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Author: Toni Eleninovski

Description: Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely "The Lost Years" an exploration of young, entwined love, the "Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)" book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled "Foreigner (华人)" an exploration of race relations in Australia.

Teaching As An English Teacher In China, Guangzhou

Today when I came into the office, there were a fair few people in here, but in the office there were three girls. Makeup Of…

English Teacher Job Interview With Hampson English (汉普森英语) In China, Guangzhou

In Australia, Sydney, I applied online for a handful of English teaching jobs in China.  Hampson English (汉普森英语) in China, Guangzhou replied to my English…

Thursday, September 21, 2017

When I was standing in the queue waiting to board the plane, I was looking at a lot of people in the crowd, thinking, “How…

Cultural Differences: English Teacher Recruiters In China

People from Western countries can be lured by incentives to teach English in China. Learn how to deal with headhunters, requirements, interview tips, and more.

Diary Of A Mad Chaos: Monday, May 8, 2006

Yesterday before sleep I was inches from provoked while I came to sleep, and resolved the internal dispute that psyche spewed onto conscience and conscience…

Diary Of A Mad Chaos: Sunday, March 19, 2006

Stroll Around The Block In hours earlier, I walked around the block pallid and perverse.  I avoided the public to remain a paranoid freak.  I…

Diary Of A Mad Chaos: Saturday, September 17, 2005

The Few Coincidental Brushes With Jewell The sudden manifestation of Jewell Pressley has opened up a trove of perspective to review real issues.  I need…

Diary Of A Mad Chaos: Saturday, September 3, 2005

Arrive To Mercure Hotel Perth, Western Australia The time was 2:10 pm Western Australia time when I arrived to level 7, room 718 of Mercure hotel…

Diary Of A Mad Chaos: October 21, 2004

When Tyler did leave our house at 3:50 pm, Cleo and I were in the kitchen.  We sorted out the groceries like prisoners that had been in solitary…

The Pressure To Move House – Mad Chaos: October 9, 2004

Diary entry for October 9, 2004. Heightened Family Tensions, Discuss Moving With Artie, Federal Election Vote, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Trials Of The Psyche – Mad Chaos: October 1, 2004

Diary entry for October 1, 2004. Tetty Shares Her Problems, Being Human, Smiling, Help Eric Install Software, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Discovering An Affirmative Psyche – Mad Chaos: September 30, 2004

Diary entry for September 30, 2004. Anatomy Of The Psyche, Conscience, Mind, Self, Evaluating My Life, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Slow Rise From Self-Preservation – Mad Chaos: September 26, 2004

Diary entry for September 26, 2004. Family Barbecue, Insomnia, Caffeine Research, Eric Considers Pilot License, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Definition Of Compulsive Escapism – Mad Chaos: September 21, 2004

Diary entry for September 21, 2004. The Aviary Of These Memoirs, Anxious Tics, Guarana Research, Eric Returns, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Dreams Of An Inundated Writer – Mad Chaos: September 20, 2004

Diary entry for September 20, 2004. Rewards Scheme, A Sense Of Calm, Psychological Effect Of My Anxiety, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

How I Became The Neurotic Writer – Mad Chaos: September 10, 2004

Diary entry for September 10, 2004. Junkyard Bedroom, The Trouble With Eric, Memoir And Insomnia Theme, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Inspired By A Salman Rushdie Quote – Mad Chaos: August 31, 2004

Diary entry for August 31, 2004. Brother Sleeps Over, Levi’s Constant Calls, Play Minesweeper With Weston, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Short Tether Of Tolerance – Mad Chaos: August 20, 2004

Diary entry for August 20, 2004. Depressed In A Virtual World, Zyprexa Legacy, Brother’s New White Car, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Sullied Path To Temptations – Mad Chaos: August 18, 2004

Diary entry for August 18, 2004. Feeling Vulnerable, Sex Worker Placebo, Oral Sex Obsession, No-Frills Massage, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Erosion Of Disciplines – Mad Chaos: August 16, 2004

Diary entry for August 16, 2004. Being Reclusive, Watch Olympics, Hopeless Dreams, Flirting At Local Supermarket, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Submitting To The Phantom Month – Mad Chaos: August 14, 2004

Diary entry for August 14, 2004. Olympics Opening Ceremony, A Fallow Day, Succumb To Provincial Cure, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Becoming A First-Time Uncle – Mad Chaos: August 10, 2004

