Researching IBM Computer Rental Options – Mad Chaos: October 1, 1997
First diary entry for October 1, 1997. Write New Song, Lyssa Changes For The Better, Jewell Rings, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Valerie Snobs Me Pampers And Seduces – Mad Chaos: Monday, November 11, 1996
Cancelling on a job interview, I came to Pizza Hut Campbelltown to go on pizza runs with Rory. Sonya and Palmer were making out in the back seat.
A Shadow Over Our Love – Mad Chaos: May 31, 1998
Third diary entry for May 31, 1998. Oral Sex Dilemma, Lysas’s Reluctant Offer, Too Broke, Lyssa Tired Of Work, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Cruising In Streak Performance Celicas – Mad Chaos: June 20, 1998
Second diary entry for June 20, 1998. Parramatta Cruise, Racing A Porsche, Confronting Racists, Snapped Differential, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Realizing I Love Lyssa – Mad Chaos: September 19, 1998
Diary entry for September 19, 1998. Read Back On Phone Calls, Phone Cheating, Patching Things Up With Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Losing A Part Of Myself In Scarlett – Mad Chaos: Friday, July 20, 2001
Diary entry for July 20, 2001. Online Chat With Scarlett, Dealing With Loss, Insecurity, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Largest Online Diary
Tension Within The Group – Mad Chaos: September 22, 1996
Diary entry for September 22, 1996. Tension Within The Group, Kofi As A Guest Rapper, Gym, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary
Police Question Keith For Reckless Driving – Mad Chaos: Wednesday, November 13, 1996
Keith drives recklessly into the back of Pizza Hut. I yell, “Cops!” We run inside. The cops question Keith. Then, the real rampage begins.
Madlyn Plans To Visit Me – Mad Chaos: July 8, 1996
First diary entry for July 8, 1996. Madlyn Plans To Visit, Inviting Aubree Over, Imad and Raya Fight, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Reasons Behind Lyssa’s CD – Mad Chaos: September 20, 1998
Third diary entry for September 20, 1998. Jett Shows Up, Gianna’s Vendetta, Working On CD Artwork, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Nearly Ran Over By A Car – Mad Chaos: May 22, 1996
Diary entry for May 22, 1996. Roundabout Night Club, Hanging Out With Aubrey, Nearly Hit By Car, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary.
Cruise With Ralph – Mad Chaos: April 19, 1996
Diary entry for April 19, 1996. Cruising with Ralph, Muscle Gains, Gym Session, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The World’s Longest Online Diary.
The Revelation Of Boredom – Mad Chaos: June 1, 2003
Second diary entry for June 1, 2003. Inundated By Internal Escapes, Goal To Focus On Employment, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Writing A Bodybuilding Meal Plan – Mad Chaos: March 25, 1996
Diary entry for March 25, 1996. Developing a Calorie Plan, Searching For a Job, Tanning, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary.
Discuss Eloping With Jewell – Mad Chaos: May 21, 1998
First diary entry for May 21, 1998. 21, Drum Media Inquiries, Jewell’s Male Suitor, Events Around Our Breakup, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Catching Up With The Old Group – Mad Chaos: August 10, 1996
Diary entry for August 10, 1996. Picking Photos Up, Catching Up with Old Group, Big Workout Goals, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Watching Giant Chess & Thinking of Dad – Mad Chaos: April 16, 1997
Diary entry for April 16, 1997. Watching Giant Chess Game, Feeling Wasteful, Train with Claude, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The Longest Online Diary
Sherry Crashes Her Car – Mad Chaos: July 21, 1996
Diary entry for July 21, 1996. Brodie’s House Party, Sherry Crashes Her Car, Kathryn’s Letter, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary
Planning Our Anniversary – Mad Chaos: May 21, 1998
Diary entry for May 21, 1998. HMV Music, Lyssa’s Fat Complex, Book Hotel Room, Plan To Write Lyssa A Poem, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Self-Diagnosis Of Anxiety & Panic Disorder – Mad Chaos: July 1, 2004
Diary entry for July 1, 2004. Withdrawal From Zyprexa, Schizophrenia Label, The Root Of My Anxiety, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Visit Damien Gerard Recording Studios – Mad Chaos: September 20, 1996
Diary entry for September 20, 1996. Getting Johnnie’s Waterbed For Free, Visiting Recording Studio, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Feelings Mixed Into Dedications CD – Mad Chaos: July 2, 1998
