Romantic Night on Waterbed – Mad Chaos: March 9, 1997

Sending my love to Jewell is made easier with what happened today between the both of us.  

Kofi came over first in the afternoon for the house party.

Jewell showed up just after.

At first we listened to music to get acquainted with each other.  

Nothing happened since we had seen each other last, so I had very little to talk about with Jewell.

We sat together on the waterbed and talked.  That is the first time she had sat on the waterbed with me.  

Affectionate On The Waterbed

Tonight was another special night, more special than what we have had so far.

At first, Jewell would not let me get onto her that much.  So we lay next to each other.  I liked the idea of us just laying next to each other.  

We both almost fell asleep.  We were very relaxed listening to music and thinking of each other.  

Once Jewell and I first kissed (which was very elaborately put together and special) we started to get motion from there on.

Lying on the waterbed together very, very close to each other’s body, she let me touch her in places that I wouldn’t normally touch her.  I turned her on deeply. She let me touch her above her waist, all over.  But I didn’t want to intrude too much below her waist.  

When we were very torrid with each other, I undone my top and I put her hand in there.  She liked that very much.  

Jewell literally presses her body right up against mine to “FEEL” me when she kisses me.  I ain’t complaining!

Learning About Each Other

I gave Jewell another Love bite.  I couldn’t resist it.  My tongue explored her moist limbs of the upper body, all around her neck.  She liked that very much.

Don’t get me wrong, it wasn’t all getting onto.  More than ever Jewell and I were so close.  

Jewell learnt to put her hands around me like I want her to.  She learnt to approach me and kiss me first.  She learnt that she can turn me on.  I learnt that she turns me on and that she really is falling for me.  

Every time we looked into each other’s eyes, I could see what she was thinking.  The look is what I got from her saying, “Wow, I finally may have found what I was looking for all my life.”

It was much easier for me to get onto Jewell and less hard to approach her.  

Also we were cheeky with each other having good old conversations about what the color is on one of my posters.  It’s blue but she thinks it is purple.  

Kofi was having good times with Zola.  Kofi and I agreed that Jewell and Zola are both very much alike in personality, but so much different.  

Jewell The Keeper

Keith and Simon came over while Jewell and I were still going for it.  Though not as much we were still going on, very turned on.  

When they left, I gave Jewell a last kiss.  She came to me (like she usually will be doing now).  I held her tight by the ass.  She was pushing in and out, in and out.  Now what’s that telling me?  She must be very turned on.

Making Preparations

I’m getting up early tomorrow for work.  

Tuesday I have a spare day to get my license in order.  I’m going for it on Wednesday April 2nd, Jewell’s birthday.  If I get my driver’s license, that’s her birthday present.  

I don’t really want to talk about this just yet.  I’ll just briefly talk about it.

Jewell and I are getting really close.  I wanted to take it easy today to show that I do have control.  I really do have self-control, but she made it hard on me to talk to her.  So I just lay there.  I don’t want her upset so I tried something on her.  This was my result, the best night with her.  

If we are like this for much longer then I fear that we might make a mistake soon and start to make love.  That’s not a mistake, but this might be too early for her.  She has to be more mature in the body to enjoy it, and for me to feel right about it.

 I’m just afraid that she might send my emotions over the hill, too far.  

Jewell has grown feelings for me greatly.  I know she won’t say “I love you” first.  She will leave it up to me.  

I know that I do feel something for her deeply.  But I say “I Love You” only when I feel it’s right.  Keith said that it’s pride that is stopping me.  

I’m tired of saying, “I missed you today.”  I am tired of saying, “Goodnight,” on the phone instead of, “I love you.  Goodnight.”  I don’t know when we are going to get to that stage, but I will tread carefully.

This has been the longest time I have been seeing someone really.  This is the deepest relationship I have had.  I have to say, Jewell has not hurt me in any way just like the others did.  She’s here to stay.