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"Freak Show": Creating Haunting Alternative Rock with AI Music Production Tools
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Release: Crafting a Sensual Dance Track with Suno AI
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Diary Of A Mad Chaos Diary Eras
Diary Of A Mad Chaos
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Lyssa On A Date At The Movies – Mad Chaos: July 26, 1998

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A Tangible Path To Jewell – Mad Chaos: April 23, 1998

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The End Of The Lost Years – Mad Chaos: September 16, 1998

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Discuss Feelings With Jewell – Mad Chaos: July 22, 1998

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Asking Myself What I Want – Mad Chaos: July 26, 1998

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Eros Theatre Peep Shows – Mad Chaos: February 25, 1998

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Introduced To Eros Theatre In Sydney – Mad Chaos: February 4, 1998

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Dinner At Chili’s With Friends – Mad Chaos: April 17, 1998

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Eros Theatre With The Boys – Mad Chaos: April 20, 1998

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Record New Prank Phone Calls – Mad Chaos: July 25, 1998

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Prank Phone Calls With Jett – Mad Chaos: July 24, 1998

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Asking Jewell To Come Over – Mad Chaos: July 22, 1998

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A Day Of Eros Theatre Strippers – Mad Chaos: March 6, 1998

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Measuring My Penis Size – Mad Chaos: May 14, 1998

Making Changes in Life Direction – Mad Chaos: May 18, 1997

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Having The Best Time At The Hotel – Mad Chaos: November 22, 1997

Visiting CD-ROM Services in North Sydney – Mad Chaos: May 8, 1997

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Discuss Eloping With Jewell – Mad Chaos: May 21, 1998

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Stopping All The Lies – Mad Chaos: July 21, 1998

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Kylie Minogue Signing At Sydney HMV – Mad Chaos: June 10, 1998

Diary Eras
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Growing In Confidence With Iseul – Mad Chaos: November 10, 1999

Third diary entry for November 10, 1999. Iseul Cancels Date, Learn Korean, Suggest Sleepover, Naked Jokes, Alec Phones, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Overcoming A Fear Of Helplessness – Mad Chaos: January 16, 2003

Diary entry for January 16, 2003. Improvement In Chronic Insomnia, No Longer Feeling Helpless, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Cultural Differences: East vs West Social Calendars

Social and cultural calendars differ enormously around the world. Read about the West’s Thursday night social culture, fluid socialising in China, and more.

Working on Sound System Electronics Design – Mad Chaos: April 15, 1997

Second diary entry for April 15, 1997. Work on Electronics Design, Feeling Boredom, Call with Phoenix, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Cultural Differences – Proximity in Chinese Dating

Dating women in China offers a very different experience compared to the West. In this post, we’ll discuss how making moves after a date differs in China.

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Sleeping Over Lyssa’s House – Mad Chaos: July 28, 1998

Second Diary entry for July 28, 1998. Lyssa’s Movie Night With Braxton, Sleep Over Lyssa’s House, Walk Home, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Cultural Differences: Australian versus Chinese Country Folk

Eastern and Western societies adopt a countryside lifestyle for different reasons. This post discusses the role the countryside plays to Aussie & Chinese people.

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Lyssa Secures New Job In Sydney – Mad Chaos: January 31, 1998

Diary entry for January 31, 1998. Sydney Job Interviews, Sleepover, Lucas Lands New Job, Phone Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Realizing That I Can’t Let Jewell Go – Mad Chaos: October 29, 1997

First diary entry for October 29, 1997. Feeling Conflicted, Missing Pieces, Mired In A Love Triangle, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Chest & Abs Day In Club Lime Gym – Mad Chaos: July 4, 2022

Diary entry for July 4, 2022. Gym Session – Bare Fridge Diet, Gym Fantasies, Growing In Confidence, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Advice To Travelers In China: Hostels, Hotels, or Apartments

Before you travel abroad to China, here are some insights into the ease and legality of living in China temporarily for travel, study, or teaching purposes.

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Revolutions in China – Underground Russian Internet

Internet censorship is a significant issue all over the globe. In this blog post, learn about Russian internet in China, the footpath analogy, and more.