Diary entry for August 10, 2004. Reclusion Syndrome, Mum Homesick, Birth Of Sabrina, Bad Blood In The Family, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Glutted Memoir Reservoir – Mad Chaos: August 9, 2004

Diary entry for August 9, 2004. A Hopeless Cycle, Bonding With The Blue Budgie, A Return To The Memoir, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Distancing From Levi’s Harassing Calls – Mad Chaos: August 8, 2004

Diary entry for August 8, 2004. A Day Deprived Of Pleasure, Constantly Interrupted, Levi Continues To Call, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Keeping A Slim Day Through Inertia – Mad Chaos: August 3, 2004

Diary entry for August 3, 2004. Death In The Aviary, Showing No Weakness, Brush Techniques, Passing Time, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Sloven In The Realms Of Apathy – Mad Chaos: August 2, 2004

Diary entry for August 2, 2004. A Disoriented Trip To The Shops, Keeping A Low Profile, Date With The Memoir, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Battle To Save The Memoir – Mad Chaos: July 25, 2004

Diary entry for July 25, 2004. The Depression Debt, Chat On MSN Messenger, So Close To Surrender, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Hanging Out With Weston – Mad Chaos: July 23, 2004

Diary entry for July 23, 2004. Volume Of Invention, Louise Invites Me Over, MSN Messenger Hacks, Weston, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Walk That Inspired Creativity – Mad Chaos: July 16, 2004

Second diary entry for July 16, 2004. Bump Into Brother, Quirks In The Mall, What Women Attract Me, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A New Era Of The Hare – Mad Chaos: July 16, 2004

Diary entry for July 16, 2004. A Marathon Writing Session, Tightening The Belt, Transition From Rabbit To Hare, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Constructing An Optimism Chamber – Mad Chaos: July 11, 2004

Diary entry for July 11, 2004. Writing The Memoir In My Dreams, Momentum Through Chores, Praetorians On PC, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Overcoming Social-Induced Apathy – Mad Chaos: July 5, 2004

Diary entry for July 5, 2004. Abstained From Zyprexa, Matchmaker Profiles, Mental Health, Focus On Exercise, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Cholecystokinin Links To Anxiety-Panic Disorder – Mad Chaos: July 3, 2004

Diary entry for July 3, 2004. Biorhythm Cycles, Research Nutrition, Norepinephrine, Mumbles Visits, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Self-Diagnosis Of Anxiety & Panic Disorder – Mad Chaos: July 1, 2004

Diary entry for July 1, 2004. Withdrawal From Zyprexa, Schizophrenia Label, The Root Of My Anxiety, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Managed Withdrawal From Olanzapine Medication – Mad Chaos: June 29, 2004

Diary entry for June 29, 2004. Ceasing To Enjoy Life, Counselor, Lali Wants A Fling, Cursed Memoirs, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Assembling The Backyard Roof – Mad Chaos: June 18, 2004

Diary entry for June 18, 2004. Intense Exercise, Centrelink, Backyard Roof Assembly, Study Alprazolam, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Secrets To Weight Loss – Mad Chaos: May 29, 2004

Third diary entry for May 29, 2004. A Torturing Exercise Session, Disillusioned With Yo-Yo Effect, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Penning A Letter To Lyssa – Mad Chaos: May 22, 2004

Diary entry for May 22, 2004. Letter To Lyssa, Print Mad Chaos Book, Guarana Drink Diet, Ten Resolutions, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Productive Proofreading Spell – Mad Chaos: May 11, 2004

Diary entry for May 11, 2004. Proofreading The Diary, Friends Contribute Stories, Centrelink Psychologist, Alprazolam, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Disciplined Month Of Socials – Mad Chaos: October 19, 2003

Diary entry for October 19, 2003. The Shadow Of The Writer, Visit Imad, Hang Out With Tatton & Shawn, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

On Top Of My Anxieties – Mad Chaos: June 25, 2003

Diary entry for June 25, 2003. On The Outside Of Anxieties, Creating Diary Era Titles, Published Books, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Living With A Sense Of Optimism – Mad Chaos: June 11, 2003

Diary entry for June 11, 2003. A Wholesome Day Of Highs, Revising The Diary Histories, Optimistic Day, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Motorola Mobile Phone Purchased – Mad Chaos: June 11, 2003

Diary entry for June 8, 2003. A Planned Day In Town, Buy A Mobile Phone, Many Doors Open, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Brush With Lyssa Forces Reevaluation – Mad Chaos: June 8, 2003

Diary entry for June 8, 2003. Pushed To Write, Antisocial Weekend, Finances, A Brush With Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Confronting My Fear Of Rejection – Mad Chaos: June 4, 2003

Diary entry for June 4, 2003. Bump Into Yazmin In Supermarket, Courage To Make A Connection, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Walk Dark Corridors Alone – Mad Chaos: June 2, 2003

Diary entry for June 2, 2003. Lyssa Leaves A Hole, In Control Of My Mind, Reflecting On Three Wasted Years, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Revelation Of Boredom – Mad Chaos: June 1, 2003

Second diary entry for June 1, 2003. Inundated By Internal Escapes, Goal To Focus On Employment, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Steadily Industrializing Mind – Mad Chaos: June 1, 2003

First diary entry for June 1, 2003. Peak Consciousness Of The Writer, Hard To Move On, Diary Revisions, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Diary Histories Revision Resumes – Mad Chaos: May 21, 2003

Diary entry for May 21, 2003. Reasons To Wake Up, Revise The Diary, New Gym Schedule, Job Search, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Routines To Counter My Anxieties – Mad Chaos: May 20, 2003

Diary entry for May 20, 2003. A Fun Day Grocery Shopping, Break Through Morning Anxieties, Shopping, Gym, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Manga Band Sessions – Mad Chaos: May 19, 2003

Diary entry for May 19, 2003. Mentally Disciplined Fortnight, Paying Down Debts, Diary Editorial Process, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Diary Eras Editorial Project – Mad Chaos: May 18, 2003

Diary entry for May 18, 2003. A Busy Two Weeks, Socials, Gym, Editorial Project Commences, Musical Jam, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Diagnosed With Mild Schizophrenia – Mad Chaos: April 30, 2003

Diary entry for April 30, 2003. See Jewell, Feeling Positive, See Psychiatrist, Replace Antidepressant Medication, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Importance Of Values – Mad Chaos: April 26, 2003

Diary entry for April 26, 2003. A Measure Of Identity, Nearly Debt-Free, Skipping Medication, Spiting Dad, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Root Cause Of My Anxiety – Mad Chaos: April 23, 2003

Diary entry for April 23, 2003. Anxiety Improves, Going At My Own Pace, Researching Historical Anxiety, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Shifting Punishment Between Siblings – Mad Chaos: April 20, 2003

Diary entry for April 20, 2003. Loathing Dad, Reliving Childhood Traumas, My Pattern Of Anxieties, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

My Brother’s Return Triggers Anxiety – Mad Chaos: April 15, 2003

Diary entry for April 15, 2003. Coming To Terms With Change, Sharing Space With My Anxiety, Darker Place, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Taking Baby Steps With Anxiety – Mad Chaos: April 8, 2003

Diary entry for April 8, 2003. Battle With Depression, Baby Steps With Anxiety, Social Practice, Sexually Frustrated, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Situational Isotopes Of Anxiety – Mad Chaos: April 7, 2003

Diary entry for April 7, 2003. Cause Of Anxieties, Root Of My Paranoia, How I Find Solace, Visit An Anxiety Clinic, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Cleaning Up My Life – Mad Chaos: April 4, 2003

Diary entry for April 4, 2003. Fitness Goal, Withdrawal Symptoms, Regulated Sleep, New Fridge, Positive Routines, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The First Cardinal Sin – Mad Chaos: March 11, 2003

Diary entry for March 11, 2003. Sydney Hotel Room, Unspeakable Mistake, Emotional Breakdown, Visit Doctor, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Path Into Darkness – Mad Chaos: March 3, 2003

Diary entry for March 3, 2003. How Anxiety Enveloped Me, Matryoshka Dolls Analogy, So Unhappy At Home, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A History Of School Years – Mad Chaos: February 4, 2003

Diary entry for February 4, 2003. Lack Of Identity, First Day At School, Fights, Bullies, Teen Angst, Passion, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Evolution Of My Anxiety – Mad Chaos: January 30, 2003

Diary entry for January 30, 2003. Study The Rise Of Anxiety, Major Events, Uneducated About Mental Health, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Overcoming A Fear Of Helplessness – Mad Chaos: January 16, 2003

Diary entry for January 16, 2003. Improvement In Chronic Insomnia, No Longer Feeling Helpless, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Going Three Days Without Anxiety – Mad Chaos: January 14, 2003

Second dairy entry for January 14, 2003. Practicing Sanity At Work, Learn To Crack Jokes, Kyra Flirts, Gym, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Learning Patience With Good Choices – Mad Chaos: January 14, 2003

First diary entry for January 15, 2003. Calmed By Socials, Battling Anxiety, Making Positive Choices, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

What My Tarot Cards Revealed – Mad Chaos: January 13, 2003

Diary entry for January 13, 2003. Reading My Tarot Cards, The Imposition Of Limitations, Work For The Dole, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Past The Point Of No Return – Mad Chaos: January 9, 2003

Diary entry for January 9, 2003. Obstacles Posed By Life, Recording Goals, Reading Back On The Lost Years, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Imad Breaks Our Friendship’s Impasse – Mad Chaos: January 8, 2003

Diary entry for January 8, 2003. New Years Eve At Byron Bay, Living In Two Worlds, Imad Visits, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Mad Chaos: Monday, May 13, 2002

There are about three to four hours before my planned leave to head up and see Imad this afternoon, and while a surmounting force of…

Coming To Understand My Social Anxiety – Mad Chaos: March 15, 2002

Diary entry for March 15, 2002. My Social Anxiety Disorder, Centrelink Visit, Saucy Online Chats, Gaming, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Diary Of A Mad Chaos: Thursday, January 24, 2002

Woozy From Fatty Food Oh, my head gives me revision of how woozy it felt some weeks back after eating fatty meats, and while only…

Jett Passes A Message Onto Jewell – Mad Chaos: December 9, 2001

Diary entry for December 9, 2001. Jett Speaks To Jewell, Lingering Feelings, Sonnets, Jewell’s Email, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Routines To Cope With Depression – Mad Chaos: October 3, 2001

Diary entry for October 3, 2001. Writing Again, North Wollongong Beach, Gym, Coping With Life, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Losing Control In Wet Weather – Mad Chaos: October 2, 2001

Second diary entry for October 2, 2001. Pointless Activities, Invited To Beach, Cruise, Losing Control Of My Car, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Feeling Unnecessarily Impotent In Life – Mad Chaos: October 2, 2001

First diary entry for October 2, 2001. Basketball & Weed With Tyler, Going To War, Smug Blonde, Shawn’s Pad, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The World Trade Centre Terrorist Attack – Mad Chaos: September 13, 2001

Diary entry for September 13, 2001. Who Is Osama Bin Laden, Terrorism, Saddam Hussein, Middle Eastern Peace, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

My Life Through Three Photo Albums – Mad Chaos: September 10, 2001

Diary entry for September 10, 2001. Remembering Nikita, Three Photo Albums, Maturing Through Experience, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Lost My Limited Tenure Job Contract – Mad Chaos: August 31, 2001

Diary entry for August 31, 2001. Coles Myer Job, Car Registration, Taronga Zoo, Friends, Gym, Politics, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Tampa Ship Forces Australia To Respond – Mad Chaos: August 30, 2001

Diary entry for August 30, 2001. Tampa Ship Anchored Off Christmas Island, Politics, Government Response, War Games, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Random Musings Of The Recluse – Mad Chaos: August 5, 2001

Diary entry for August 5, 2001. Gravity In Sports, Individual Freedom, Right State Of Mind, Happiness, God’s Boundary, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Eve Straightens Me Out – Mad Chaos: August 3, 2001

Diary entry for August 3, 2001. Personality Types, Forming Relationships, Internet Chat With The Eve, Out Of A Hole, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

How Rebellion Leads To Personal Growth – Mad Chaos: August 1, 2001

Diary entry for August 1, 2001. New Rap Group, History Of Friendships, Keeping It Real, The Heart Of Rebellion, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Losing A Part Of Myself In Scarlett – Mad Chaos: Friday, July 20, 2001

Diary entry for July 20, 2001. Online Chat With Scarlett, Dealing With Loss, Insecurity, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Largest Online Diary

The Big Bang Theory Of Cosmic Magnetism – Mad Chaos: July 4, 2001

Diary entry for July 4, 2001. The Big Bang, Cosmic Magnetism, An Atom’s Life Span, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Largest Online Diary

Discuss Social Anxiety Self-Diagnosis With Doctor – Mad Chaos: June 27, 2001

Diary entry for June 27, 2001. The Cool, Chest X-Rays, Social Anxiety, Medicated Puffer, Work At Coles, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Effect Of Marijuana On My Self-Esteem – Mad Chaos: June 26, 2001

Diary entry for June 26, 2001. Kicking Marijuana Habit, Repair Car, Sexual Haircut, New Mobile Phone Laws, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Learning To Stand On My Own Two Feet – Mad Chaos: June 24, 2001

Diary entry for June 24, 2001. Purchasing A Toyota Corona, Visit Imad In Kentlyn, Diagnose My Coughing, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Finding A Friend To Visit Car Yards With – Mad Chaos: June 23, 2001

Diary entry for June 23, 2001. Friends As The Backbone Of Confidence, Look To Buy A Used Car, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Theory Of Time Travel & Black Holes – Mad Chaos: June 20, 2001

Diary entry for June 20, 2001. Cause For Extreme Anxiety, Theories On Ageing, Time Travel & Black Holes, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Evolution Of Human Logistics Theory – Mad Chaos: June 6, 2001

Diary entry for June 6, 2001. Evolution Of Expression, Human Creativeness, Mental Telepathy, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Frolic With Scarlett In The Botanic Gardens – Mad Chaos: March 7, 2001

Diary entry for March 7, 2001. Tyler’s Bong Gift, Sex In Botanic Gardens With Scarlett, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Largest Online Diary

The Writer Is Burnt Out – Mad Chaos: February 20, 2001

Diary entry for February 20, 2001. Burnout, Finding Root Causes, Hope For Resolve, Scarlett The Death Knell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Succumbing To Massage Parlors – Mad Chaos: February 12, 2001

Diary entry for February 12, 2001. Scorching Summer, Massage Turns Into Unprotected Sex, The Dice Man Novel, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Computer Crashes That Murder The Writer – Mad Chaos: February 9, 2001

Diary entry for February 9, 2001. Constant Computer Crashes, Burnout Looming, The Writer Fades Away, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary.

Serving The Wasteland – Mad Chaos: February 3, 2001

Diary entry for February 3, 2001. Rendered Unproductive, My Own Personal Doomsday, Chat With Azalea, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Marijuana, A Self-Destructive Catharsis – Mad Chaos: January 31, 2001

Diary entry for January 31, 2001. Smoke Marijuana, A Long Literary Drought, Five Days Of Backlog To Write, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Crucible Fabric Of The Memoirs – Mad Chaos: January 29, 2001

Diary entry for January 29, 2001. Red Flags Towards Recession, Inevitable Burnout, One Final Push, Biorhythms, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Gruelling War On Backlog – Mad Chaos: January 28, 2001

Diary entry for January 28, 2001. The Writer Digs Deep, Domain Name Delegation Task, Website, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Suffering A Stress Attack – Mad Chaos: January 27, 2001

Diary entry for January 27, 2001. Neighborhood Noise, Play Loud Music, Upload Content To My Website, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Smoking Marijuana To Procrastinate – Mad Chaos: January 26, 2001

Diary entry for January 26, 2001. Domain Name Registration, Get Stoned, The Fear Of Doing Nothing, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Birthday Celebration With The Writer – Mad Chaos: January 18, 2001

Diary entry for January 19, 2001. A Bad Stretch, Burden Of Backlog, Impeded Progress, Writing Strategies, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Mad Chaos: Tuesday, June 6, 2000

The time now is 5:15am.  I came to write in my diary. Dreams are becoming a regular occurrence and thankfully, they are remembered with more…

Reflecting On The Lost Years Era – Mad Chaos: April 26, 2000

Diary entry for April 26, 2000. Studying The Lost Years, Reliving The Twists, Two Loves, Memoir Work, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Growing In Confidence With Iseul – Mad Chaos: November 10, 1999

Third diary entry for November 10, 1999. Iseul Cancels Date, Learn Korean, Suggest Sleepover, Naked Jokes, Alec Phones, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Red Polo Neck Sweater Girl – Mad Chaos: November 10, 1999

Second Diary entry for November 10, 1999. Breaking The Ice, A Crowded Mind Of What Ifs, Catch Alec’s Bus Home, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Goal To Expand The Memoirs Online – Mad Chaos: November 10, 1999

First diary entry for November 10, 1999. Pranking Hot Girls, Fire Warden Nomination, HIH Win Pops, Kylie Minogue, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

HIH Insurance Provides Free Cab Charges – Mad Chaos: June 25, 1999

Second diary entry for June 25, 1999. Free Cab Charges, Shopping, Hound Dog, Kangaroo Valley, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary.

HIH Insurance & Lunch With Keith – Mad Chaos: June 25, 1999

First diary entry for June 25, 1999. Train Fatality, Seeing Sama, HIH Insurance, Lunch With Keith, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary.

The Toll Of Work With HIH Insurance And Backlog On The Diary

Second diary entry for May 19, 1999, Bình’s Bakery Shop, Philosophy, Keith Secures Job, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary

Securing An Office Administration Job With HIH Insurance

Diary entry for May 19, 1999, secure a job with HIH Insurance, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary

Connecting At The Interview With HIH Insurance – Monday, May 18, 1999 May 18, 1999

It’s official.  I now have myself a full-time job with HIH Insurance and a chance to redeem my pride and regain my riches.  So far…

The Job Interview With HIH Insurance In Sydney – May 18, 1999

Preparing For The HIH Insurance Job Interview From Macarthur Square we headed to my house where I was dropped off at a forlorn population.  Dressing…

Securing A Job Interview With HIH Insurance – May 18, 1999

These days are beginning to gain momentum, my desires are flaming with passion and these dreams are again conceiving to stir.  There has been much…

Landing An Interview With HIH Insurance – Monday, May 17, 1999

My bids to find a job might finally have come to an awarding end.  With it, my perception of Temping Agencies being uncaring has changed over…

Mad Chaos: Monday, May 17, 1999

Does Phoenix Like Bình Within the time that we spent back in Keith’s house, he chatted to Bình twice on the phone.  Word was that Bình wanted to…

Mad Chaos: Monday, May 17, 1999

The Neighbor’s Dispute There was a guy just at my door a couple of minutes ago chasing a kid down the street who threw rocks…

The Criminal And The Victim At Subway – Mad Chaos: March 31, 1999

Second diary entry for March 31, 1999. Simon Borrows Playing Cards, Play Cards In Subway, Predicting Change, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Double-Bulb Big Bang Theory – Mad Chaos: March 31, 1999

First diary entry for March 31, 1999. Double-Bulb Theory, Fusion Chambers, Time Travel, Expansion Of Universe, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Planning To Surprise Lyssa – Mad Chaos: September 21, 1998

Third diary entry for September 21, 1998. Jermaine The Protector, Plans Shot Through, Offer To Help Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Knowing That It Is Finally Over – Mad Chaos: September 21, 1998

Second diary entry for September 21, 1998. CD Surface Printed, Fantasy Vs Reality, Jewell’s Parcel, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Final CD Artwork Design Touches – Mad Chaos: September 21, 1998

First diary entry for September 21, 1998. Design CD Cover Artwork For Lyssa, Piano & Ring Logos, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Reasons Behind Lyssa’s CD – Mad Chaos: September 20, 1998

Third diary entry for September 20, 1998. Jett Shows Up, Gianna’s Vendetta, Working On CD Artwork, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Lyssa Falls Out With Bryce – Mad Chaos: September 20, 1998

Second diary entry for September 20, 1998. Lyssa Hates Bryce, Reminisce In Park, The Medical Emergency, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Mastering CDs at Shire Media Studios – Mad Chaos: September 20, 1998

First diary entry for September 20, 1998. Two Pranksters, Brawls In Sutherland, Leah Is Engaged, Lyssa Calls, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Retreat At The Beach – Mad Chaos: September 19, 1998

Second diary entry for September 19, 1998. Beach Plans, CD Photography, Shire Media Studios, Lyssa Calls, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Realizing I Love Lyssa – Mad Chaos: September 19, 1998

Diary entry for September 19, 1998. Read Back On Phone Calls, Phone Cheating, Patching Things Up With Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Inside The Creative Design Process – Mad Chaos: September 18, 1998

Fifth entry for September 18, 1998. Curious Eating Habits, Pictures Of Misty Moo, Naming Lyssa’s CD, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Cursed Forsaken Fantasy – Mad Chaos: September 18, 1998

Fourth diary entry for September 18, 1998. Mariah Carey, Boredom, CD Deadline, Getting Back With Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Wicked Night With The Boys – Mad Chaos: September 18, 1998

Third diary entry for September 18, 1998. Hot Day In Town, Lyssa’s CD Ideas, Gym, Chess With Imad, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Conscience Taunted By Fantasy – Mad Chaos: September 18, 1998

Second diary entry for September 18, 1998. Reading Old Diary Entries, Reading Poems, Hope To Forget Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Picking Songs For Lyssa’s CD – Mad Chaos: September 18, 1998

First diary entry for September 18, 1998. Staying Up Late, Pick Songs For Lyssa, Plan To Surprise Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The End Of The Lost Years – Mad Chaos: September 16, 1998

Fourth diary entry for September 16, 1998. Lyssa Calls Gianna, Lost Years Sonnet, The Recognition Era, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Sleeping Over Lyssa’s House – Mad Chaos: July 28, 1998

Second Diary entry for July 28, 1998. Lyssa’s Movie Night With Braxton, Sleep Over Lyssa’s House, Walk Home, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Jewell Flirts With The Friend Zone – Mad Chaos: July 28, 1998

Diary entry for July 28, 1998. An Argument With Lyssa, Jewell Gets Angry, Invite Jewell To Meet, Ali Puts Down Imad, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Lyssa Fights Her Family – Mad Chaos: July 27, 1998

Diary entry for July 27, 1998. Centrelink Enquiry, Call Frank, Lyssa Plans Birthday, Ralf Calls, Quick Chat With Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Braxton Makes His Move On Lyssa – Mad Chaos: July 26, 1998

Third diary entry for July 26, 1998. Lyssa Calls, Movies With Braxton, History Repeats, More Flings, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Lyssa On A Date At The Movies – Mad Chaos: July 26, 1998

Second diary entry for July 26, 1998. Lyssa Gets Angry, PlayStation With Jett, Feeling Bored At Night, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Asking Myself What I Want – Mad Chaos: July 26, 1998

First diary entry for July 26, 1998. Standpoints In The Love Triangle, Jewell In Focus, Lyssa Rebounds, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Introduced To The PlayStation – Mad Chaos: July 25, 1998

Third diary entry for July 25, 1998. Play PlayStation With Jett, Lyssa Phones Several Times, John Madden Football, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Crumb Slaps Lyssa At Chevy’s – Mad Chaos: July 25, 1998

Second diary entry for July 25, 1998. Jett Picks Up Wallet, Lyssa’s Weekend, Childish Jermaine, Braxton Asks Lyssa Out, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Record New Prank Phone Calls – Mad Chaos: July 25, 1998

Diary entry for July 25, 1998. Prank Calls With Imad, Trysta Talks Dirty, Johnny From America, Winding Down, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Prank Phone Calls With Jett – Mad Chaos: July 24, 1998

Second diary entry for July 24, 1998. Lyssa Complains About Penelope, Game Tapes, Funny Tapes, Prank Calls, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Jewell Becomes The Fantasy Girl – Mad Chaos: July 24, 1998

Second diary entry for July 24, 1998. Lyssa Badgers Me, Jewell Hints At Being Bisexual, The Twister Admirer, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Print CD Artwork In North Sydney – Mad Chaos: July 24, 1998

First diary entry for July 24, 1998. Write & Forget, Research Various Print Shops, CD Rom Services, Phone Frank, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Asking Jewell To Come Over – Mad Chaos: July 22, 1998

Second diary entry for July 22, 1998. Centrelink Breach, Assess Dedications CD, Tax Return, Phone Jewell, Lewd Talk, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Discuss Feelings With Jewell – Mad Chaos: July 22, 1998

First diary entry for July 22, 1998. Angry With Centrelink, Tell White Lies To Jewell, Plans To Meet, Phone Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Explore Wild Fantasies With Jewell – Mad Chaos: July 21, 1998

Diary entry for July 21, 1998. Lyssa Sounds Depressed, Break Taboos With Jewell, A Tentative Date, Love Letters, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Stopping All The Lies – Mad Chaos: July 21, 1998

Diary entry for July 21, 1998. Recite An Old Poem, Lyssa Becomes Interrogative, More Break Ups, Jett Rides Over, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary