Discuss Relationship With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: March 19, 1998

How are we today?  There has been plenty of information processed through my brain but sadly, not enough action.

Mobile Phone Disconnected

Here we go starting the day at 11am so I could get prepared for an interview with Centrelink.  Lyssa called me while I was at home.  We had to be more precise as to how we would meet each other today, as I didn’t have a mobile phone anymore.  My mobile phone had been cancelled three days ago because I haven’t paid the bill.  Anyway, having a shower and something to eat, I dressed and walked to Campbelltown.

Centrelink Business Loan Interview

At Centrelink I sat down and waited for my name to be called out, as I looked at the touch screens.  My name was called and a lady interviewer escorted me to the back. 

At first, she didn’t really have a clue as to why I was there, so I explained it step by step to her.  My story was as new to her as it was to me, as she called her Supervisor and Manager for some information on my problem. 

Minutes later, she returned and told me that the CES dealt with these situations and it was extremely rare of a case for me to receive government funding for $8,000 unless I was certified a job after the course by an employer.  There was no chance that I would be certified a position, but I made my way to the CES to find out more information.  I also found out that under $2,000 would be a better bet for me, so I might decide to use the Photography course as a levy.

The CES didn’t help me much more.  They told me all government funding was almost to a halt as the CES is finishing on the first of May.  Standing firm, I walked out with a wealth of knowledge but thirsty for more. 

SAE Inquiry About Government Funding

Catching the train I stepped off at Leumeah and bought myself a ticket from the machine and then caught the next East Hills train to Sydney.

Jumping off at Museum station I started walking to SAE.  Reaching the 3rd floor I confronted the receptionist.  The same lady that showed me around, I asked her for more information regarding government funding.  At the end of the conversation we came to an agreement that she would ask a student there that has received government funding and I will acquire information from the receptionist when I call.

From there I walked around the City looking at shops to help Lyssa pick a present for Nikita.  I was mainly looking around jewelry shops.  I found out that Nikita was a Pisces and she wore opals with the color purple (according to her star sign).  That is called an Amethyst stone or something like that.  Nikita didn’t visit her College on Friday in the City.  Rather, she worked with her parents in their shop.

Shopping In Sydney With Lyssa

An hour later I met up with Lyssa.  Real hungry, we sat down to eat some chicken schnitzel sandwiches on Lyssa’s behalf. 

It’s been a couple of months now that I haven’t found a position.  I feel bad, mainly because I haven’t got the freedom to give back to Lyssa and also that I can’t save money for a car or anything else.  Lately I’ve had a dream to buy a car, a Celica and then build it up, nice paint job, good motor, tinted windows, attitude, but I think that will be a long time from now.

Lyssa and I then shopped at Hound Dog for her.  At the end of it all she bought herself some nice black pants and a cross over sleeveless top.  Hound Dog has got a reputation for having some nice women working behind the counter and better women walking in.  I noticed.

Discuss Our Relationship On Train Home

From there we walked to the train station.  It wasn’t long until our train arrived.  Lyssa and I sat on the end of the train opposite the whole carriage and were cramped next to each other.  This ironically gave us a chance to rest ourselves from a day of walking around in Sydney.

Lyssa and I mistakenly got into the conversation of our relationship and how it’s been nine months together. 

We then asked ourselves how long it will be before we break up. 

I then noted that after we have done all we want to do, have a holiday together, live together for some time, we should set a time in our lives where we don’t break up but we break away.  When this day comes, instead of breaking up and never talking to each other again, we will gradually cease to kiss, cuddle and be sexual.  Instead, we will rather see other people and break it off.  Lyssa said this as a way we can later on in life come back together again if it was meant to be. 

Lyssa knows she wants to see more people than me, and I want to explore some more domain also before I settle down myself.  Lyssa got upset after we talked about that, but she knew it would happen some day and it was best that way.  Lyssa might already have her sights on someone else, maybe just her eyes or a thought in her mind.  I might also. 

For the rest of the trip back home there was a drunk Westy talking to a Lebanese on the bottom floor.  The Westy was so loud that when he jumped off everyone was smiling and laughing.