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Cultural Differences: Successful Women In Australia / China

Every day, it becomes more common to see highly successful women. Learn about the meaning of success in different cultures and what that means for women.

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Total Boredom Since Shelving Projects – Mad Chaos: June 11, 1998

Diary entry for June 11, 1998. Lyssa Pressured To Vaccinate, Play Vikings On PC, Footy Show Appearance, Lyssa’s Dad, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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The Rumor That Velda Has STDs – Mad Chaos: July 19, 1997

Diary entry for July 19, 1997. Pranking Phoenix, Rory Spreads Rumors, Lyssa Being Cold Towards Me, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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The Life I Knew: Creating an Autobiographical Med-Rap Track Using AI

Journey through my process of creating “The Life I Knew,” an innovative med-rap track that transforms my actual diary entries into musical storytelling. Learn how I used Claude AI to craft lyrics from my “A Step Back Into Society” archives, worked with Suno to find the perfect angelic hummed melody,

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The Events That Led To The Breakup – Mad Chaos: December 24, 1997

First diary entry for December 24, 1997. Hand-Deliver Present, QBE Insurance Interview, Lyssa In Tears, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Cultural Differences: Tips On How To Find A Girlfriend In China

Learn about the cultural differences between Western and Chinese dating scenes with tips to help you find the best approach to get a girlfriend in China.

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Kathryn Knows About Fling With Nina – Mad Chaos: October 24, 1996

Diary entry for October 24, 1996. Kathryn Knows About Fling With Nina, Bike Gets Stolen, Police Report, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Reckless Driving with Girls in Campbelltown – Mad Chaos: February 15, 1997

First entry for February 15, 1997. Chatting With Marni, Campbelltown with Jewell, Dangerous Driving, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Cultural Differences: Chinese Tunnel Vision versus Western Enterprise Study Practices

Eastern & Western study practices are unique in their own ways. In this post, learn about Chinese tunnel vision compared to Western enterprise study methods.

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Eleven Months With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: May 24, 1998

Diary entry for May 24, 1998. Poem For Lyssa, Multiple Orgasms, Jett Visits, Racing The Celica, Catch Up With Imad, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Mad Chaos: February 5, 2020 – Working From Home During The Coronavirus Outbreak

Today, is our fourteenth consecutive day of self-quarantine in Guangzhou (广州市) due to the coronavirus (冠状病毒). I woke up this morning to a loud noise outside our apartment…

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Final Preparations For Year 12 Formal – Mad Chaos: November 24, 1997

Second diary entry for November 24, 1997. Plan Year 12 Formal With Lyssa, PC Games With Imad, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Becoming Friends with Mina – Mad Chaos: January 15, 1997

Diary entry for January 15, 1997. Getting to Know Mina, Chasing Girls with Clayton, Mina Likes Me, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Deluxe Paint IV Graphic Design Capabilities On The Amiga 500

This post explores graphic design using Deluxe Paint on the Commodore Amiga, the proliferation of porn in the 1990’s, the evolution of file sizes, and more.

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A Painful Yearning For Jewell – Mad Chaos: May 15, 1998

First diary entry for May 15, 1998. Quotes From Jewell, Music Agency Vocalists, Catch Lyssa In A Lie, Phone Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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The Changing Wind Of Influences – Mad Chaos: May 29, 1998

Diary entry for May 29, 1998. Run DMC In Town, Teeny Bopper Rap, Shawn’s Car Breaks Down, Comic Book Store, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Finances & Job Applications – Mad Chaos: March 20, 1996

Second diary entry for March 20, 1996. Finances for Exercise Plan, Career Plan, Job Applications, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary.

