The Keys To Lyssa’s House – Mad Chaos: February 24, 1998

I’ve missed out on writing Monday because I was busy and I guess lazy.  

Mind Numb From PC Gaming

Sunday night Lyssa came over.  I was halted playing my computer.  It was a good thing, since I was on the damned thing for over 6 hours.  

Lyssa came over my house with the intention of doing something with me that night, but I just thought she didn’t want anything.  

“Do you want to try anything tonight,” Lyssa questioned.  

Then I asked her.  I worked out I was tired from playing the computer for so long and Lyssa didn’t sound very enthusiastic.  We decided not to do anything.  Then I went upstairs to get my food to eat.

Lyssa Upset I Am Not In The Mood

Coming back downstairs, I automatically noticed that Lyssa had changed her mood and was now quieter.  For an hour she sat there without motion.  For an hour I asked if there was a problem.  She denied there was one.  Slowly the clues would come together.

After a commercial on television, Lyssa told me my computer was more important than my relationship.  Then another clue, as she didn’t come over my house just to sleep.  Lyssa then told me she had shaved her legs and her panty line.  Figuring out the problem, I realized that Lyssa was angry because a night or two ago I gave her pleasure and I was quick (without intentionally meaning it) to disregard her pleasure.  

For the next hour I was trying to make her feel better.  Because I wanted to, I asked if she wanted me to pleasure her.  Because Lyssa was angry she didn’t want to.  With both of us upset she went to sleep.

Lyssa couldn’t get to sleep.  Kissing Lyssa’s hand, I realized that she had painted her nails pink.  I felt real bad.  I thought because I didn’t notice all these little things that Lyssa had done for Sunday night to be special (because yesterday our eight-month anniversary couldn’t) I had let her down in a big way.  

Lyssa Shares Ex-Boyfriend Memories

I gave Lyssa some solemn kisses and then started feeling real bad.  Lyssa came and gave me hugs.  There we sat way late on Lyssa’s sleep time discussing how she was cheated on by Jermaine, her ex-boyfriend.

Lyssa went out with Jermaine for four months.  He cheated on her with four girls and slept with one.  Lyssa chased him for a year and a half.  She stopped liking him when she met me.  Lyssa told me she showed him a picture of me, Ali and Imad (the picture she stole at the start of the relationship), and he got scared.

Lyssa told me never to cheat on her.  I think that I won’t.  I never have with anyone else.  All my other relationships, I guess I’ve had temptations, just like this relationship.  There are girls on the street that I see and like and probably like me.  I’m tempted to say something but never do because I’m with Lyssa and she means more.  

Then (as I hate to say it), there are people that I am attracted to that are Lyssa’s friends.  I used to like Rita but she’s long and gone because she likes her drugs.  I’ve always thought that Nikita was attractive since Shelby’s 18th birthday party.  Since then I think Nikita has taken notice of me.  But once again Lyssa is too strong right now for me to cheat on her and probably never will.  Lyssa started to cry because of what Jermaine done to her, but then we soon went to sleep.

Escort Lyssa To The Bus

Monday morning we both woke up at 5:45am.  As Lyssa had a shower I had something to eat.  Walking Lyssa to the bus stop, we waited in the wintry breeze.  I gave her a kiss as she jumped onto the bus and waved as the bus left.  

Job Search In CES

Going back to sleep at my house, I woke up two hours later, had a shower, something to eat, and played the computer.  A couple of hours later I thought it would be good to visit Campbelltown.

Starting my journey to Campbelltown, I found me visiting the CES where I faxed my résumé to one employee and then left for the library.  With a disk in my hand I printed out Lyssa’s Valentine’s Day poem.  The previous one was in black and white.  I touched it up nicely before printing it out in color.  

Alone In Lyssa’s House

From there I caught the train to Lyssa’s house around 3:30pm.  I unlocked the back door with a key that Lyssa gave to me.  

Sitting at her house all by myself, I read the newspaper for an hour and had something to eat.  Thinking Lyssa would be at the station at about 4:30pm, I started walking down to meet her.  I met up with her neighbor from across the street.  We both walked down together.  I met with Lyssa before crossing the street.  Saying goodbye to her neighbor, we started walking back to her house.

Lyssa had something to eat at her house, as I fed her cat.  We both thought it would be a good idea for Lyssa to sleep at my house tonight.  Lyssa’s mum wasn’t coming until late on Monday night, so we started walking to the station.  Withdrawing $3.60 for bus fare out of my bankcard, we caught the train and then a bus to my house.

Too Turned On During Sex

The time was 7:30pm.  Lyssa and I both wanted something to happen tonight.  As I had something to eat, I then stepped into the shower and done all that.  Walking back into my room I was naked behind a towel, and Lyssa was naked behind the bed sheets.  

The rest of that moment was good, except that I came before she did.  Then we couldn’t work the moment back up.  Lyssa was frustrated and I was angry.  We were like that until Lyssa went to sleep.  

I stayed up watching television and mucking around with Lyssa while she was sleeping.  Then I went to sleep.

Morning Squabble With Lyssa

This morning we woke up early again with enough sleep.  Lyssa once again had a shower and got ready.  Walking her to the bus stop, we were angry with each other because she thought I didn’t soothe her when she told me she hates traveling on the train.  Once again we had a little squabble.  We were both unhappy when she jumped on the bus.

I’m not sure what I’m doing for today but I’ve missed my opportunity for a position by not attending my interview in Villawood.  I thought to myself, I wouldn’t like working there and it wouldn’t be good for my future, so I gave it up.  

here are no immediate plans for me today but I might see myself visiting Campbelltown after playing my computer.