Lyssa Returns From Adelaide – Mad Chaos: December 30, 1997

Reflecting On The Year

With only two real days left to go of this year, I feel happy.  This year has gone very nice and smooth for me.  This year has brought plenty of action in every aspect of my life including, friends, love and employment.  This year has brought new beginnings in respect to me receiving a gift for Christmas and sending presents. 

This year was not of controversy but of coming full circle, which I haven’t completed yet unless I would be producing music about now and writing my autobiography regarding my diary.

No, I can’t say that this year has been dull.  From January, all through December it hasn’t been boring and I haven’t been all alone.  January I had my friends, February I had companionship and a girlfriend whom I kept until late March.  My job and friends I kept until August and which I was introduced to my new love which I have kept until now.

Friends have been there since the dawn of this year but have died in number splitting to new companionship and leadership.  There has never been a day where I woke up and didn’t have either of the things I love and adore. 

This year has brought me promise for the New Year to come and expectation of my life, which is yet to unfold. 

To which corner of the earth my emotions will lay I don’t know, but predict I do that it will be something I love and always will… like music to my ears and a kiss to my lips.

Taking Photos As Ali Does Burnouts

As my year clicks day and day to an end, I have a day of Sunday to talk about unto this date and hour.  After my last Diary entry, Ali came to my house.  We drove to Campbelltown looking for film to purchase for the camera.  Ali had it on his mind to take pictures of his car doing burn outs.  Buying some film, we drove to Kentlyn where we thought we would take the pictures, but car after car came.  We waited patiently, as a stubborn mother was waiting for her son to emerge from the canyon where he was swimming. 

After she left, some more cars came down eager to jump into the waters, even though it wasn’t that lit up.  Ali and I drove off and watched their faces follow us all the way out.

Driving the car past Kentlyn and deep into Wedderburn we stopped where Ali and Imad took pictures of his last burnout.  Ali started doing a burnout with me in the car.  He told me to jump out there and then and take some pictures on the spur of the moment.  With my camera ready and rolled, we started taking pictures.  It didn’t take me long to waste 24 shots.  I figured they were good shots. 

It gave me some time to figure out my camera some more.  I realized that my camera was auto with automatic lighting response.  Taking some pictures of Ali’s shredded wheels we bolted his newer tires back onto his Celica and headed off before a Commodore drove our way.

Trying To Contact Lyssa

Lyssa didn’t call me by now, as Ali drove me back to my house.  Not really worried as yet, I was wondering whether to call Adelaide or not, but decided against it. 

Waiting and waiting some more I decided to try calling Lyssa’s house near 6:30pm when she should have been home, but no answer.  Starting to get a little worried, I played my computer to take my mind off Lyssa.  It worked as she called me after 7pm. 

We talked for a couple of minutes.  Then she told me she would be over in a couple of minutes by her mum.

Lyssa Returns From Adelaide

Lyssa came to my house soon after as I was playing computer.  I didn’t hesitate to stop and give her a welcome kiss.  Turning off the computer, we sat there and chatted for half an hour about how her trip to Adelaide was.  As I got some food, she tried to call Penelope. 

Coming back with some food from upstairs, we had something to eat.  Then she realized after she called back Penelope that she was sleeping over for the night.

Discuss Ali & Penelope

I’ve figured that Ali tells Penelope everything whenever I spread word to him.  When I told him about the fight Lyssa and I had, he couldn’t wait to tell Penelope.  What bothers me and Lyssa though is that he tells me, Imad and almost anyone who’s around what he does with Penelope. 

Ali tells me in detail, but Penelope seems to think that Ali doesn’t kiss and tell. 

Lyssa heard Penelope say this.  After what I tell Lyssa when she asks, she doesn’t want to get involved by telling Penelope what Ali does.

Totally Relaxed With Lyssa

After that conversation Lyssa and I were watching television.  The commercial appeared.  We gave each other a kiss, then another, and then got acquainted once again.  There we sat for an hour or more making each other comfortable once again after a couple of days.  Sweating to a point, we stopped after total relaxation.  After a rest we started watching television and talking again.

Setting the ground with a blanket to sleep on, we lay there.  Lyssa fell asleep before I did.  Nowadays we talk about loving more freely, as Lyssa asked me if I loved her yesterday.  I was thinking of a way to say it to her yesterday but couldn’t find it. 

