell Flirts With The Friend Zone – Mad Chaos: July 28, 1998
Diary entry for July 28, 1998. An Argument With Lyssa, Jewell Gets Angry, Invite Jewell To Meet, Ali Puts Down Imad, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Lyssa Fights Her Family – Mad Chaos: July 27, 1998
Diary entry for July 27, 1998. Centrelink Enquiry, Call Frank, Lyssa Plans Birthday, Ralf Calls, Quick Chat With Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Braxton Makes His Move On Lyssa – Mad Chaos: July 26, 1998
Third diary entry for July 26, 1998. Lyssa Calls, Movies With Braxton, History Repeats, More Flings, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Lyssa On A Date At The Movies – Mad Chaos: July 26, 1998
Second diary entry for July 26, 1998. Lyssa Gets Angry, PlayStation With Jett, Feeling Bored At Night, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Record New Prank Phone Calls – Mad Chaos: July 25, 1998
Diary entry for July 25, 1998. Prank Calls With Imad, Trysta Talks Dirty, Johnny From America, Winding Down, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Asking Jewell To Come Over – Mad Chaos: July 22, 1998
Second diary entry for July 22, 1998. Centrelink Breach, Assess Dedications CD, Tax Return, Phone Jewell, Lewd Talk, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Discuss Feelings With Jewell – Mad Chaos: July 22, 1998
First diary entry for July 22, 1998. Angry With Centrelink, Tell White Lies To Jewell, Plans To Meet, Phone Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Explore Wild Fantasies With Jewell – Mad Chaos: July 21, 1998
Diary entry for July 21, 1998. Lyssa Sounds Depressed, Break Taboos With Jewell, A Tentative Date, Love Letters, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Stopping All The Lies – Mad Chaos: July 21, 1998
Diary entry for July 21, 1998. Recite An Old Poem, Lyssa Becomes Interrogative, More Break Ups, Jett Rides Over, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Guitar Jam Session With Ralf – Mad Chaos: July 20, 1998
Second diary entry for July 20, 1998. Make Phone Calls, Demo Tape Jam Session, Lyssa Phones, Future Wife Material, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Reality Blurred With Fantasy – Mad Chaos: July 20, 1998
First diary entry for July 20, 1998. Phone Jewell, Lyssa Has Lots Of Questions, Gift Giving In Past Relationships, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Being Drawn Back To Lyssa – Mad Chaos: July 19, 1998
Second diary entry for July 19, 1998. Morning Pleasure, Movies At Lyssa’s House, Diary Notes, Imad Calls, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Hotel Room 313 With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: July 19, 1998
First diary entry for July 19, 1998. Heightened Sexual Desire, Four Orgasms, Feeling Torn With Guilt, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Hotel Tryst Planned With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: July 18, 1998
Second diary entry for July 18, 1998. Show Rap To Jett, Lyssa Invites Me Over, Hotel One-Night-Stand Suggestion, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
On A Hunt Into The Past – Mad Chaos: July 17, 1998
Second diary entry for July 17, 1998. Lyssa Invites Me To Club, Brite Wite Raps, Dedications CD Artwork, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Boxing Our Relationship Memorabilia – Mad Chaos: July 17, 1998
First diary entry for July 17, 1998. Saving Relationship Memorabilia, Lyssa Discusses Her Birthday Plans, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Shutting Out The Outside World – Mad Chaos: July 16, 1998
Diary entry for July 16, 1998. Radio Edits, Shelve Session Singer Plans, Postpone Call To Jewell, Brite Wite Origins, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Prehistory Of Relationships – Mad Chaos: July 15, 1998
Second diary entry for July 15, 1998. Tashi The Hindu Girl, Love Letters With Faith Harper, Chasing Lotus, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Police Defect Ali’s Celica – Mad Chaos: July 11, 1998
Second diary entry for July 11, 1998. Cruise To Sydney With Ali, Celica Breaks Down, Do Hellies Everywhere, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Write Relationship Chronicle For CD – Mad Chaos: July 11, 1998
Diary entry for July 11, 1998. Dedications CD Story, Use Library Printers, Play Myth On PC, Lyssa Wears All Black, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
In Green Meadows With Penelope – Mad Chaos: July 7, 1998