Dreaming of Marrying a Yugoslavian – Mad Chaos: May 31, 1997

Diary entry for May 31, 1997. Dream of Marrying a Yugoslavian, 10 Person Movie Night, Loan Application, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Jett’s Birthday Party – Mad Chaos: May 4, 1997

First diary entry for May 4, 1997. Jett’s Birthday Party, Dogged for Phoenix, Blowing up at Kiki, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Banned From Macarthur Square For Fighting – Mad Chaos: October 20, 1997

Diary entry for October 20, 1997. Scan Photos, Fight At Macarthur Square, Hair Falls Out, Lyssa Sleeps Over, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Finding My Swagger At The Gym – Mad Chaos: July 2, 2022

Diary entry for July 2, 2022. Work Lunch, Buy Hand Towel, Asking For Help In The Gym, Nutrition, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Writing Hip Hop Lyrics & Creating Beats – Mad Chaos: August 25, 1996

Diary entry for August 25, 1996. Writing Hip Hop Music, Hip Hop Names, Creating Rhythms, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary

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STD Blood Test Results Come Back – Mad Chaos: October 10, 1997

Diary entry for October 10, 1997. Work, Library Computers, Songs, Lyssa Looks Extra Sex, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Police Show Up At Beach Party – Mad Chaos: November 30, 1996

Diary entry for November 30, 1996. Spending Time WIth Shayma, Meetup At Pizza Hut, Police At Party, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Johnnie’s Observation About Jewell – Mad Chaos: December 25, 1997

Diary entry for December 25, 1997. Lyssa In Adelaide, Penelope On Heat, Cruise With Ali, Dreaming, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Running Errands Around Sydney – Mad Chaos: May 16, 1997

Diary entry for May 16, 1997. Rushing Around Sydney for Work, Catching Train with Dina, Diary at Work, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Church Burnouts & Keith Crashes His Car – Mad Chaos: May 19, 1996

Diary entry for May 19, 1996. Natasha Invites Me Over, Keith Crashes His Car, Aubree, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The World’s Longest Online Diary.

Applying For My First Personal Loan – Mad Chaos: April 22, 1997

Diary entry for April 22, 1997. Applying for a Personal Loan, Chatting to Tabitha about Phoenix, Working, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Will Scanning Floppy Disks Corrupt The Magnetic Storage Medium?

This tutorial sets out to test whether the process of scanning the surface of 3.5 inch floppy disks will damage the disk’s magnetic storage medium?

Kofi Shares Good News About Jewell – Mad Chaos: May 8, 1997

Second diary entry for May 8, 1997. Penning a Poem, Kofi Shares News About Jewell, Mutual Feelings, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Boss Leaves me an Angry Letter – Mad Chaos: March 19, 1997

First diary entry for March 19, 1997. Boss Angry Over Late Arrival, Jewell & I Fight, Mental Struggles, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Begin To Save For The Year Twelve Formal – Mad Chaos: October 7, 1997

Second diary entry for October 7, 1997. Need New Job, Research Formal Hire, Penelope Rings Ali, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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The Cold War With Ali Ends – Mad Chaos: February 19, 1998

Second diary entry for February 19, 1998. Lunch With Lyssa, Job Search, Speak To Ali Again, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Driving in Rain & Crashing the Car – Mad Chaos: January 26, 1997

Diary entry for January 26, 1997. Tamara’s House Party, Gridiron Exhibition Match, Car Crash in Rain, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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HIH Insurance & Lunch With Keith – Mad Chaos: June 25, 1999

First diary entry for June 25, 1999. Train Fatality, Seeing Sama, HIH Insurance, Lunch With Keith, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary.

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Ali Has His Celica Confiscated – Mad Chaos: February 11, 1998

Diary entry for February 11, 1998. Celica Confiscated, Job Search, Sleaze With A Harley, Lyssa Visits, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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The Red Polo Neck Sweater Girl – Mad Chaos: November 10, 1999

Second Diary entry for November 10, 1999. Breaking The Ice, A Crowded Mind Of What Ifs, Catch Alec’s Bus Home, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Visualizing The Breakup Transition – Mad Chaos: May 7, 1998

Second diary entry for May 7, 1998. Lyssa Sickie, Losing Passion With Lyssa, Dreaming Of Moving In With Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Musical Jam Session With Ralf – Mad Chaos: April 8, 1998

Diary entry for April 8, 1998. Argue With Lyssa, Imad Apologizes, Dole Form, Read Drum Media, Guitar Jam, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Cultural Differences: Public Places – China vs The West

One of the first things many Westerners notice in China is the large crowds. This post will compare characteristics of public spaces in the West and East.