Third diary entry for July 2, 1998. Omitted Question Marks, Song Order, Songs Related To Feelings, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Tiring Of My Stuck-Up Girlfriend – Mad Chaos: May 3, 1998
Diary entry for May 3, 1998. Cruise With Lads, Toby’s Party, Argue With Lyssa, Relive The Teenybopper Days, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Having a Fight with My Brother – Mad Chaos: September 2, 1996
Diary entry for September 2, 1996. Domestic Fight With Brother, Feeling Angry, Keith And Tamsen Visit, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Drive With Tamsen And Min-Su – Mad Chaos: December 16, 1996
Diary entry for December 16, 1996. Workout World, Getting To Know Min-Su, Getting Free Pizza, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary
Wondering What Kathryn Thinks Of Me – Mad Chaos: September 3, 1996
Diary entry for September 3, 1996. Anxious About Kathryn, Thinking About Marriage, Self Motivation, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Uncovering Jewell’s True Feelings – Mad Chaos: May 7, 1998
Diary entry for May 7, 1998. Acquire Copyright To Songs, Lyssa Phones, Wacky Wednesday, Delve Into Past With Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Talking About Girls At Rory’s House – Mad Chaos: March 15, 1996
Diary entry for March 15, 1996. Rory’s House, Recovering from Workouts, Imad’s Birthday, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary.
A Music Production Game Plan – Mad Chaos: June 4, 1998
Diary entry for June 4, 1998. Develop Song Lyrics, Session Singers, Imad Drops In, Summernats, Lyssa Dyes Hair Blonde, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
On A Hunt Into The Past – Mad Chaos: July 17, 1998
Second diary entry for July 17, 1998. Lyssa Invites Me To Club, Brite Wite Raps, Dedications CD Artwork, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Playing Pinball Fantasies With Brother – Mad Chaos: July 29, 1996
Diary entry for July 29, 1996. A Chat With Keith, Bodishop Gym, Pinball Fantasies, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The World’s Longest Online Diary
Hard To Open My Heart Up To Lyssa – Mad Chaos: September 30, 1997
Second diary entry for September 30, 1997. Abandonment, Pain Of Losing People, Reasons I Love Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Taking Lyssa To Macarthur University Lake – Mad Chaos: September 19, 1997
Diary entry for September 19, 1997. Macarthur Square, Lake With Lyssa, Conflicted Feelings, Keith Confronts Me, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Wicked Night With The Boys – Mad Chaos: September 18, 1998
Third diary entry for September 18, 1998. Hot Day In Town, Lyssa’s CD Ideas, Gym, Chess With Imad, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Losing My Sentimental ‘T’ Necklace – Mad Chaos: January 8, 1997
Second diary entry for January 8, 1997. Losing my Sentimental ‘T’ Necklace, Lucas Hooks Me Up, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary
Distancing From Levi’s Harassing Calls – Mad Chaos: August 8, 2004
Diary entry for August 8, 2004. A Day Deprived Of Pleasure, Constantly Interrupted, Levi Continues To Call, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Lyssa Develops A Complex – Mad Chaos: June 29, 1998
First diary entry for June 29, 1998. Stay Up While Lyssa Sleeps, Movie Night, Lyssa Gets Emotional In Bed, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Lyssa Sleeps Over After A Long Talk – Mad Chaos: August 30, 1997
Diary entry for August 30, 1997. Being Snobbed, Lyssa Sleeps Over, Mucking Around In Bed, Using Internet, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Diagnosed With Mild Schizophrenia – Mad Chaos: April 30, 2003
Diary entry for April 30, 2003. See Jewell, Feeling Positive, See Psychiatrist, Replace Antidepressant Medication, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A History Of School Years – Mad Chaos: February 4, 2003
Diary entry for February 4, 2003. Lack Of Identity, First Day At School, Fights, Bullies, Teen Angst, Passion, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Missing My Job Interview – Mad Chaos: June 28, 1996
Second diary entry for June 28, 1996. Missing a Job Interview, New Gym Program, Working Out, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary
My Evening Routine & Meal Plans – Mad Chaos: March 29, 1996
Diary entry for March 29, 1996. Leg Day Workouts, Meal Plans, My Evening Routine, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The World’s Longest Online Diary.
