Learn To Stand On My Own
Smoke by myself; refuse to smoke with the boys. As Imad said to me, “you have to learn to stand on your own feet before you can stand with someone else.”
Ripping Shirts Off In Tennis
Tennis players are now starting to take off their shirts after winning a game, like they were trying to subliminally declare that they feel victorious enough to stand proud and run around without your shirt off. Goran Ivanisevic in tennis is one of those guys. Although he’s the guy you’d least expect to muck around, he does.
Imagine the humor of making a scene where there is a professional tournament with television coverage, and two goofs dressed like dags, scuffle around court playing a real game. Imagine the satire in commentating and the visual jokes you could play around it.
God For The Lonely
I think that the thought of God is a novelty item for the truly lonely people, those that have been in a marriage for twenty years, lose all their closest friends, then come out of it divorced and with no one around. You may have family but other than that, you’ll truly be lonely.
Finding new friends gets harder with age. So, with that much emptiness in one’s life, the only way to conjure some sense of content in life is to pray to someone that isn’t there.
The Life Span Of An Atom
The thought of infinity is just as hard, seeing that humans would not be able to comprehend the notion of infinity. Until we discover whether the universe is infinite or whether we are enclosed in some sort of balloon, the human race will never be absolutely positive about their thoughts on infinity.
To me, it makes me more intrigued wondering what the life span of an atom is and if it could somehow go on to live forever. We know that atom particles have to spin around to create electricity. The question then is, are these atoms being burnt out in the process, replaced through a chain reaction line, or being linked up and lasting until those atoms are somehow mutilated (as in through fire changing the chemical compound of something).
I think an atom or even the universe would need some sort of motivational factor (or some sort of motional factor) in order to operate.
Think of our atoms like the millions of sperm competing to make it to that one egg they were programmed to make it to. The atoms would need some sort of momentum leading them towards their goal. Or like a computer, having no emotion, some sort of order for competition.
Are atoms randomly programmed by some grand creator to interact mathematically in some sorts of ways? Or are our actions solely based on models of human emotion, such as drive, the need of adrenaline, the fear of failure, and all these other embedded raw emotions that make up the base of our genetic code?
How low down the microscopic chain do these actions originate? Are atoms themselves all encoded, so that they move around erratically and create energy in an otherwise motionless space?
Chain Reactions & The Big Bang
The life span of an atom seems then the answer to the evidence that there may be some sort of creator. Maybe infinity would be easier to comprehend if we classed our creator (or the beginning of time and the universe as we know it) as the mathematical answer for infinity.
Atoms could have a life span of nanoseconds. But what if there were atoms out there that have been spinning since the creation of activity in inanimate suspension? What if the continued spinning of these atoms, over time, caused them to evolve into other more compound organisms, or if they became the factories for such things?
The sparking rotation and polarized magnetism that attracts atoms in space. Positive and negative could be like the momentum of space spewing out from the big bang. Negative could mean a state of influx literally pulling the blanket from under the universe.
We learn that in positive mode (the universe expanding continually) there is a characteristic of time that comes with its stretching. How volatile would the negative phase of magnetism be, would then be the question, and if we are in a positive state creating universal expansion, are there literally magnets on the outskirts of an unfilled universe, attracting the negative side of the other universe towards it until they eventually pulled together and started another big bang chain reaction?
The Theory Of Magnetism To Atomic Energy
Could then magnetism be the genetically encoded engineer of atomic energy?
Magnetism could be expanding our world until it fills up the corners of the universe, and then, polarize and start a brand new magnetic attraction. To us humans, it feels like our universe is expanding from a specific point, being exploded. However, to me, it seems that the fabric of our universe expands at a constant rate determined by the velocity of magnetism flowing through the rupture of our big bang, and in fact, is getting pushed out instead of being exploded.
The faster thing in our universe then is riding on that magnetism. Attracting the magnetism of the universe is how we could fly around at speeds of our expanding universe (the benchmark fastest timer known to the universe).
Magnetism And Cosmic Flight
Flying through gravity would just be like flying through any condensed part of space. To me, it seems that Martians are using these very techniques of speed right now.
Magnetism is the fastest gauge of time. To travel forward in time, you would have to polarize all the cells in your body into a positive state of magnetism, the amount of time determining the voltage burst to those atoms, like fuel, more taking them further ahead in space.
To travel backward in time, you would have to depolarize your atoms for a certain amount of time, in other words, kill them off for a period of time (like radiation) until they are sucked back to the beginning of the universe.
Our universe right now could be imagined to be like a bottomless hole. To us it seems logical to think that things are exploding out when in fact, are being pushed out despite the effects of gravity.
Push & Pull Factors Of Cosmic Magnetism
We seem deceived about the direction that space has when not affected by gravity. Like our chest that actually pulls when we push something with our arms, the engineering feats of this could go on deceptively unnoticed. The fabric of space could indeed be being attracted by another opposing magnetism at the edge of our known universe, the empty matter.
Could evolution then be like the continuation of this attraction? Could the intensities of attraction actually be the periods of evolution, and could in that understanding we direct ourselves somewhere in this multi-layered galaxy towards the right time and moment we desire?
Imagine our universe being a bottomless pit, also like an infinite amount of ridges controlled by a series of systematic flashes running up and down it. The flickers could be like an accelerated model of a computer screen flicker when being watched at a slowed rate through a television camera.
Our perception of the universe could be quite distorted compared to what is real.
Like the chest pulling/pushing example, we as humans seem easily deceived about the mechanics of infinity. Like Imad mentioned to me, “if it seems right and makes sense, people tend to agree and adopt the same principles.”
Neurons or atoms could be similar in their design.
Determining Direction Using Magnetic Polarity
With time travel being an encoding of coordinates amongst the infinite variations of flicker down the hole back towards the big bang, you could probably travel forward in time but you would only be flying towards nothingness. But if you flew around in space anyway, would you really know whether you were heading towards the expansion of the universe, or the center of it?
Polarity could be a big clue in finding this out. Heading towards a positive and negative charge could be where the creation of time is. Think of rolling up a piece of paper so that two ends meet, and then separating them, so one direction along the paper is positive, and one direction negative.
Imagine if you could create a machine that would make an atom bipolarized. Could this be what one needs to create the atmospheric engine for time travel? Bipolarizing an atom would be like having two parts of you walk either way around the globe, so that eventually you both make it to the direct opposite side. This could be like a flux capacitor. The only thing you would then have to do is enter some coordinate amongst the linkage vacuum of the known universe, a magnetic spewing of ballistic atoms.
Moral Evolution & Marriage
If men were gayer and we used women only for procreation, would we then be primates, like the cavemen? Have we evolved moralistically from same sex things to marriages? Could marriages have been an offering (like an advertisement with a firm message) for people to stop having safe sex relationships so that they could pursue the betters of infinity?
Hmm… Gravity and magnetism as a science, sounds interesting.
Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.