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Jewell Shuts The Door On Us – Mad Chaos: June 18, 1998

Diary entry for June 18, 1998. Lyssa Phones, Ask Jewell To Meet, Jewell Loses Faith, The Four Possible Outcomes, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Lyssa Has ‘The Talk’ With Penelope – Mad Chaos: December 31, 1997

Diary entry for December 31, 1997. Plan Modelling Interview, Inform Lyssa I Will Call Jewell, Midori, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Fulfilling Sexual Fantasies With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: February 8, 1998

Diary entry for February 8, 1998. Shop With Dina, Lonestar Dinner, Oil Massage, Nikita’s Virgin Story, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Cultural Differences: Street Protests In Western and Chinese Societies

In Western democracies, street protests are common and mostly allowed. Learn about how this is different in China, and the tactics protesters must use.

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Attending Two Interviews In Sydney – Mad Chaos: February 27, 1998

Diary entry for February 27, 1998. Hyde Park Lunch, Interviews, Sweat Rash, Lonestar Dinner, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Write ‘Stairway To Heaven’ Lyrics – October 30, 1997

Diary entry for October 30, 1997. Work, Write New Song, Fantasize About Sex, Crave To See Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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A Day Trip To Sydney With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: November 29, 1997

Diary entry for November 29, 1997. Train To Sydney, Formal Shop Closed, Lyssa Sleeps Over, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Plan To See Les Miserables With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: September 9, 1997

First diary entry for September 9, 1997. The Three Alternative Resignations, Three Month Anniversary Plan, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Claude + Suno + Luma: The AI Trinity That Created ‘Drowning In Thoughts’

Discover how three AI tools—Claude, Suno, and Luma—revolutionized my music production workflow. This detailed analysis of “Drowning In Thoughts” reveals the complete process, costs, limitations, and quality outcomes of modern AI music creation.

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Writing ‘Thank You’ R&B Song Lyrics – Mad Chaos: July 24, 1997

Diary entry for July 24, 1997. Bump Into Pavlina, Writing ‘Thank You’ Evening With Lyssa, Love Bights, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Release: Crafting a Sensual Dance Track with Suno AI

Go behind the scenes of “Release,” my sensual-themed dance track that pushed the boundaries of AI music production. Learn how I navigated Suno’s interpretation challenges, used ChatGPT to refine prompts, generated multiple versions to find the perfect balance of expression and catchiness, and create

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Lyssa In A Rage Threatens Breakup – Mad Chaos: January 26, 1998

Diary entry for January 26, 1998. Condom Breaks, Touch Typing, Breakup, Apologies, Makeup Sex, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Lyssa Returns From Adelaide – Mad Chaos: December 30, 1997

Diary entry for December 30, 1997. Reflect On The Year, Ali’s Burnouts, Surprises In Bed, Discuss Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Taking Lyssa On A Date To Sydney – Mad Chaos: July 1, 1997

Diary entry for July 1, 1997. Sydney Date With Lyssa, Fortune Teller, Love Bight, Moon Ring Accident, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Standoff With Maoris At Manson’s Party – November 3, 1997

Diary entry for November 3, 1997. Manson’s Party, Rearrange Cinemas Marquee, Give Poem To Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Motorola Mobile Phone Purchased – Mad Chaos: June 11, 2003

Diary entry for June 8, 2003. A Planned Day In Town, Buy A Mobile Phone, Many Doors Open, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Surprise Phone Call from Jewell – Mad Chaos: May 4, 1997

Second diary entry for May 4, 1997. Surprise Call from Jewell, Friends Group Come Over, Dedications CD, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Mad Chaos: January 29, 2020 – Shopping In Crowded Chinese Wet Markets

Today is our seventh consecutive day of self-quarantine in Guangzhou (广州市) due to the coronavirus (冠状病毒).  I woke up late in the afternoon, feeling weary…

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The Omicron Coronavirus Variant Emerges From South Africa

The Omicron variant emerges from South Africa. Western governments react to close international borders. Omicron is the lead news story globally.