The Boys Spray Painting Under The Bridge – Mad Chaos: November 14, 1996
We hung out at Macarthur Square. Tamsen yelled at Keith. At Pizza Hut I abused Harley for being a bitch. The boys caused chaos spray-painting.
A Part Of Me Wants To Move On – Mad Chaos: June 30, 1998
Diary entry for June 30, 1998. A Fond Memory, Audio Diary Idea, Keep In Touch With Friends, Reminded Of Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Sauna and Steam Rooms at Homebush – Mad Chaos: July 27, 1996
Diary entry for July 27, 1996. Regrets About Homebush, Sauna and Steam Rooms, Painful Trip Home, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Big Backyard Brawl With Yobos And Skegs – Mad Chaos: November 24, 1996
Rory picks two girls up, police break up a backyard brawl, a hip hop session, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The World’s Largest Online Diary.
Looking Back On The Diary’s Evolution – Mad Chaos: September 4, 1996
Diary entry for September 4, 1996. Looking Back On The Diary, Playing Basketball, Rap Plans, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary
A Job Interview In Kingsgrove – Mad Chaos: April 18, 1996
Diary entry for April 18, 1996. Job Interview at Kingsgrove, Hanging Out with Friends, Dole Money, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary.
Mum Has a Fight with Imad – Mad Chaos: July 1, 1996
Diary entry for July 1, 1996. Reflecting On A Good Month, Imad & Mum Fight, Keith Dogs Imad, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary
Meeting Sama At Di’s Hectic House Party – Mad Chaos: November 17, 1996
Di’s house party had lots of hot girls, especially Sama. Tamsen and Mandy fight over Keith, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The World’s Largest Online Diary.
A Conscience Taunted By Fantasy – Mad Chaos: September 18, 1998
Second diary entry for September 18, 1998. Reading Old Diary Entries, Reading Poems, Hope To Forget Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Timing Shawn’s Car – Mad Chaos: June 17, 1996
Diary entry for June 17, 1996. Timing Shawn’s Car, Booking Driving Lessons, Planning Workouts, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary
The Love Triangle Conundrum – Mad Chaos: June 1, 1998
Diary entry for June 1, 1998. Session Singer Interview, Lyssa’s House, Chess Vs Imad, The Truth We Will Break Up, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Music Edits At The Fusion Factory – Mad Chaos: July 8, 1998
First diary entry for July 8, 1998. Bathroom Tiles Repaired, Purchase FHM Magazine, Ghost Town After Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Final Day Working For Konquer Insurance – Mad Chaos: July 25, 1997
Diary entry for July 25, 1997. Final Work Day At Konquer Insurance, Back On Social Security, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Tabitha Spreading Rumors About Me – Mad Chaos: December 19, 1996
Diary entry for December 19, 1996. Rumors Spread By Tabitha, Rory Gets Pranked, All Night Burnouts, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Fishing with Dad & End of Month – Mad Chaos: March 31, 1996
Diary entry for March 31, 1996. Catching Fish with Dad, Meal Plans, Last Day of the Month, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary
Spending Time with Harriet – Mad Chaos: March 20, 1997
Diary entry for March 20, 1997. Feeling Hot With Harriet, Getting Over Jewell, Chilling with Keith, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Flirting with Emma At WordPerfect 5.1 Course – Mad Chaos: April 2, 1996
First diary entry for April 2, 1996. Skillshare Course, Flirting with Emma, Meal Plans, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The World’s Longest Online Diary
The Double-Bulb Big Bang Theory – Mad Chaos: March 31, 1999
First diary entry for March 31, 1999. Double-Bulb Theory, Fusion Chambers, Time Travel, Expansion Of Universe, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Drag Races & Cemetery Lookout – Mad Chaos: May 27, 1996
Diary entry for May 27, 1996. Cemetery Lookout Hangout, Drag Races, Looking for a Job, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The World’s Longest Online Diary
The Glutted Memoir Reservoir – Mad Chaos: August 9, 2004
Diary entry for August 9, 2004. A Hopeless Cycle, Bonding With The Blue Budgie, A Return To The Memoir, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Our Rap Group Without A Name – Mad Chaos: August 31, 1996
Diary entry for August 31, 1996. Frustrated with Sherry, Writing Rap Lyrics, Hip Hop Group Problems and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Buying My First X-Rated Porn Video – Mad Chaos: May 25, 1998
Diary entry for May 25, 1998. Recording Studio Issues, Lyssa Overstays Her Welcome, Sneaky Trip To Club X, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Total Boredom Since Shelving Projects – Mad Chaos: June 11, 1998
Diary entry for June 11, 1998. Lyssa Pressured To Vaccinate, Play Vikings On PC, Footy Show Appearance, Lyssa’s Dad, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Routines To Counter My Anxieties – Mad Chaos: May 20, 2003
Diary entry for May 20, 2003. A Fun Day Grocery Shopping, Break Through Morning Anxieties, Shopping, Gym, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Few Sensual, Horny Days – Mad Chaos: July 5, 1998