Second diary entry for July 7, 1998. Visit Car Mechanic With Penelope, Green Meadows, , and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Filling The Void In My Mind – Mad Chaos: July 7, 1998
First diary entry for July 7, 1998. Not Wanting To Let Lyssa Go, Root Of Infatuation, Jewell Fills My Void, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Feeling Guilty After The Break Up – Mad Chaos: July 6, 1998
Third diary entry for July 6, 1998. Jewell’s Trip To Queensland, A Flawed Fantasy, No Turning Back Now, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Feelings Mixed Into Dedications CD – Mad Chaos: July 2, 1998
Third diary entry for July 2, 1998. Omitted Question Marks, Song Order, Songs Related To Feelings, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Proofread 1996 Diary Entries – Mad Chaos: July 1, 1998
Third diary entry for June 30, 1998. Read 1996, 1997, Relive Memories With Kathryn, Funky Town Rap Song, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Connected Multimedia Diary Goal – Mad Chaos: June 30, 1998
Second diary entry for June 30, 1998. Prehistory Diary Concept, Goal To Buy CD Burner, Digital Camera, Printer, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Part Of Me Wants To Move On – Mad Chaos: June 30, 1998
Diary entry for June 30, 1998. A Fond Memory, Audio Diary Idea, Keep In Touch With Friends, Reminded Of Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Being The Master Of My Fate – Mad Chaos: June 23, 1998
First diary entry for June 23, 1998. Time Flies In The Diary, Blaming Myself For Love Triangle, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Lyssa Slips Into Depression – Mad Chaos: June 22, 1998
Diary entry for June 22, 1998. Lyssa Visits Doctor, Retail Shopping, Celica Artwork, Penelope Asks Me Out, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Checking Out Of Wollongong Novotel – Mad Chaos: June 21, 1998
Third diary entry for June 21, 1998. Wollongong Novotel Buffer Breakfast, The Messenger From God, Lyssa’s House, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
One-Year Anniversary At Wollongong Novotel – Mad Chaos: June 21, 1998
Second diary entry for June 21, 1998. Spa Bath With Lyssa, Locked Out On The Hotel Balcony, Buffet Breakfast, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Kiley Pushes Kieran Away – Mad Chaos: June 21, 1998
First diary entry for June 21, 1998. Kiley Takes A Break From Kieran, Nikita’s Love Life, Ali & Penelope Argue, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Artwork Of Feelings – Mad Chaos: June 18, 1998
Diary entry for June 18, 1998. Shelve Recording Project, Lyssa Sick, Printing Out CD Artwork, Ali Shares Race Stories, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Jewell Shuts The Door On Us – Mad Chaos: June 18, 1998
Diary entry for June 18, 1998. Lyssa Phones, Ask Jewell To Meet, Jewell Loses Faith, The Four Possible Outcomes, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Kylie Minogue Signing At Sydney HMV – Mad Chaos: June 10, 1998
Diary entry for June 10, 1998. Lunch With Lyssa, Find Miroslav, Kylie Minogue, Photographer’s Mosh Pit, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Asking Jewell To Meet – Mad Chaos: June 9, 1998
Fourth diary entry for June 9, 1998. An Outpouring Of Emotions, Decide To Pause Dedications CD, Stuck In A Love Triangle, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Caught In A Deadly Love Triangle – Mad Chaos: June 9, 1998
Third diary entry for June 9, 1998. Discuss Our Relationship In Decline, Is Jewell Worth Losing Lyssa For, Lyssa In Tears, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Organizing The Diary Into Book Eras – Mad Chaos: June 3, 1998
Second diary entry for June 3, 1998. Writing Lyrics, Lyssa Feels Depressed, Self-Conscious In Crowds, A Big Argument, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Love Triangle Conundrum – Mad Chaos: June 1, 1998
Diary entry for June 1, 1998. Session Singer Interview, Lyssa’s House, Chess Vs Imad, The Truth We Will Break Up, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Caught Up In A Love Triangle – Mad Chaos: May 28, 1998
Second diary entry for May 28, 1998. Ali Damages Celica, Late Call To Lyssa, Jewell Likes Someone Else, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Retail Shopping For Lyssa – Mad Chaos: May 28, 1998
First diary entry for May 28, 1998. Job Search, Purchase CDs, Wait An Eternity For Lyssa, Lonestar Dinner, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Revisit Our History With Jewell – Mad Chaos: May 21, 1998
