New corruption in the form on the Internet and Credit Cards has swept the lives around me. Dawning upon me that Christmas is just around the corner, just over two months to go.
Looking Back On The Year Of 1997
Looking back in memory upon the year, it’s been good. The start of the year brought interest to my friends, as it was the best time to be with friends. Not working, not having worries and always going out with friends and having fun.
Then I met Jewell who filled up an empty part of my life, which had never been used before. She used it well. There were times when I devoted myself to her and she devoted herself to me. Then there was the time when we parted our ways and said goodbye as lovers and opened a new door of Friendship. Then came a stage of remorse and new beginnings, lots of thoughts and prospective jobs. Working for Frank at Konquer Insurance was fun and a blessing on my future.
After Frank and Jewell there was a small stage of emptiness where I felt alone. That stopped when I started seeing Lyssa. Suddenly all the emptiness disappeared and she filled that void once again. Things started to change once I was with Lyssa, for the better. Starting to realize as time passed what she meant to me and what she still means to me.
Finding another job here at Martinson Engineering, I’ve had my good times and my bad. There are times when I feel I can think more at work and produce startling images that only I can conjure, and there are times when I wish I was at home doing my own thing.
Friends have been an important part to this cycle. They have always been there. Although sometimes distant and unreachable, they are always there for me, as is my Family and Lyssa who has glowed in my life.
Debating A Hypothetical Breakup With Lyssa
Now there are two months to go of this year and then it’s over. I remember New Years this year how we were at the City celebrating. I remember seeing Miroslav with his girlfriend and most people with a partner except for me. This year that will change.
I’m not sure when Lyssa and I will decide to part.
I know in time I will need to explore different paths, meet new people. I’m sure Lyssa will need to do the same. To stop her from experiencing other pleasures is not right.
Putting a time on Lyssa and I together is stupid. I don’t know the length we will be together but I know it will be longer than this year and probably till the end of next year. Lyssa and I have been together now for four months. I definitely see us together for another eight.
Musical Career & Credit Card Scam In 1998
The reason I’m writing from work again is that Lyssa and I are meeting up at Campbelltown tomorrow and she is visiting my house. Shawn is also sure to pop over to my house so there will be no time to write in my Diary, just to play around on it.
1998 doesn’t sound that bad. I’m looking forward to it. What I see is me using my computer and creating songs, printing them onto CD and kick-starting some sort of musical Script Writing career.
For this month and next, what I want is in on the Credit Card Scam. Not all the way in the door but I want to choose what to purchase. I want to be one of the action men. Not wanting Shawn or Tatton to get in trouble, I will be an extra mind for the group, so they won’t fall into trouble.
There are millions of possibilities for me and purchasing with Credit Cards. You just have to do it the right way so as not to get caught.
Lunch time is just around the corner. This morning was slow though.
Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.