Third diary entry for July 5, 1998. Sensual Morning With Lyssa, Prepare For Ali, Lyssa Begrudgingly Offers Oral, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Earning A Bad Reputation In Our Group – Mad Chaos: December 8, 1996
Second diary entry for December 8, 1996. Fixing Waterbed, Worried About My Reputation, Fixing Bike, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Closer To Lyssa Since Breaking Up – Mad Chaos: July 6, 1998
Second diary entry for July 6, 1998. Lyssa Chases Rainbows, Everybody Knows, Lyssa Depressed About Birthday, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Computer Crashes That Murder The Writer – Mad Chaos: February 9, 2001
Diary entry for February 9, 2001. Constant Computer Crashes, Burnout Looming, The Writer Fades Away, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary.
Jermaine Enters The Love Triangle – Mad Chaos: July 7, 1998
Diary entry for July 7, 1998. Ali Confronts Car Mechanic, Phone Lyssa, Discuss Relationship, Ballooning Diary, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Considering Changing Careers – Mad Chaos: May 7, 1996
Diary entry for May 7, 1996. New Letters on Keyboard, Computer Games, Potential Career Changes, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary.
C.E.S Job Interview – Mad Chaos: April 17, 1996
Diary entry for April 17, 1996. Late for my Skillshare Course, C.E.S Job Interview, Gym Session, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary.
A Productive Proofreading Spell – Mad Chaos: May 11, 2004
Diary entry for May 11, 2004. Proofreading The Diary, Friends Contribute Stories, Centrelink Psychologist, Alprazolam, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Tino Planning to Bash Rory – Mad Chaos: June 13, 1996
Second diary entry for June 13, 1996. Handing in Dole Form, Breaking Keith’s Window, Tino Bashing Rory, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Argument with Mandy – Mad Chaos: April 30, 1996
Diary entry for April 30, 1996. Driving with Keith, Looking for a Job, Rory’s Night, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary.
Getting Onto Sigourney After Gym Session – Mad Chaos: November 27, 1996
Bumping into Sigourney at the gym, fooling around together, hunting for dress rims, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The World’s Largest Online Diary.
Engrave Our Rap Microphones – Mad Chaos: September 16, 1996
Diary entry for September 16, 1996. Visiting Lake’s Grave, Job Interview, Waiting On Kathryn’s Letter, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
What I’ve Learnt About Bodybuilding – Mad Chaos: March 20, 1996
First diary entry for March 20, 1996. My Exercise Principles, Workout Programmes, Diet Plans, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary.
Saying Goodbye to Carey – Mad Chaos: June 26, 1996
Diary entry for June 26, 1996. Job Interview, Carey Leaves for Victoria, Mum Hides My Stuff, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The Longest Online Diary
Riding My Bike at 60 km/h – Mad Chaos: August 3, 1996
First diary entry for August 3, 1996. Seeing My Crush, Riding Bike at 60km/h, Swimming with Tatton, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
At A Relationship Crossroads – Mad Chaos: March 12, 1998
Diary entry for March 12, 1998. Lunch With Lyssa, Shopping, Touring SAE, Stale Relationship, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Surviving a Mad Night’s Sleep – Mad Chaos: April 6, 1996
Diary entry for April 6, 1996. An Irregular Night’s Sleep, Muscle Gains, A Gym Session, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The World’s Longest Online Diary
The Manga Band Sessions – Mad Chaos: May 19, 2003
Diary entry for May 19, 2003. Mentally Disciplined Fortnight, Paying Down Debts, Diary Editorial Process, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Planning a Fishing Trip – Mad Chaos: July 16, 1996
Diary entry for July 16, 1996. Brodie Comes Over, Arranging a Fishing Trip with Keith, Diet Plan, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Hanging Out With Weston – Mad Chaos: July 23, 2004
Diary entry for July 23, 2004. Volume Of Invention, Louise Invites Me Over, MSN Messenger Hacks, Weston, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Discuss Eventual Breakup With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: May 12, 1998
Diary entry for May 12, 1998. Edit Scanned Photos, Cruise With Ali, Foreplay With Lyssa, The Breakup Talk, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Revisit Our History With Jewell – Mad Chaos: May 21, 1998
Second diary entry for May 21, 1998. 21, Rummaging Through The Diary, The Days Leading Up To Breakup, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Serving The Wasteland – Mad Chaos: February 3, 2001
Diary entry for February 3, 2001. Rendered Unproductive, My Own Personal Doomsday, Chat With Azalea, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
First Time Driving the New Gemini – Mad Chaos: April 27, 1996
Diary entry for April 27, 1996. Driving the New Gemini, All-Nighter at the Blowhole, House Parties, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary.
