Writing a Cryptic Letter for Jewell – Mad Chaos: March 10, 1997

Last night I went to bed with good dreams at 10:30pm.  

Today I got up for work a little less tired.

Konquer Insurance Work Day

Work was fairly good today.  

I caught a train to the city for some work.

The remote control for my 50+1 CD player has not come in yet.  I’m waiting until Wednesday, that’s the promised date.  If the Remote doesn’t come in until then, I will be act on the matter, I need my remote.

Jewell’s Cute Dream

Calling Jewell when coming home from the city, we talked about tomorrow.  

She told me she dreamed a dream of me.  We were in a different Australian capital or state.  I threw her in a pool or something that resembles a pool.  Then I jumped in with her, mobile phone, clothes, the whole thing.  That’s the kind of thing I would do anyway.  So I thought that was a cute dream.  

Hot Showers, Cold Showers

She spun me out today while on the phone.  We talked about hot showers and cold showers.  Hot showers are relaxing and cold showers aren’t.  When Jewell is with me the shower is always hot and relaxing.  When she isn’t with me Jewell feels cold.  

Then she got onto telling me that she always feels hot around me.

Yesterday was just as good as any other time we have been together, no better, just as good.  That made me feel good knowing that like me, she treasures every moment with me specially.  That’s what triggered me to write my letter.

Preparing A Letter

Purchasing two cards from the newsagents and some special writing paper with mad writing surface, I left for home.  

Manson gave me a lift home from Pizza Hut.  I had to put up with his head banging music for the trip.  

Ringing Jewell

Once home I ate some food.

Then I came straight onto the phone to Jewell.

Jewell and I figured something out tonight.  

“I don’t want you anymore.  I need you,” I confessed.

She really went quiet after that.

“I need you too,” is what she was sending out to me.  

Playing music to each other, we didn’t get into our mood tonight.  So we just talked to each other mostly about each other.  The conversation was never short, as usual.

Keith came over my house with some CDs.  I told him to bring over, “Tell me” by “Groove Theory”, and “Boyz II Men” their album.  Our song is probably “Last Night” by “Az Yet” because we have both grown attached to its words and motions.  

Penning A Letter

Jewell has now become very special to me.  I wrote her a letter today with a card with it.  This is what the letter says.

If life is a dream, I choose to stay awake…

If what I have now is reality, then I must be dreaming.

(and on the bottom of the letter)

Words mean nothing without expression.

SNIPER (In its special way)

The card said on it “I missed you yesterday, I missed you today, I hope I don’t see you tomorrow either”.  That made me laugh straight away so I bought it.  It’s being sent.  

The other letter is for her birthday.  It is from The Far Side.  It has a person stranded on an Island and in the sand it says HELP but the P looks like an F.  The Helicopter is hovering over and the caption says “Wait! Wait! Cancel that.  …I guess it says ‘HELF’”.  

Then the next page is written “HAFFY BIRTHDAY”.  That’s for her Birthday.  Not very long to go now.

The letter was sprayed lightly with my Cologne from a distance, a light fragrance.  It was folded right and neatly so that she would open the letter correctly.  

Cryptic Symbolism

While I’m getting my driver’s license date tomorrow, I’m going to send the letter.

I’ve given Jewell some clues about the letter.  

I told her, “What is one plus one plus April?”  That of course is Jewell’s birthday.  

The next clue was, “It has something to do with THE LETTER ‘U’.”

The letter “U” has three meanings.  The whole sentence has two meanings within it, “It has something to do with “YOU”, and “THE LETTER”.  

This all put together would mean, the letter has something to do with Jewell.  It’s hard to get but she’ll understand when she sees the letter.