Wassup, I haven’t talked to Jewell since… I haven’t talked to Sama since… I haven’t even talked to Kathryn or Nina since… so tell me wassup when I ask of Phoenix? Where does my hate truly come from?
Sama Gets Onto Miroslav
Sunday was a very quiet day for me. I stayed home and listened to music. As much as I tried I couldn’t get anything going in the day. No one was home.
Night started edging its way towards my haven. Miroslav came over with Claude, Kayden and Hudson with my license. They stayed.
Sama called up Miroslav. She went to Randy Ranch on Saturday and she got onto Miroslav. Now she is calling him up at my house. How do I feel?
Thinking that this was going to be a good month, all it has been is a sorrowful experience, a learning challenge.
Blasting Phoenix
Phoenix called me while I was with Miroslav. They chatted her up.
When I was back on the phone I told Phoenix that she was a tramp for what she did and to never call me again. She got angry. We left it there.
Sunday I was very angry, very pissed off. I have the right to be angry, but my friends don’t know how I truly feel and probably will never work me out.
Friends Pop Over
For the remainder of that night Jett came over. He borrowed Blackstreet off me. I still haven’t gotten it back.
Keith came over late at night. Him and Tamsen stayed until the late hours of the night.
Cold-Calling Local Businesses
Today I was considerably late for work.
I was hung up until lunch time starting new business for Konquer Insurance, by sending and receiving faxes from the main offices of all popular real estate agents. My work is going to revolve around that task tomorrow. Luckily for me Friday is a public Holiday.
While at work today someone pranked me lots of times. Around 4:30pm and then 6:30pm I was pranked. I have reason to believe it was Phoenix.
Escape From Waratah House
Keith also rang me while at wor. He told me how my mom had escaped from Waratah House. They called me later that day and told me the story.
When I was coming home from work the police were home to take her back. They have told me that they are to keep her for at least 6 weeks. Not that long really.
Imad Spooks Me
Coming home from work, Imad tried to scare me today. I was walking up the stairs going to wait for cars at Campbelltown train station when Imad tries to creep up behind me and do what I’d done to him. With a sixth sense I looked back and had seen him creeping up the stairs. It ruined his game.
I gave Imad a lift to Dina’s house. He was supposed to come over to take care of this Phoenix problem but he hasn’t arrived.
What Phoenix Thinks
While at home I called up Tatton to see what he was told. Phoenix talked to him the day Miroslav was here. He shared her sob story with me. Then he called Tabitha.
I called Tabitha after Tatton. We talked for a little about Phoenix.
Then I rang Phoenix. I tried to reason with her but she just started to cry.
Her mom picked the phone up. Phoenix just couldn’t be reasoned with. We parted on that note.
Then I called up Tatton again.
Tatton and I talked about a different conversation completely most of the time. I told him to watch what he says about his friends and not put Phoenix in front of me just because he likes her.
Tabitha and Phoenix are now talking on the phone. Tabitha is to call me back soon to tell me what Phoenix and her screwed up thoughts are thinking.
Right now I don’t give a shit about Phoenix. She betrayed me and my trust for her that I was gathering. Phoenix broke that trust. Now how am I supposed to feel?
Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.