Lyssa Falls Out With Bryce – Mad Chaos: September 20, 1998
Second diary entry for September 20, 1998. Lyssa Hates Bryce, Reminisce In Park, The Medical Emergency, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Mix Music At Fusion Factory – Mad Chaos: July 9, 1998
Diary entry for July 9, 1998. Humor With Lyssa, Trip To Fusion Factory, Help Tatton Get Paid, Phone Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Overcoming A Training Plateau – Mad Chaos: September 14, 1996
Diary entry for September 14, 1996. Overcoming Training Struggles, Working On Mindset, Workout Routine, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Discovering The Microsoft Word Thesaurus – Mad Chaos: June 5, 1998
Second diary entry for June 5, 1998. Drum Media Inquiries Dry Up, Planning The Weekend, Discovering The Thesaurus, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Pull All-Nighter Playing ‘Myth’ – Mad Chaos: July 1, 1998
Second diary entry for July 1, 1998. Play PC Game ‘Myth’ All Night, Imad Visits To Play PC Game, Make Lyssa Cry, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Cursed Forsaken Fantasy – Mad Chaos: September 18, 1998
Fourth diary entry for September 18, 1998. Mariah Carey, Boredom, CD Deadline, Getting Back With Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Planning a Date with Madlyn – Mad Chaos: July 5, 1996
Second diary entry for July 5, 1996. First Date with Madlyn, Gym Routine, Good Luck Charms, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The World’s Longest Online Diary
Reflecting on a Strange Dream – Mad Chaos: July 6, 1996
Diary entry for July 6, 1996. Going to Dina’s House, My Weird Dream, Meal Planning, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The World’s Longest Online Diary
Overcoming Social-Induced Apathy – Mad Chaos: July 5, 2004
Diary entry for July 5, 2004. Abstained From Zyprexa, Matchmaker Profiles, Mental Health, Focus On Exercise, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Pressure To Move House – Mad Chaos: October 9, 2004
Diary entry for October 9, 2004. Heightened Family Tensions, Discuss Moving With Artie, Federal Election Vote, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Everything Is Up In The Air – Mad Chaos: July 15, 1998
First diary entry for July 15, 1998. Lyssa Does Not Call, Historical Feelings For Jewell, An Imperfect Diary, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Erosion Of Disciplines – Mad Chaos: August 16, 2004
Diary entry for August 16, 2004. Being Reclusive, Watch Olympics, Hopeless Dreams, Flirting At Local Supermarket, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Frolic With Scarlett In The Botanic Gardens – Mad Chaos: March 7, 2001
Diary entry for March 7, 2001. Tyler’s Bong Gift, Sex In Botanic Gardens With Scarlett, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Largest Online Diary
Pumping Iron, Chest Routine In The Gym – Mad Chaos: November 15, 1996
Shopping for new hats and CDs, a gym session, year twelve graduation preparations, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The World’s Largest Online Diary.
Five Car Cruise & Chatting Up Valerie – Mad Chaos: April 13, 1996
Diary entry for April 13, 1996. Five Car Cruise, Chatting Up Valerie, Stood Up by Kathryn, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary.