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The Shifting Punishment Between Siblings – Mad Chaos: April 20, 2003

Diary entry for April 20, 2003. Loathing Dad, Reliving Childhood Traumas, My Pattern Of Anxieties, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Rory Reveals That Valerie Had Been Raped – November 1, 1996

Rory dropped a bomb that a male friend raped Valerie. I was ready to feed a crowbar to his jaw so hard that it would take a tractor to yank it out.

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Accounting & Bookkeeping TAFE Course – Mad Chaos: January 14, 1997

Diary entry for January 14, 1997. Starting a New TAFE Course, Speaker Insulation, Job Interview, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The Longest Online Diary

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Firefly Anime And Cosplay Expo (萤火虫动漫音乐嘉年华) 2018 in Pazhou (琶洲) – 1

In China, Guangzhou city (广州市), I awoke at 11 am ready for the Firefly Anime And Cosplay Expo (萤火虫动漫音乐嘉年华) 2018 in Pazhou (琶洲). I showered,…

Cultural Differences: Government Influence On Business In China vs The West

One of the key differences between China and the West is the heavy government influence on private businesses. Learn about this topic and more in this post.

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Getting Deeper With Jewell – Mad Chaos: March 11, 1998

Diary entry for March 11, 1998. Jewell Asks Hypothetical, Art Project, Lyssa In Sydney, Lonestar Dinner, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Difficult Decision to Leave Valerie – Mad Chaos: October 18, 1996

Diary entry for October 18, 1996. Final Time Visiting Valerie, The Story Of Lavender, True Love, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Six Car Conga Cruise to Sydney – Mad Chaos: January 27, 1997

Diary entry for January 27, 1997. Six Car Meetup, Car Conga Cruise to Sydney, Tension with Eric, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The Longest Online Diary

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Wuhan Goes Into Lockdown – Mad Chaos: January 24, 2020

First diary entry for January 24, 2020. The second day self-quarantined in China, Guangzhou, amid the coronavirus outbreak, we cancel all social plans for Spring Festival.

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An Apology Phone Call From Kathryn – Mad Chaos: January 2, 1997

Diary entry for January 2, 1997. An Apology From Kathryn, Pizza Hut Runs, Richmond with Friends, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The Longest Online Diary

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Night Out At King’s Cross Strip Clubs – Mad Chaos: December 27, 1997

Diary entry for December 27, 1997. Lyssa Phones, City Cruise, Bondi Beach, King’s Cross Strip Clubs, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Keeping my Feelings Hidden from Jewell – Mad Chaos: February 23, 1997

Entry for February 23, 1997. Driving Practice with Keith, Suppressing Feelings, Cruising Through Town, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Going Out With Madlyn – Mad Chaos: July 8, 1996

Second diary entry for July 8, 1996. Going to Macarthur Square with Madlyn, Gym, Calling Anona, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary

Writing Poetry About Jewell – Mad Chaos: March 17, 1997

Diary entry for March 17, 1997. Writing Poetry for Jewell, Three Main Choices, Crying From Guilt, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The Longest Online Diary

The Mystery of Frank’s Story – Mad Chaos: May 13, 1997

Diary entry for May 13, 1997. Major Data Entry Task at Work, Desperate for CD Burning, Frank’s Story, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Breakup Phone Call To Jewell – Mad Chaos: March 23, 1997

Diary entry for March 23, 1997. Breakup With Jewell, Installing Home Speakers, Being Hooligans, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Cultural Differences: The Question Of National Identity In Australia

Most people have some degree of national identity, but it differs depending on cultures. Learn about national identity in Australia and China, and more.