Second diary entry for May 21, 1998. 21, Rummaging Through The Diary, The Days Leading Up To Breakup, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Discuss Eloping With Jewell – Mad Chaos: May 21, 1998
First diary entry for May 21, 1998. 21, Drum Media Inquiries, Jewell’s Male Suitor, Events Around Our Breakup, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Sense Of Love For Jewell – Mad Chaos: May 19, 1998
Second diary entry for May 19, 1998. Work On Music Production, Headache, Phone Lyssa, Relationship History, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Painful Yearning For Jewell – Mad Chaos: May 15, 1998
First diary entry for May 15, 1998. Quotes From Jewell, Music Agency Vocalists, Catch Lyssa In A Lie, Phone Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Concern That Lyssa Is Pregnant – Mad Chaos: May 13, 1998
Diary entry for May 13, 1998. Phone Jewell, Lyssa’s Late Period, Read Diary To Jewell, Living A Fantasy Life, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Deadline Set For Dedications CD – Mad Chaos: May 12, 1998
Fourth Diary entry for May 12, 1998. Feeling Hot With Lyssa, Retail Shopping, Two Month Deadline Set For Dedications CD, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Producing Instrumental In Nu Town Studios – Mad Chaos: May 12, 1998
Third diary entry for May 12, 1998. Read Ralph Magazine On Train, Nu Town Studios, Lonestar Dinner With Lyssa, Snuggles, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Discuss Eventual Breakup With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: May 12, 1998
Diary entry for May 12, 1998. Edit Scanned Photos, Cruise With Ali, Foreplay With Lyssa, The Breakup Talk, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Drag Racing Into Sydney – Mad Chaos: May 12, 1998
First diary entry for May 12, 1998. Cruise With Ali, The Drags, Drag Race Into Sydney, Avoiding Cops, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Uncovering Jewell’s True Feelings – Mad Chaos: May 7, 1998
Diary entry for May 7, 1998. Acquire Copyright To Songs, Lyssa Phones, Wacky Wednesday, Delve Into Past With Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Concerned That Lyssa Is Pregnant – Mad Chaos: May 1, 1998
Diary entry for May 1, 1998. Dedicated To Passion, 98 Degrees Review, A Close Sexual Encounter, Imad Plans Visit, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Tangible Path To Jewell – Mad Chaos: April 23, 1998
Second diary entry for April 23, 1998. Discuss Plans To See Jewell, Work On Dedications CD, Phone Lyssa, Imad Visits, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Arguments That Lead To Makeup Sex – Mad Chaos: April 14, 1998
Diary entry for April 14, 1998. Argument With Lyssa, Imad Dogs Me, Resolve Problems With Lyssa, Makeup Sex, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Stood Up On Easter By Lyssa – Mad Chaos: April 12, 1998
Diary entry for April 12, 1998. Easter Present, Candlelit Bath, Racy Lingerie, A Huge Fight Erupts, Imad Picks Me Up, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Artwork Photography In Sydney – Mad Chaos: April 11, 1998
Diary entry for April 11, 1998. New Camera Film, Burwood & Sydney Photography, Easter Hot Cross Buns, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Pizza Hut Vibe Changes – Mad Chaos: April 7, 1998
First diary entry for April 7, 1998. Penelope Visit’s Lyssa, Mina Discuss Pizza Hut Changes, Down Memory Lane, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Develop My Song With MIDI – Mad Chaos: April 2, 1998
Diary entry for April 2, 1998. Purchase Suit, Nu Town Studios, Ali Confesses, Lyssa Angry, Create MIDI Music, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Dedicate New Song Lyrics To Jewell – Mad Chaos: April 1, 1998
First diary entry for April 1, 1998. Write New Song Lyrics, Mail Jewell’s Birthday Card, Pick Lyssa Up, Dedications CD, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Send Jewell A Birthday Card – Mad Chaos: March 31, 1998
Diary entry for March 31, 1998. Rock Bottom, Jewell’s Birthday Poem, Devon In Sydney, Nikita On Train Gym Session, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Lyssa Sets Boundaries On Jewell – Mad Chaos: March 27, 1998
Diary entry for March 27, 1998. Computer Upgrade, Grand Piano Present, Phone Games With Jewell, Troy Horse Studios, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Second Dedications CD – Mad Chaos: March 26, 1998
