A Month Dedicated To Passion
Once again it’s the first of the month so, wake up wake up wake up!
Just last month it was April Fools Day on the first of the month. A couple of days later on April 2 was Jewell’s birthday. This month there are no specialties. The only special thing I am looking forward to this month is getting my music up and running. I don’t really have anything more important to spend my money on and nothing better to spend my time on.
I could be paying off my bills and looking for work but I’ll be doing those burdensome things for the rest of my life.
Nope, instead I’m going to relax in the comfort of my house this month and not try and look for work unless it is in the field of music. This month I will dedicate to my passion, my dream. I hope that this dream comes true, if not now, if not this month, then let it just be some time in the future.
Meet Lyssa At Train Station
Yesterday after finishing up on the computer at my house I began my journey to Campbelltown. Before heading off though I called Shawn so I could scan some pictures on the weekend. We talked for about fifteen minutes before I had to dart out of the door.
As I was walking to Campbelltown it started to get dark. Reaching the station I caught a train. Arriving at Leumeah I jumped off to see Lyssa sitting on the seats waiting my arrival. Walking to her side of the platform I gave her a kiss. Then she showed me the CD that I got her to swap for me in the City. I didn’t like “Mint Condition” that much and instead, I got her to swap it for “98 degrees”.
A Review Of 98 Degrees Album
We caught the next bus to Lyssa’s house and walked into her empty house. Turning on the lights I waiting a couple of seconds before putting on the CD. I had expectations for this CD but had my doubts also of the singing capability of an all-white Rhythm and Blues group. The songs were alright in their own way, nice and smooth, but they sounded gay once I got my ears around them.
Once again I wasn’t happy with my selection. I got Lyssa to swap it today once again in the City.
Looking Fatter Since Stopping Gym
Lyssa was tired as she walked into the bedroom. She asked me to come in. I knew what was happening from there. With the lights off and the door closed, we were surrounded by complete darkness, the way Lyssa likes it.
Lyssa seems to think she’s getting fat lately but looking at myself in the mirror right now I think the same about my body. I’m not fat yet but I have potential, and I don’t like that. Damn fitness and not doing it anymore! I wish I had enough money to go back to the gym again, not to mention dedication.
A Close Call Sexually With Lyssa
After our adventure last night we might have made a mistake. Lyssa and I stopped using condoms eons ago because we ran out and both of us can’t be bothered buying more packets. Because of this, every time we are in a sexual encounter we are always risking it. Luckily, I have control over myself and know when to and when not to mention Lyssa is on the pill. Nevertheless, I never release within Lyssa as a precaution.
Feeling The Pain Of Constant Walking
After waking up this morning I fed the cat, hassled the cat, chased the cat around the house, scared the cat into a corner, and then let the cat outside. Putting some clothes on I closed the door behind me and then headed for my house.
I noticed on the way home that my left foot is starting to feel the pain of walking all the time. On the way home it started hurting in a ligament somewhere. It wasn’t that bad but after repeated use it tends to get like that and could get worse.
Lyssa Asks Me Over
Now that I’m at home I’ve been mucking around on the computer, waiting for the day I’m in the studio and waiting for the day I scan the pictures and work everything out. The quality of this CD will be great. I hope it will be because in my work I always want perfection.
Lyssa called me from work and told me she bought me “LSG” the CD. She told me that she’s going out tonight and wants a favor from me. She asked me to go to her house and wash one of her shirts so she can go out for an hour tonight.
Imad Plans To Come Over
After she told me that, Imad called me and asked if he could come over and use my computer for the thing he was supposed to do ages ago. So Imad is coming over soon. He’ll probably give me a lift to Lyssa’s house. If I’m lucky, he’ll stay with me until I’m finished.
Maybe I’ll come back home. Then when Lyssa’s home, she can come back to my house. But I’m not sure what’s happening.
Anticipating Studio Time
Every day, I anticipate more and more, the studio. I want to be there, to experience what my mind can accomplish. But with this comes the need for money, so that is why I have to wait.
Well, I have to go now but I will be back soon after, tomorrow.
Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.