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Concerned That Lyssa Is Pregnant – Mad Chaos: February 18, 1998

Diary entry for February 18, 1998. Doctor’s Certificate, Pregnancy Concerns, Imad & Dina Fight, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Reading My Horoscope With Yanna – Mad Chaos: June 26, 1997

First diary entry for June 26, 1997. Konquer Insurance Work, Reading Horoscopes, Plans With Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Lyssa Writes Me A Letter – Mad Chaos: October 1, 1997

Second diary entry for October 1, 1997. Goal To Have IBM Computer, Lyssa Writes Letter, Sex Talk, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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A Confusing Poem For Lyssa – Mad Chaos: May 23, 1998

Diary entry for May 23, 1998. Hot With Lyssa, Jett Shares Stories, Cruise To Parramatta, Race The Celica, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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When I was standing in the queue waiting to board the plane, I was looking at a lot of people in the crowd, thinking, “How…

Starting to Take Work Seriously – Mad Chaos: March 4, 1997

Diary entry for March 4, 1997. Early Morning Routine, Dipping Into Fantasy, Taking Work Seriously, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The Longest Online Diary

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A Mind Torn Between Two Women – Mad Chaos: June 24, 1997

Diary entry for June 24, 1997. A Handwritten Diary, Longing For Lyssa, Conflicted Thoughts, Crying, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary.

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A Letter From Kathryn – Mad Chaos: March 22, 1996

Diary entry for March 22, 1996. A Letter From Kathryn, PC Learning Centre, Loaning Shoes, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary.

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The Pressure Of Breaking Up – Mad Chaos: May 31, 1998

First diary entry for May 31, 1998. Explore New Depths With Lyssa, Love Is Overshadowed, Secret Music Dreams, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Embracing My Artistic Side – Mad Chaos: April 30, 1998

Diary entry for April 30, 1998. Jermaine Phones Lyssa, Nu Town Studios Meeting, Hunting For Pianos, Dinner With Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Sexually Frustrated When Lyssa Sleeps Over – Mad Chaos: November 1, 1997

First diary entry for November 1, 1997. Lyssa Sleeps Over, Lyssa Shaves My Legs, Sexual Frustration, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Writing Another Letter To Kathryn – Mad Chaos: September 30, 1996

Diary entry for September 30, 1996. Brite Wite Predictions, Class In Campbelltown, Another Letter, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Inviting Carmen Down To Sydney – Mad Chaos: October 1, 1996

Diary entry for October 1, 1996. Another Class, Eyes On Carmen, Inviting Carmen To Sydney, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary

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Kathryn Gets Upset At Me – Mad Chaos: December 28, 1996

Diary entry for December 28, 1996. Kathryn Gets Angry at Me, Frustrated with Nina, Standing Up For Rory, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Keiths Gives me a Driving Lesson – Mad Chaos: April 15, 1997

First diary entry for April 15, 1997. Taking a Driving Lesson, Ali’s Pit Stop, Hanging Out with Keith, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Cultural Differences: Sexualised Fashion Trends in East vs West Societies

The world is moving from more conservative to sexualised fashion trends. Learn about the influence sexualised fashion has in the East compared to the West.

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Introduced To The PlayStation – Mad Chaos: July 25, 1998

Third diary entry for July 25, 1998. Play PlayStation With Jett, Lyssa Phones Several Times, John Madden Football, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Phoenix Calls Up Out Of The Blue – Mad Chaos: November 17, 1997

Second diary entry for November 17, 1997. Phoenix Apologizes, Formal Dresses, Boys Come Over, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Planning Our Anniversary – Mad Chaos: May 21, 1998

Diary entry for May 21, 1998. HMV Music, Lyssa’s Fat Complex, Book Hotel Room, Plan To Write Lyssa A Poem, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Lyssa Fights Her Family – Mad Chaos: July 27, 1998

Diary entry for July 27, 1998. Centrelink Enquiry, Call Frank, Lyssa Plans Birthday, Ralf Calls, Quick Chat With Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Pizza Hut Vibe Changes – Mad Chaos: April 7, 1998

First diary entry for April 7, 1998. Penelope Visit’s Lyssa, Mina Discuss Pizza Hut Changes, Down Memory Lane, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Credit Card Limit Increase Approved – Mad Chaos: October 9, 1997

Diary entry for October 9, 1997. Find IBM Pentium Computers, Chess Vs Shawn, Lyssa Describes Fight, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Travel To Sydney To Pick Lyssa Up – Mad Chaos: February 10, 1998

Second diary entry for February 10, 1998. Job Search, Pick Lyssa Up, Discuss Fantasies, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Playing Gridiron at Pizza Hut – Mad Chaos: January 20, 1997

