It’s been a couple of days that have been good, good enough.
Saturday I woke up at 9:30am. Lyssa and I got ready to go out to the City and visit shops. Walking to Campbelltown I found that it was so hot, I couldn’t go anywhere but to Lyssa’s house. Bielka, Rita and Penelope were there. I was so hot I walked in with no shirt on.
Order An IBM Pentium 200 MHz Computer
On my way to her house I bought some new PIG glasses that cost me $50 and has set me back now, but I needed glasses.
I also called a place that assembles computers. If everything goes right they will be delivering to my house on Friday or the weekend. I am purchasing an IBM Pentium 200 MMX with 1.7 GB hard drive for $1,000. It’s got what I need and I’ll be happy once I get it running.
Sun Baking At Lyssa’s House
Bielka left after a couple of minutes. Then it was only Lyssa and I.
After a while of watching television, Lyssa’s mum came home. Then she left to go shopping again.
Lyssa and I were bored and watched some television and sun baked outside in the backyard.
Penelope Upset With Ali
Ali wanted to see Penelope last night so he came over around 9:30pm with Imad when no one was around. Penelope was waiting for him. Imad put on a movie that he had, and we all watched that.
Penelope and Ali were in a room together for a while. Everything was going all right. But when they came out, they both looked upset.
Lyssa and I were alright on the other hand.
Imad seemed to be fine, jumping around making a fool of himself, but so was I anyway.
Everyone left at 12:30am. Penelope was still angry with Ali.
Sexual Intercourse With A Condom
Last night after everyone had left Kuper and Carleigh came home, and Lyssa and I slept in her bedroom. We used contraceptives that night. I made her happy but she was tired. So was I. So we slept later on.
She cooked me dinner last night.
Sun Bake In Lyssa’s Backyard
Upon waking up this morning I helped her cook breakfast. Last night we sunbaked and tonight we sunbaked again. I got burnt and got a tan.
Penelope called up this morning and was real sad about why Ali was angry at her last night. She came over and the three of us went swimming.
Ali and Imad came over later and had a swim with us in 30-degree heat. Lyssa’s mum continually hassled Lyssa, do this and do that. She got aggravated.
I guess Ali was upset last night too because what I’m about to say isn’t what he’s like.
Hear On The Grapevine That Ali Cheated
After he dropped off Penelope, him and Imad drove around and met up with Lucas, Jett and a girl that goes to Pizza Hut sometimes called Coralie, a little heffa that does any guy, a fucken slut.
Ali dropped off Imad. She was in his car.
Then he went to Pizza Hut. Ali and Lucas both done Coralie at the same time while Jett watched. Ali only got his dick sucked. What really pisses me off is that Ali and Imad acted all day today like nothing had happened.
Today while I was getting dropped off home we met up with Lucas, and we stopped and had a chat. Ali started talking about it. At first I thought he was joking. I learnt that he wasn’t. What really pissed me off was that he talked as if Penelope didn’t matter.
Ali said, “I done this and that with Coralie,” in front of me as if I wouldn’t care.
Then in the car he explains himself and says to me he still loves Penelope. Like fuck.
In Disbelief That Ali Cheated
I didn’t know anything yet until just now. I can’t believe that Ali done what he done last night and is acting like it isn’t a big thing. He told how he wanted to tell Penelope today but couldn’t. When he does, it’s definitely over. There’s no holding that back.
Giving Lyssa a kiss before leaving her house, I’m here thinking that I should call her up, call her up and tell her how I really feel and that I love her. Never have I said that to someone else, but Ali has got me thinking. I know that I feel right to say it, and unlike Ali, mean what I say.
After that I’m going to call Jewell and have a talk to her. It seems that we had a good discussion when we last talked. She read me some poems and she made sense to talk to.
Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.