Misunderstanding With An Asian Guy

Back at home I walked Lyssa most of the way to her house as it was getting dark and late.  Lyssa and I were both tired.  Kissing her goodbye, I started walking down the hill.  I kept calling her name and waving at her.  She waved back.  Halfway down the hill I whistled a couple of times, as she turned and waved. 

Walking down the street I noticed that an Asian had thought I was whistling at him.  When I reached him it was tense and quiet for a second.  He asked me if I was whistling for him.  Telling him the story, we parted our ways without a problem.  He thought there was going to be trouble, as a car passed with one of his friends in it.  He screamed at the car before I turned up, maybe for back up.

Bump Into Gossipy Phoenix

On the train I caught up with Harley.  Sweating from running to the station I tried chatting with her, but it seemed like she was avoiding my conversation.  That was the trend until she had seen Dina and they both jumped up and talked to each other.  Harley didn’t want to know me really, but Dina talked on occasion to me. 

Jumping off the train I avoided the both of them and headed for Pizza Hut to call my dad for a lift.  Calling my dad, I walked to Pizza Hut and noticed, Tabitha, Phoenix and Sonya.  Not wanting to stop I ended up stopping to their bitchiness. 

Sonya was alright to me.  She was amazed that I was still going out with Lyssa and asked when I was getting married.  The other two giggled.  Phoenix noted that she doesn’t see me as the type of person to have two kids hanging off each of my arms.  Taking offense, I basically snobbed them away and waited for my dad.  My dad gave me a lift home, nothing different.

Nikita’s Birthday Weekend Organized

At home I had something to eat and then called Lyssa.  She had already called Nikita and Kiley and had found out about tomorrow.  From what I know so far, Kiley and Kieran are going down and taking their car, so we are going with them. 

Lyssa has to call Nikita tomorrow in the morning to find out the number of the cabin we are staying at.  Because it’s the beach I might take a towel down but I don’t think I will.  Litzy is no longer going anymore, so on Saturday it will only be Lyssa, Constantine and Nikita at Waves nightclub.

Penelope visited Lyssa’s house tonight.  I found out that Penelope and Ali will also be going down.  That means that competition will be in the air on Ali’s behalf.  I’ve noted that whenever the four of us are together it’s always a competition for Ali and Penelope to show off their love to us (fake or not fake), by kissing, being rude to each other and doing stupid sexual things that makes me hate them more.  They will only be coming down for a couple of hours to play poker or something, but I can tell it will be a night of competing. 

Penelope Gets On My Nerves

The cabin has five beds and I think they are all single.  If that’s true then Lyssa and I might sleep on the floor with each other.

Something that I thought was rude was that Penelope asked if I was sleeping over on Friday night at the Cabin.  Lyssa acknowledged that.

Then Penelope said, “Well make sure you be careful when you have sex.”

Lyssa returned with, “I’m on my period.  I don’t think so.” 

The stupid thing Penelope said back was, “It doesn’t matter,” like she was either jealous, she thought our relationship was basically all sex or she wanted to make a point.  Whatever it was, it was a stupid thing to say and think.

Wollongong Weekend Plans

What I want to do is take my camera down to Wollongong on Friday night, so I might get it ready now and buy some film tomorrow. 

Tomorrow I’m meeting Lyssa in the City, where I will get some batteries for my camera, inquire about my information from SAE and then catch a train back to Campbelltown where Kiley will then drive to Wollongong with us.  Tomorrow should be an interesting chapter in my life.

For Nikita’s birthday I want to take a lot of pictures and to take pictures of all of them in the clothes they wear to waves.  From what Lyssa heard, Waves was a nightclub full of Lebs that pinch you on the butt when you walk in.

I’ll be catching a train home on Saturday some time near midday and then going out with Imad and maybe Ali on Saturday. 

Saturday is Lyssa and my nine months together.  We will spend Friday together and a part of Saturday.  I hope to splash on some “Cool Water” perfume tomorrow in the City before we head for Wollongong.  This means I won’t be writing in my Diary until Saturday or even Sunday so stay tuned.