As Lyssa slept, I turned the television off and started talking to Lyssa in her sleep.  In the midst of a dream, Lyssa turned towards me and told me, “You know I wouldn’t ever lie to you.” Then she kept agreeing with me when I asked her questions, this from someone who was dead asleep.

The Cute Things Lyssa Does

Waking up this morning the time was nearing midday.  As Lyssa and I woke up, it was near 1pm.  We sat there making each other laugh.  Lyssa has a way of making me laugh and feel good by the things she does and the way she acts.  She is cheeky in a way and everything she does seems cheeky to me. 

I love the way she hides her head in her hands or in the pillow, usually in the mornings when she doesn’t want me to look at her face because she doesn’t have any makeup.  She has a smile on her face.  I try to look at her but she keeps hiding her head in a funny way.  The more I look, the more she hides.  Sometimes she hides into my chest or lap.  It makes me laugh.

Also in the night usually before we go to sleep with the lights off, we murmur nothing to each other, just murmur as if we’re sleep talking.  That makes me laugh. 

Also Lyssa makes me laugh and feel good when she acts like a little kid and comes and hugs me with open arms and a funny walk (like little kids that don’t bend their knees, with their arms out looking at candy in mummy’s hand) towards me.  Then she hugs me, makes a cute noise and gives me little kisses.  I love that.

Lyssa Surprises Me In Bed

These are the reasons we got onto each other in the morning and once again had a real, real good time on my waterbed.  Lyssa and I tried something else today.  Lyssa just finished her period a day or two ago.  That was safe enough not to have a condom on.  Lyssa surprised me by using her own hand on occasion, stroking herself.  That’s how turned on we were.

Once finished there, we played around with each other.  Lyssa mucked around with me, in her sarcastic way.  As Lyssa and I were cleaning up and watching some television, Lyssa put her clothes on.  She let me take a couple of pictures of her in a provocative view or two lying on my bed. 

An hour or two after that while still watching television and the commercial once again came on, we kissed.  That lead to something else.  As Lyssa and I were sweating and going off, she let me get behind her and on top while she was lying on her chest with her clothes still firmly attached.  That was the maddest feeling for me.  Lyssa was becoming more flexible with my attitude towards positions.

Another hour passed and Imad came to my house to drop off some CDs for my computer.  He was to drop off Dina and would come back later.  Meanwhile, Lyssa called her mum.  As she came in 15 minutes, I gave Lyssa a kiss and we agreed to call each other tonight.

Play PC Games With Imad

Imad came back to my house while I was in the middle of unarchiving a file.  Imad tried to help me but didn’t offer me any assistance and only wanted to play games.  Games we played on the computer for around 20 minutes. 

Then Lyssa called me.  I told her politely that I would call back.  Imad left to pick up Dina soon after. 

Talk About Jewell With Lyssa

As I called back Lyssa, she was speaking to Penelope.  Waiting for her to call back, I played my computer games.  Forty-five minutes passed.  Then I called Lyssa to hear her saying goodbye to one of her friends who visited her.

Lyssa and I talked about Penelope and Ali tonight but more on the aspect of Jewell.  Today I revealed whatever Lyssa wanted to know about Jewell.  She asked how we met.  I told her what she looked like, what was alike with Lyssa and her, Jewell’s personality, why we broke up, her weight, my feelings towards Jewell, and lots of other factors.

Lyssa told me it was like cheating when I wouldn’t tell her I called Jewell and she had to find out by asking.  That’s not cheating at all.  I just think it would be better for Jewell and Lyssa not to know each other on any basis, as it might cause trouble. 

Lyssa is just like me.  She is curious and would like to meet Jewell and see what she looks like.  Jewell is different and would rather not meet Lyssa at all.  Jewell would care not to know or meet Lyssa, as she wouldn’t know how to react.

Apart from that, Lyssa is visiting Burwood tomorrow with Penelope to buy some Jewelry for Ali’s birthday.  Hinting to Lyssa, I want a pillow and sheets for my bed when my birthday comes.  Lyssa figures with my clues that she would probably start saving for my presents if she wants to buy them.

Planning New Year’s Eve With Lyssa

My legs have been itchy all night as they usually do after shaving.  For New Years Eve, Lyssa and I will definitely be together at midnight.  But before that, Lyssa might be with her friends.  I guess I will be with mine. 

From what I figure, I want to visit the fireworks at 9pm on New Year’s Eve, and then come home to be with Lyssa for the fireworks at Campbelltown at midnight.