Diary entry for March 26, 1998. Check On Dina, New Lyrics, Mixing Music, Lonestar Dinner, Argue With Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Getting Deeper With Jewell – Mad Chaos: March 11, 1998
Diary entry for March 11, 1998. Jewell Asks Hypothetical, Art Project, Lyssa In Sydney, Lonestar Dinner, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Reminders Of Jewell All Around – Mad Chaos: March 10, 1998
Diary entry for March 10, 1998. Penelope’s Exam, Nikita’s Birthday, Lyssa Asks About Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Jewell’s Flame Burning Brighter – Mad Chaos: March 6, 1998
Second diary entry for March 6, 1998. Falling Towards Jewell, Weekend Plans, Gaining Multimedia Skills, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Three Tenders Of Time – Mad Chaos: February 19, 1998
Diary entry for February 19, 1998. Gaming Marathon, Lonestar Dinner With Lyssa, Call Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Lyssa Introduces Me To Misty Moo – Mad Chaos: February 12, 1998
Diary entry for February 12, 1998. Pick Lyssa Up From Sydney, Valentine’s Day Presents, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Argue With Lyssa Over Imad – Mad Chaos: February 5, 1998
Second diary entry for February 5, 1998. Train Ticket Scam, Sydney With Lyssa & Rita, Argue About Imad, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Lyssa Secures New Job In Sydney – Mad Chaos: January 31, 1998
Diary entry for January 31, 1998. Sydney Job Interviews, Sleepover, Lucas Lands New Job, Phone Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Best 19th Birthday Cruise To Sydney – Mad Chaos: January 18, 1998
Diary entry for January 18, 1998. Phone Jewell, Sydney Cruise, Al’s Celica Explodes, Friends vs Dogs, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Treat Lyssa & Friends To Lonestar – Mad Chaos: January 14, 1998
Diary entry for January 14, 1998. Jobs In CES, Centrelink Interviews, Dip In Pool, Dispute With Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Lyssa Has ‘The Talk’ With Penelope – Mad Chaos: December 31, 1997
Diary entry for December 31, 1997. Plan Modelling Interview, Inform Lyssa I Will Call Jewell, Midori, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Lyssa Returns From Adelaide – Mad Chaos: December 30, 1997
Diary entry for December 30, 1997. Reflect On The Year, Ali’s Burnouts, Surprises In Bed, Discuss Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Boredom Sets In Since Resigning – Mad Chaos – December 14, 1997
Diary entry for December 14, 1997. Play PC Games, Ring Jewell, Ralf Turns 21, A Lull In Creating Lyrics, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Fighting Back When Lyssa Argues – Mad Chaos: December 9, 1997
Second diary entry for December 9, 1997. Put My Foot Down, Visit The Runs, Fight With Lyssa Continues, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Start A Fight Over Smoking Cigarettes – Mad Chaos: December 9, 1997
First diary entry for December 9, 1997. Frolic With Lyssa, Fight Over Smokes, Holding A Grudge, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Tense Scenes Running Into Channing – Mad Chaos: December 4, 1997
Diary entry for December 4, 1997. Letter To Jewell, Hot For Lyssa, Lyssa Suddenly Upset, New Camera, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Prepare To Mail New Letter To Jewell – Mad Chaos: December 2, 1997
First diary entry for December 2, 1997. Love Is The Difference, Lyssa Still Not Talking, Prepare Jewell’s Letter, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Feud Over Diary Continues With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: December 1, 1997
Diary entry for December 1, 1997. Prank Bielka, Lyssa Questions Me, Bro Talk, Letter To Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Ali Does An Insurance Job On A Subaru – Mad Chaos: November 26, 1997
Diary entry for November 26, 1997. Resign From Work, Dump A Subaru, Lyssa Angry About Year 12 Formal, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Lyssa Makes Uncharacteristic City Plans – Mad Chaos: November 14, 1997
Diary entry for November 14, 1997. Year In Reflection, Lyssa Makes Unusual Plans, Breakup Scenarios, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Going Deeper With Lyssa Than Ever – Mad Chaos: November 13, 1997
Second diary entry for November 13, 1997. Playing Rough, Going Deep With Lyssa, The Unwritten Rule, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Evolving In Importance To Lyssa – Mad Chaos: November 10, 1997
