Certain I Will Date Jewell Again
Right now I’m listening to ‘Boyz II Men’ and I believe I am growing attached to it. I’m not sure if my ways are right to everyone but there are two songs that I want to send to Jewell as in a CD I sent to her before. Am I right for doing this? I know I will get back together with Jewell in the future but am I treating my relationship good right now.
I don’t feel as if I’m hurrying my relationship with Lyssa, even though I hold thoughts in my head we won’t be together forever. In secret I have to make my actions. Is it me or is it Lyssa that makes this difficult? It’s me.
Anyway, these songs are coming home to me and are making me think. That’s me for this month… thinking. I did get taken back by what Jewell told me. She is making a sculpture of our lives together all spurred by my latest poem.
Planning The Weekend
Far from that episode, this is the last entry I can write maybe for the weekend. I’m about to walk to Campbelltown to pick up Lyssa. Tonight we might be going out with Penelope and Ali. Lyssa and I won’t jump in their car, so if that is the plan, Lyssa and I will stay home.
Lyssa will probably stay over tomorrow night and won’t be staying on Sunday because she doesn’t have College for two weeks.
Gaining Multimedia Skills
My computer has started to become useful as I have been using my amateur multimedia skills to muck around with volume levels and produce cuts of music. There has been plenty of productive work happening. I would like to travel to the City one day and visit JMC academy or SAE to see one of their workshops and see what multimedia truly means.
Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.