Driving Keith’s Car & New Food Log – Mad Chaos: April 5, 1996
First diary entry for April 5, 1996. Driving Keith’s Car at 2am, A Gym Session, Starting a Food Intake Log, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Mad Chaos: Monday, May 17, 1999
Does Phoenix Like Bình Within the time that we spent back in Keith’s house, he chatted to Bình twice on the phone. Word was that Bình wanted to…
Cruise To Parramatta With Ali – Mad Chaos: July 5, 1998
First diary entry for July 5, 1998. Visit Imad, Police Pull Ali Over, Guns To Our Heads, Cruise To Sydney, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Struggling with Working Out – Mad Chaos: July 17, 1996
Second diary entry for July 17, 1996. Struggling With Workouts, Post Workout Aches, Gym Routine, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Steadily Industrializing Mind – Mad Chaos: June 1, 2003
First diary entry for June 1, 2003. Peak Consciousness Of The Writer, Hard To Move On, Diary Revisions, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Deciding To Break Up With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: July 5, 1998
Fourth diary entry for July 5, 1998. Break Up, Ask Jewell To See Me, Lyssa Asks For Second Chance, Being Pushed Away, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Pact To Train With Tatton – Mad Chaos: August 17, 1996
Diary entry for August 17, 1996. Seeing Nina, Training with Tatton, Huge Muscle Gains, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The World’s Longest Online Diary
Watching Movie with Jewell & Laying Under Stars – Mad Chaos: February 9, 1997
Diary entry for February 9, 1997. Planning for Cinemas, Watching Metro with Jewell, Getting Closer, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Tiring Back Workout In The Gym – Mad Chaos: April 12, 1996
Diary entry for April 12, 1996. Heart Rate, Gym Routine, Social Time, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The World’s Longest Online Diary
Write ‘Rush The Whole Night’ Lyrics – Mad Chaos: May 26, 1998
Diary entry for May 26, 1998. Record Instrumental, Lyssa Suspicious At My Finances, Record A New Beat, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Getting My Bodybuilding Photos from Pari – Mad Chaos: August 7, 1996
Diary entry for August 7, 1996. Landing a Job Interview, Getting a Haircut, Bodybuilding Photos, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Denim & The Girl From The Gym – Mad Chaos: March 30, 1996
Third diary entry for March 30, 1996. Gym Routine, The Girl From The Gym, Basketball with Denim, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Drag Racing Into Sydney – Mad Chaos: May 12, 1998
First diary entry for May 12, 1998. Cruise With Ali, The Drags, Drag Race Into Sydney, Avoiding Cops, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Hotel Room 313 With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: July 19, 1998
First diary entry for July 19, 1998. Heightened Sexual Desire, Four Orgasms, Feeling Torn With Guilt, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Confronting My Fear Of Rejection – Mad Chaos: June 4, 2003
Diary entry for June 4, 2003. Bump Into Yazmin In Supermarket, Courage To Make A Connection, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Emma Flirting Again & Egging Houses – Mad Chaos: April 24, 1996
Diary entry for April 24, 1996. Emma Starts Flirting Again, Egging Houses, Keith and Carey Make Out, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary.
Filling The Void In My Mind – Mad Chaos: July 7, 1998
First diary entry for July 7, 1998. Not Wanting To Let Lyssa Go, Root Of Infatuation, Jewell Fills My Void, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Organizing The Diary Into Book Eras – Mad Chaos: June 3, 1998
Second diary entry for June 3, 1998. Writing Lyrics, Lyssa Feels Depressed, Self-Conscious In Crowds, A Big Argument, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Just Two Weeks Until I See Kathryn – Mad Chaos: December 18, 1996
Diary entry for December 18, 1996. Two Weeks Until I See Kathryn, A Month Until My Birthday, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary
A Role In The Music Industry – Mad Chaos: May 19, 1998
Diary entry for May 19, 1998. Book Recording Studio Time, Library Internet, Sketch Lyssa, Sex Life, Music Industry, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Cholecystokinin Links To Anxiety-Panic Disorder – Mad Chaos: July 3, 2004
Diary entry for July 3, 2004. Biorhythm Cycles, Research Nutrition, Norepinephrine, Mumbles Visits, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Talking Sex with Emma – Mad Chaos: April 4, 1996
Second diary entry for April 4, 1996. Skillshare Course, Discussing Sex with Emma, Drive to Sydney, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Phoenix Writes a Letter For Me – Mad Chaos: April 7, 1997
Diary entry for April 7, 1997. Confusion Around Sama, Active Workday, Phoenix Writes me a Letter, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
An All-Nighter & Stealing Newspapers – Mad Chaos: June 2, 1996
Diary entry for June 2, 1996. Stealing Newspapers at 2am, An All-Nighter, Flirting With Belle, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Planning a Dance Party with Madlyn – Mad Chaos: July 8, 1996
Third diary entry for July 8, 1996. Studying Anatomy, Looking for a Job, Planning the Dance Party, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The 90 Percent Spotter Routine – Mad Chaos: December 6, 1996
Diary entry for December 6, 1996. Listening To Music, 90% Spotter Routine, Cleaning The Bedroom Carpet, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Struggling with Depression – Mad Chaos: July 11, 1996
Diary entry for July 11, 1996. Alison Cancels Plans, Drive Home With Celeste, Feeling Depressed, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Getting Back to Working Out – Mad Chaos: June 17, 1996
Second diary entry for June 17, 1996. Meal Plans, Getting Back to the Gym, Nutrition, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The World’s Longest Online Diary
A Heart To Heart Talk With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: July 13, 1998
Diary entry for July 13, 1998. Problems With Centrelink, Comfortable With Friendship, Lyssa Asks For A Break, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
“Freak Show”: Creating Haunting Alternative Rock with AI Music Production Tools
This detailed breakdown reveals the complete AI music production workflow behind “Freak Show,” an alternative rock song created using cutting-edge artificial intelligence tools that rival traditional studio productions.