Diary entry for November 10, 1997. Virgin Penelope, Probing Lyssa’s Body, Book Year 12 Limousine, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Realizing That I Can’t Let Jewell Go – Mad Chaos: October 29, 1997
First diary entry for October 29, 1997. Feeling Conflicted, Missing Pieces, Mired In A Love Triangle, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Feeling Guilty About Urges Toward Jewell – Mad Chaos: October 28, 1997
Diary entry for October 28, 1997. Plan Formal Night, Reminisce About Jewell, Lyssa Has Suspicions, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Talking To Pavlina By Coincidence – Mad Chaos: October 27, 1997
First diary entry for October 27, 1997. Work Income vs Austudy, Break Ups Are Final, Relationship Needs, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Lyssa Brings Up Jewell In Conversation – October 26, 1997
Second diary entry for October 26, 1997. Ali Blows Up His Engine, Mysterious Tensions With Lyssa, Thinking Of Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Getting Resentful Of Penelope’s Vanity – Mad Chaos: October 23, 1997
Diary entry for October 23, 1997. Lyssa Is Late, Tatton Runs Amok, Alone With Lyssa, Penelope Too Vain, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Learning That Ali Cheated On Penelope – Mad Chaos: October 12, 1997
Diary entry for October 12, 1997. Order An IBM Computer, Sun Baking, Condom Sex, Disbelief With Ali, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Making Millions As A Songwriter – Mad Chaos: October 8, 1997
Diary entry for October 8, 1997. Write New Song, Formal Inquiries, Lingerie, Ring Jewell, Maturity, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Not Invited To Penelope’s Birthday Party – Mad Chaos: September 24, 1997
Diary entry for September 24, 1997. Planning A 100-Day Anniversary Gift, Penelope, Planning Weekend, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Upbringing Of A Leader Era – Mad Chaos: September 18, 1997
Diary entry for September 18, 1997. A History Of The Upbringing Of A Leader Era, Ex Relationships, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Feelings Of Love For Lyssa Grow – Mad Chaos: August 31, 1997
Diary entry for August 31, 1997. Strong Feelings For Lyssa, Randy Ranch, Watch Movies, Repay Credit Card, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
New Clerk Role With Martinson Engineering – Mad Chaos: August 20, 1997
Diary entry for August 20, 1997. Job Interview, Rice Bubble Treats For Lyssa’s Birthday, Weekend Plans, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Adecco Centacom Temp Work Secured – Mad Chaos: August 16, 1997
Diary entry for August 16, 1997. Use Library Internet, Securing Temp Job, View Penelope’s Celica, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Gift From The Heart For Lyssa’s Birthday – Mad Chaos: August 13, 1997
Diary entry for August 13, 1997. Ringing Jewell, Write A Poem, Jett Gifts His Motorolla 7500, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Honeymoon With Lyssa Is Over – Mad Chaos: August 11, 1997
Diary entry for August 11, 1997. Long Job Interview, Handshaking Etiquette, Jewell Rings, Feeling Guilty, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Unsettled Emotions Playing By ‘The Rules’ – Mad Chaos: July 30, 1997
Diary entry for July 30, 1997. The Rules Reverse Psychology, Chess With Shawn, Dear Diary Readers, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Poem To Lyssa For One Month – Mad Chaos: July 21, 1997
Diary entry for July 21, 1997. Relationship History, 1-Month Anniversary Poem, Lyssa Pranks Phoenix, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Discovering That Lyssa Also Keeps A Diary – Mad Chaos: July 14, 1997
Second diary entry for July 14, 1997. CES Job Search, Personal Referee Letter, Pranking Phoenix, Lyssa’s Diary, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Lyssa Asks Questions About My Past – Mad Chaos: July 6, 1997
Second diary entry for July 6, 1997. Write Work Reference, Watch High School High, Lyssa Gives Me Hickey, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Mind Torn Between Two Women – Mad Chaos: June 24, 1997
Diary entry for June 24, 1997. A Handwritten Diary, Longing For Lyssa, Conflicted Thoughts, Crying, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary.
First Kiss With Lyssa At Corrimal Beach – Mad Chaos: June 23, 1997
Diary entry for June 23, 1997. Corrimal Beach Bonfire, First Kiss With Lyssa, Shawshank Redemption, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary.
