Staying Up Late
This is a bit weird of me. Being up so late in the night isn’t usually in my agenda for today’s day. Yes, I tried to sleep around 12:30am but having the music on and listening to ‘You Remind Me Of Something’ I knew that I had to jump up and get to work on a CD for Lyssa. My feelings will be known and Lyssa will understand.
Lyssa always wanted a CD from me when we broke up. Now she might get what she always wanted.
Picking Songs For Lyssa
Tonight I’ve been listening to all the songs in my CD Player and have picked songs that I always thought I should send to Lyssa, as well as a couple of other songs that remark my feelings. Now the list is out of my hands, so I will have to write the list of songs tomorrow.
Don’t get me wrong, this isn’t going to be some half-ass job CD. Rather, tomorrow I will take out some more money from my bank (yesterday I deposited $100 for my phone bill, oh well) and start with taking some pictures of ‘Misty Moo’.
Lyssa asked how ‘Misty Moo’ was. Figuring this would be a great idea for the CD picture, I took ‘Misty Moo’ up on that offer.
On the bottom of the CD the title will be the words “Where is, MISTY MOO, The Saga Continues”. Each comma will separate a new line.
Tomorrow I will take pictures and have them printed out. Saturday I will have them scanned, get all the artwork done for the CD. Sunday I will have a rest. Then Monday I will head for the city to print the CDs. Then I will burn the CDs at Shire Media Studios. Nice little nifty plan. Let’s just see if it works.
Now that the day is almost upon me, I can rest freely. After all, my idea is finished for now.
The Plan To Surprise Lyssa
Just thinking of Lyssa being back with me makes me happy for anticipation.
Sunday will be the finding out period of whether this CD should carry on.
If Lyssa did get onto Bryce for Saturday night and go pretty far with him then I won’t bother. I will live the rest of my days sulking about my pity. Rather, if Lyssa does nothing with Bryce on Saturday night or for the whole weekend, then I will meet up with her on Monday night to take her home from Parramatta. Along the way I will decide by her attitude if I should whip out the CD from my pocket and hand it to her.
There is no doubt that Lyssa will appreciate the CD that I had accomplished for her name. Under such short timing, can it be done? This is my test. My ambitions with music don’t have to stop because my fantasy has disappeared. Now Lyssa appears as my fantasy, and so I must fulfill my fantasies.
Three hours I have been up working on these songs and their arrangements. Much more time will be allowed for this project, such a fast-paced project. There is not even a design for a CD jacket, so I will just have to give the CD only to Lyssa , probably wrapped up like a present.
Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.
