Reminders Of Jewell All Around – Mad Chaos: March 10, 1998

Another day I have missed out on typing early due to playing my computer.   I guess I forgot.

Help Penelope With Her Exam

Monday morning I woke up to a call from Lyssa on the phone.  We talked, as she told me about her day at work.  Then I tried to go back to sleep. 

Penelope called back soon after and asked if she could come over my house by herself and get my assistance with her exam we were working with on Sunday.  Still asleep, I asked her to come over in an hour so I could get ready.  Not really eager, I jumped up and walked upstairs to have something to eat.

Jumping onto my computer I started playing around with music and multimedia until Lyssa called me.  I told Lyssa that Penelope was coming over.  Then Penelope was out the front with her car.  Inviting her in I asked for Lyssa and her to have a conversation over the phone.  Lyssa was fine with it.  There was no tension and that’s what I like about Lyssa. 

Another thing, Lyssa is great at understanding when I call Jewell and I love her for that.  I often think about it and I am thankful I have someone like Lyssa.

After the telephone conversation Penelope and I started work on her exam, as I turned some calming music on.  We sat on the computer for the next two hours and for that produced two pages of work detailing her opening of a business. 

Listening to Titanic for over an hour and getting frustrated for being on the computer for a great length of time, I thought a change would be necessary.  Turning up the volume I put some Snoop Doggy Dogg on.  Penelope and I laughed as we bopped to the music and were distracted from work for a while.

Penelope and I swapped stories about our feet and how they were rotting away.  Then it was back to work.  Eventually the work was finished and Penelope thanked me.  Then she headed for Campbelltown to buy some food.

Learn About Nikita’s Birthday Plans

For the rest of the day I was at home playing the computer and calling prospective employers.  When Lyssa arrived home at 6:30pm she gave me a call.  We talked for 20 minutes before we both decided to have something to eat.  Lyssa was real happy on the phone and was high-spirited. 

Lyssa and I talked of how she is visiting Wollongong on Saturday in two weeks for Nikita’s birthday.  Lyssa, along with a bunch of her friends will be renting a room where they will have their fun.  What’s wrong with that is that Lyssa and I have our 9 months on that day and we won’t be able to spend it together.  I don’t really mind.

Determined To Grow Facial Hair

Every day I go to the shower, wash my hair and then watch long strands fall out, many of them.  For a person with thin hair and very fine also, all the hair I lose won’t grow back in a hurry.  When I wake up I lose hair.  When I have sex (especially when exerting lots of force) I lose hair.  When I scratch my head I lose hair.  But I can’t help but to scratch because it’s always itchy. 

I’m not sure what this all means but I know for sure that I won’t have a full head of hair for the rest of my life on this earth.  The good thing is that I’ve started to grow my facial hair out.  I want to know what I look like with some sort of facial hair.

Lyssa Asks About Jewell

Lyssa called back later on in the night.  We talked for around an hour.  Carleigh was over there.  Broken up with Kuper for quite some time now, she was saying goodbye as she was leaving for London.  Lyssa and I talked about how Penelope had come over as well as what they talked about when Penelope gave her a lift home today.  We then talked about me visiting her at work tomorrow, but I guess it can’t be done.

Lyssa then asked me how long it was since I’ve called Jewell.  Then I told her I would call her around tomorrow night.  Night is always the best time to call someone, especially Jewell.  Part of the reason is because she will always be home and not at school.  The other part is because she is always in a relaxed mood at night.  The other part is that we always seem to get in depth at night with our conversations.  Lyssa and I had a couple of laughs.  Then she had to sleep for the night, so I wished her a good night and was gone.

Always Reminded Of Jewell

Let me just tell my Diary, for the time that has passed since I’ve called Jewell, I’m always reminded of her through objects or thoughts.  From things like the poster of Jenny McCarthy on my wall, to music that I listen to, or thoughts that are in my head, I’m always reminded of Jewell.  In a way I think it’s peculiar in the sense that I’ve only seen her in person for around two weeks but we’ve developed such a great bond within the last year that she can’t be forgotten.

Lately I tend to think of her more, but I guess I’m just lusting over not having seen her for such a long time.  It’s one thing that we’re now friends but friends that have not seen each other for a year and are on such a high level of understanding doesn’t make sense to me.  So almost every day I think of her in the little things that are around me.

Imad Hallucinates

Imad called me up a couple of hours ago from work.  He has been ill for the past couple of days.  He told me of his illness and how he thought he had 100 arms and 200 legs.  He thought the room was getting further and further away.

Imad told me how his birthday is on Monday the 16th.  He queried me.  I didn’t really forget.  I knew it all along, but it just didn’t come to mind recently.

Planning Ahead

It’s 3am now.  My computer has just gone through hell.  It had a scan done to which it took over 15 minutes.  The whole hard drive was thoroughly checked.  All I could do was wait.  I don’t think I’m that tired any more.  Lyssa doesn’t understand why I stay awake late almost every night.  I believe that if I can, then I will.

I might see Lyssa after work today when I wake up, I might visit Campbelltown but I’ll just wait to see.  Wednesday, Lyssa is getting a lift to my house with Penelope where we can get acquainted. 

I think it is time to get some sleep.