First diary entry for January 20, 1997. Gridiron at Pizza Hut, Drive with Keith & Lucas, 4Play Group, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Feelings Of Love For Lyssa Grow – Mad Chaos: August 31, 1997

Diary entry for August 31, 1997. Strong Feelings For Lyssa, Randy Ranch, Watch Movies, Repay Credit Card, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Having A Long Chat With Mum – Mad Chaos: October 22, 1996

Diary entry for October 22, 1996. Made Fun of in Library, Long Term Goals, Good Chat with Mum, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary

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Cultural Differences: Where Are The Blue Skies

In Western countries, it is completely normal to have crystal clear blue skies on a sunny day. In China, pollution often means this isn’t the case.

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Planning a Date with Kathryn – Mad Chaos: January 3, 1997

Second entry for January 3, 1997. Date Plans with Kathryn, Seeing Silvester & Yunus, Phoenix & Jeremey, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Jett Breaks Up With Caitlin – Mad Chaos: July 15, 1996

First diary entry for July 15, 1996. Bike Ride To Narellan, Jett Comes Over, Visiting Imad, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary

“Freak Show”: Creating Haunting Alternative Rock with AI Music Production Tools

This detailed breakdown reveals the complete AI music production workflow behind “Freak Show,” an alternative rock song created using cutting-edge artificial intelligence tools that rival traditional studio productions.

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The Job Interview With HIH Insurance In Sydney – May 18, 1999

Preparing For The HIH Insurance Job Interview From Macarthur Square we headed to my house where I was dropped off at a forlorn population.  Dressing…

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The Artwork Of Feelings – Mad Chaos: June 18, 1998

Diary entry for June 18, 1998. Shelve Recording Project, Lyssa Sick, Printing Out CD Artwork, Ali Shares Race Stories, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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中澳文化差异:西方和中国咖啡店的文化差异

星巴克美好的一天 在中国,只有在星巴克喝上两杯咖啡,一天才会心情好,那是美好的一天。 无论你生活在中国的哪里,你都能找到星巴克。你可以来星巴克,坐下来,做你的工作,喝杯咖啡,休息一下,也可以出去做一些其

Getting Bombarded with Bills – Mad Chaos: March 18, 1997

Diary entry for March 18, 1997. More Poetry Writing, My Secret Admirer, Bombarded by Bills, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary

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Hooligans Egging Cars And Midnight Bin Runs – Mad Chaos: November 8, 1996

We drove in convoy to Fisher’s Ghost Parade. Soon after we went egging cars. When the eggs ran out, Imad got out a pole.

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Start A Fight Over Smoking Cigarettes – Mad Chaos: December 9, 1997

First diary entry for December 9, 1997. Frolic With Lyssa, Fight Over Smokes, Holding A Grudge, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Can’t Afford The Gym & Need a Job – Mad Chaos: May 5, 1996

Monkey Island II I was playing Monkey Island II on the Amiga 500 yesterday and I got past the bit in the sewers I couldn’t…

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Discuss Relationship With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: March 19, 1998

Diary entry for March 19, 1998. Mobile Disconnected, Sydney With Lyssa, Bump Into Phoenix, Wollongong, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Let Go: From Ambient Experimentation to Acoustic Folk Magic

Follow the fascinating journey of “Let Go,” where a late-night ambient music experiment with Suno AI transformed into an unexpected acoustic folk hit. This detailed case study reveals how AI creativity can surprise even experienced producers, turning meditation-themed lyrics and ambient concepts int

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Musical Resolutions For The New Year – Mad Chaos: October 7, 1997

First diary entry for October 7, 1997. Cherished Youth, Ambitions & Dreams, Lyssa Sleeps Over, Ali Goes Berserk, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Breaking Into the Office with Frank – Mad Chaos: February 13, 1997

Diary entry for February 13, 1997. Breaking Into the Office, Cops Called, My First Credit Card, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The Longest Online Diary