The Movie Night With Lyssa And Our Friends – Mad Chaos: June 14, 1996
Diary entry for June 14, 1997. Planning with Lyssa, Backing Up Miroslav in a Fight, Rory Steals Girls, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Reflection Of Me In Your Personality – Mad Chaos: June 13, 1997
Diary for June 13, 1997. Chasing Girls in Macarthur Square, Financial Struggles, CDs vs Photos, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The Longest Online Diary
Jewell Admits Past Mistakes That She Has Made – June 11, 1997
Diary for June 11, 1997. Reconciling with Lucas, Ali Experiments with Steroids, Jewell’s Mistakes, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Mysterious Female At The Train Station – June 10, 1997
First diary entry for June 10, 1997. Arcade Games, Tired of Mind Games, Strange Woman at Station, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
House Parties And Drag Racing In Sydney – June 9, 1997
Diary entry for June 9, 1997. Plans to go to Wollongong, Ali gets Pulled Over by Cops, Drag Racing, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Girls Became Dick Teasers – June 8, 1997
Diary entry for June 8, 1997. Girls Manipulating the Boys, Macarthur Rampage, Randy Ranch Nightclub, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Elusive Redhead At The Mall – Mad Chaos: June 6, 1997
Diary entry for June 6, 1997. Macarthur Square, Seeing Lyssa At Woodbine, Jewell Receives Dedications CD, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
My Plan to Make Money by Committing Fraud – Mad Chaos: June 4, 1997
Diary entry for June 4, 1997. My Plan to Commit Fraud, Desire to Make Money, Phone Chat with Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Dogs Part from Our Friend Group – Mad Chaos: June 3, 1997
First entry for June 3, 1997. Losing Touch with the Dogs, Walking Sonya Home, Hoping to See Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Marathon 6 Hour Phone Call with Jewell – Mad Chaos: June 1, 1997
Second entry for June 1, 1997. Six Hours on Phone with Jewell, Seeing Jewell as a Friend, Relaxing, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Dreaming of Marrying a Yugoslavian – Mad Chaos: May 31, 1997
Diary entry for May 31, 1997. Dream of Marrying a Yugoslavian, 10 Person Movie Night, Loan Application, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Being Hooligans at the Mall – Mad Chaos: May 30, 1997
Diary entry for May 30, 1997. Awkard Romance on Train, Jewell Sends me a Letter, Mall Hooligans, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The Longest Online Diary
Hacking Into Serenity’s File At Work – Mad Chaos: May 27, 1997
Diary entry for May 27, 1997. Hacking into Girl’s File, Running into Lyssa, Gossip in the Office, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The Longest Online Diary
Taking Home Movies & Changing My Ways – Mad Chaos: May 24, 1997
Diary entry for May 24, 1997. Video Camera Capers, Problems with Obsession, Changing my Ways, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary
Making Changes in Life Direction – Mad Chaos: May 18, 1997
Second diary entry for May 18, 1997. Chat with Jewell, Feeling Misunderstood, Changing Life Direction, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Meeting Lyssa After The Birthday Party: Mad Chaos: May 18, 1997
First diary entry for May 18, 1997. CTS Is Born, Mom Buys Camera, Stripper Party, Meeting Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Running Errands Around Sydney – Mad Chaos: May 16, 1997
Diary entry for May 16, 1997. Rushing Around Sydney for Work, Catching Train with Dina, Diary at Work, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Writing A Riddle For Future Employees – Mad Chaos: May 14, 1997
Diary entry for May 14, 1997. Riddle for Future Employees, Typist Job Interviews, Lucas Hears Gossip, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Receiving Bad News From Mace – Mad Chaos: May 12, 1997
Diary entry for May 12, 1997. Chilling at The Pad, Issues with Prank Callers, Bad News from Mace, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The Longest Online Diary
Thinking About the Diary’s Future – Mad Chaos: May 11, 1997
Diary entry for May 11, 1997. Tormenting Phoenix, Speaking to Jewell Again, Considering Diary’s Future, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Kofi Shares Good News About Jewell – Mad Chaos: May 8, 1997
Second diary entry for May 8, 1997. Penning a Poem, Kofi Shares News About Jewell, Mutual Feelings, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
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