Finishing Off & Sending Kathryn’s Letter – Mad Chaos: August 13, 1996
Diary entry for August 13, 1996. Finishing Off Kathryn’s Letter, Calling Nina, Struggling At Gym, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
How I Became The Neurotic Writer – Mad Chaos: September 10, 2004
Diary entry for September 10, 2004. Junkyard Bedroom, The Trouble With Eric, Memoir And Insomnia Theme, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Knowing That It Is Finally Over – Mad Chaos: September 21, 1998
Second diary entry for September 21, 1998. CD Surface Printed, Fantasy Vs Reality, Jewell’s Parcel, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Evolution Of My Anxiety – Mad Chaos: January 30, 2003
Diary entry for January 30, 2003. Study The Rise Of Anxiety, Major Events, Uneducated About Mental Health, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Hanging Out For Another Letter From Kathryn – Mad Chaos: September 11, 1996
Diary entry for September 11, 1996. Breakfast At CES, Writing Lyrics, Another Letter From Kathryn and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Partnered Up With Keith For The Gym – Mad Chaos: November 22, 1996
Jett plays The Doggfather album over the phone, Ralf is in trouble, a sweaty gym session, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The World’s Largest Online Diary.
Tamsen & Keith Introduce Me To Naomi – Mad Chaos: December 17, 1996
Diary entry for December 17, 1996. Throat Infection, Tamsen And Keith, Introduced To Warrawong, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The Longest Online Diary
Stealing Cassette Tapes From The Shops – Mad Chaos: August 29, 1996
Diary entry for August 29, 1996. Stealing Cassette Tapes, Recording Music, Long Phone Call with Sherry, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
First Friends Date With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: July 12, 1998
Third diary entry for July 12, 1998. Work For The Dole, Lyssa Starts Aerobics, Watch Movie ‘Freeway’, Lonely Night, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Shopping For The ‘Perfect Protein’ Supplement – Mad Chaos: August 20, 1996
Diary entry for August 20, 1996. Gym With Tatton, ‘Perfect Protein’ Supplement, Seeing Nina, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary
A Day In The Gym Training With Keith – Mad Chaos: Tuesday, November 12, 1996
A day in Macarthur to visit Sanity, where I found Dove Shack and Warren G’s old album. Keith and I hit the gym later for a chest and back workout.
Writing Music & Rapping With Tatton – Mad Chaos: August 26, 1996
Diary entry for August 26, 1996. Food Shopping, Rapping with Tatton, Going to the Bodishop, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary
Writing Rap Lyrics with Tatton – Mad Chaos: September 7, 1996
Diary entry for September 7, 1996. Writing Rap Lyrics, Campbelltown with Imad, Tatton’s House, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Keeping A Slim Day Through Inertia – Mad Chaos: August 3, 2004
Diary entry for August 3, 2004. Death In The Aviary, Showing No Weakness, Brush Techniques, Passing Time, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Haircut, Solarium & Training Budget – Mad Chaos: March 18, 1996
Second diary entry for March 18, 1996. Getting a Haircut, Going to the Gym, Training Budgets, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary.