This is the last day of May. It feels good so far.
After writing my last entry for Friday I got paid, and then had something to eat.
The Girl On The Train
When work was all done, I caught the train home, where my life changed. Standing up for most of the trip I had seen the most beautiful lady of my age sitting down next to her friend. She was a glamour, a goddess, and somehow I knew she was in my league. The only problem was that with her holding a big bouquet of flowers, someone else loves her, and who wouldn’t.
Deciding to sit next to her, I didn’t pay attention to her until I thought I heard Macedonian words come through her soft lips. Eagerly listening, I gathered my emotions, as I heard her speak soothing words again.
I was amazed that someone so beautiful, so elegant could be Macedonian, and not look like a Macedonian, but presumably catch my eye as if I knew her.
From this day on I’m a different thinker. I’m always going to think about her, and I’m always going to think about marriage with a Yugoslavian, just like her.
Another detail I noticed was that she got off at Liverpool, the second best pick up spot next to Fairfield, which pumps with chicks.
After Liverpool, I could only see scrubbers on the train coming from Ingleburn and Minto and all the other fucked up places after Liverpool. I want to move away from here soon enough.
Hanging At Pizza Hut
Walking to Pizza Hut, I was thinking a lot. That made me pissed off with life. Everyone could see something was on my mind but I’m good to hide it.
People came to Pizza Hut. Simon gave me a lift home.
I ate at home. Then I returned the movie to Video Ezy that was almost late.
Movie Night With The Clique
Imad and Ali met up with me on the road. We then got a movie and drove to my house.
Other people coming to my house were Ralf, Jett, Simon, Thelma, Sonya, Manson and Kofi making 10 people watching movies. Everyone had a good old time at my house, for the last day of the month.
Kofi told me that the letter from Jewell is in the mail. I hope she didn’t get it lost.
Loan Application Process
Right now I’m going to ring Endeavor Credit Union to apply for up to $3,000 dollars.
Tomorrow when I get up I’ll be buying a shirt, beanie and a black bandanna. Then I’ll be seeing about some CDs at a new place in Campbelltown, and then buying some food. Upon doing all that, I might get my hair French Braided tomorrow in time to go out to Bondi for the night.
Not getting the résumé done this week, I’m going to save some money on the credit card instead.
For next month, I hope to get a new look, and a bank loan for $3,000, good luck.
Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.