Mad Chaos: February 2, 2020 – A 5.2 Scale Earthquake Strikes Chengdu

As my wife cooked dinner tonight, I had a burning desire to return to my normal routine.  The novel coronavirus outbreak (冠状病毒) in China has confined us…

Visiting Mum in the Mental Hospital – Mad Chaos: April 27, 1997

Diary entry for April 27, 1997. Visiting Mum in Hospital, Phoenix & Tabitha Come Over, Gift for Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Diet Causing Vivid Dreams – Mad Chaos: June 5, 1996

Diary entry for June 5, 1996. Vivid Dreams, A $3 Loan, Dina Messing with Imad, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The World’s Longest Online Diary

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Learning To Stand On My Own Two Feet – Mad Chaos: June 24, 2001

Diary entry for June 24, 2001. Purchasing A Toyota Corona, Visit Imad In Kentlyn, Diagnose My Coughing, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Things Moving Slow with Jewell – Mad Chaos: February 18, 1997

Diary entry for February 18, 1997. Things with Jewell Moving Slow, Thinking About our Relationship, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Macarthur Rams Gridiron Training Session – Mad Chaos: Monday, November 11, 1996

I returned to the Macarthur Rams gridiron team lineup in Sydney, Australia for a second gridiron season. I competed for running back position.

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Making Use Of Library Computers – Mad Chaos: June 5, 1998

First diary entry for June 5, 1998. Looking For An Available Piano, Visit Library, Use Computers & Internet, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Campbelltown Brawl Between Fobs & Lebs – Mad Chaos: October 4, 1996

Diary entry for October 4, 1996. Moving Towards R&B, Fight Between Fobs And Lebs, Buying CDs, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary

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Lyssa Lets Loose At House Party – Mad Chaos: July 5, 1997

Diary entry for July 5, 1997. Losing My Cool, House Party, Lyssa Dances & Drinks, Fondling, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Worried About Not Getting a Call from Kathryn – Mad Chaos: January 8, 1997

First diary entry for January 8, 1997. Worried About Not Getting Called by Kathryn, Job Search Plan, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Liking Tarina And Aubree – Mad Chaos: June 8, 1996

First diary entry for June 8, 1996. Pizza Hut Deliveries, Liking Tarina And Aubree, Playing Pokies, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Neighbour Makes a Noise Complaint – Mad Chaos: January 11, 1997

Diary entry for January 11, 1997. Miroslav Takes us to Party, Setting Up Foursome, Noise Complaint, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Try On Year 12 Formal Wear With Lyssa – November 27, 1997

Diary entry for November 27, 1997. Year 12 Formal Plans, Try On Formal Wear, Watch Schindler’s List, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Priority Job Interview At George Street Sydney – Mad Chaos: October 30, 1996

While on work experience at Elderslie High School I missed a call for a job on George Street, Sydney. I will update my resume at Skillshare.

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Sick Video Tape Night – Mad Chaos: April 11, 1996

Diary entry for April 11, 1996. Johnnie’s House, Calorie Plan, Video Tape Night, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The World’s Longest Online Diary

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Lyssa Asks Me Out Again – Mad Chaos: December 24, 1997

Third diary entry for December 24, 1997. Lyssa Writes Letter, Asks Me Out, Leave For Adelaide, Christmas Time, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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Shooting Through The Two Interviews – Mad Chaos: January 29, 1998

Diary entry for January 29, 1998. Shopping With Nikita & Lyssa, Typing Test, Competing With Ali, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

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The Accounting Job Interview In Sydney – Mad Chaos: July 16, 1997

Diary entry for July 16, 1997. Accounting Interview, Frank Interviews, Discuss Sex & Virginity With Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Covid-19 Safe Habits Die Hard

Hearing the front door to our house creak open and closed at 9:30am, I belatedly rushed to the porch.  Looking down the sleepy road, mom…

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Buddhism And The Highest Form Of Happiness

The Facts With Buddhism With Buddhism, I started to understand that Buddhism deals in facts. Everything else is changeable. I started to think about this…

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Lyssa’s Job Interview In Sydney – Mad Chaos: December 20, 1997

Diary entry for December 20, 1997. Work Shopping, Sydney Interview, Watch Porn With Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary