I never thought the day would come to say this but I am bored for the first time in years. I have no passions to preoccupy me, and so I remain restless.
I used to spend my time in data compilations or in creating a website, or downloading games, or playing computer games, but none of this interests me anymore.
Inundated In Internal Escapes
I have television and my computer games to play, but my attention span never lasts more than a minute.
I find it a revelation to be bored.
Now I know how my parents must feel and why my brother frequents the backyard couch with his girlfriend. Now I know why people look for work and why my tendencies have leant lately towards that direction.
Goal To Focus On Employment
I am no longer happy inundated in internal escapes. So it would be nice to focus on employment soon. How nice it is to acknowledge it however.
Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.
