Mad Chaos: January 27, 2020 – Interaction Curbed Amid Growing Coronavirus Fears
Due to the novel coronavirus outbreak （冠状病毒） in China, our family has now experienced its fifth consecutive day of self-quarantine in Guangzhou （广州市）. Our son…
Surviving a Mad Night’s Sleep – Mad Chaos: April 6, 1996
Diary entry for April 6, 1996. An Irregular Night’s Sleep, Muscle Gains, A Gym Session, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The World’s Longest Online Diary
Brother Taken To Police Station – Mad Chaos: September 10, 1996
Second diary entry for September 10, 1996. Big Problems With Brother, Brother Goes To Police Station, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Romantic Night on Waterbed – Mad Chaos: March 9, 1997
Second diary entry for March 9, 1997. Waterbed Romance, Sorting out my License, Saying I Love You, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The Longest Online Diary
Recording Piano Music with Imad – Mad Chaos: July 22, 1996
Diary entry for July 22, 1996. Recording Music On Piano, Brother Wakes Me Up, Tatton, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary
Sienna & Rita Compete For Boys – Mad Chaos: January 17, 1998
Diary entry for January 17, 1998. Ali Races Celica, CES Job Search, Sex & Sim City, Ali Fixes His Muffler, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Christmas Present Shopping For Lyssa – Mad Chaos: December 18, 1997
Second diary entry for December 18, 1997. Visit Auntie, Retail Shopping With Lyssa, Ali Rocks Up In Celica, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Stood Up On Easter By Lyssa – Mad Chaos: April 12, 1998
Diary entry for April 12, 1998. Easter Present, Candlelit Bath, Racy Lingerie, A Huge Fight Erupts, Imad Picks Me Up, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Finishing Off & Sending Kathryn’s Letter – Mad Chaos: August 13, 1996
Diary entry for August 13, 1996. Finishing Off Kathryn’s Letter, Calling Nina, Struggling At Gym, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Celebrate Nikita’s Birthday In Wollongong – Mad Chaos: March 23, 1998
Diary entry for March 23, 1998. Chaotic Wollongong Plan, Play Cards, Foursome, Nightclub, Sand Mermaid, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Organizing Parties From A Public Payphone – Mad Chaos: November 16, 1996
The group drives from Macdonald’s to Menangle, Elderslie High School has an after-party, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The World’s Largest Online Diary.
Penelope & Ali Break Up – Mad Chaos: November 13, 1997
First diary entry for November 13, 1997. Play Full Throttle, Floppy Disk Errors, Year 12 Formal Bookings, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Mad Chaos: Monday, May 17, 1999
Does Phoenix Like Bình Within the time that we spent back in Keith’s house, he chatted to Bình twice on the phone. Word was that Bình wanted to…
Caught In A Deadly Love Triangle – Mad Chaos: June 9, 1998
Third diary entry for June 9, 1998. Discuss Our Relationship In Decline, Is Jewell Worth Losing Lyssa For, Lyssa In Tears, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Just Two Weeks Until I See Kathryn – Mad Chaos: December 18, 1996
Diary entry for December 18, 1996. Two Weeks Until I See Kathryn, A Month Until My Birthday, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary
Give My Amiga 500 Away To Tatton – Mad Chaos: November 4, 1997
Diary entry for November 4, 1997. Lyssa Comes Over, Give Amiga 500 Away, Lyssa Visits Hairdresser, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Lyssa’s Traumatic Dungeon Experience – Mad Chaos: December 2, 1997
Second diary entry for December 2, 1997. Lyssa Recounts The Dungeon Story, Asians Out To Get Me, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Feeling Guilty After The Break Up – Mad Chaos: July 6, 1998
Third diary entry for July 6, 1998. Jewell’s Trip To Queensland, A Flawed Fantasy, No Turning Back Now, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Lyssa Ignores My Strong Sexual Hints – Mad Chaos: May 17, 1998
Diary entry for May 17, 1998. The Wedding Singer, Strange Vibes From Imad, Police Pull Ali Over, Dream Of Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Create New Lyrics On The Fly – Mad Chaos: July 2, 1998
Second diary entry for July 2, 1998. Find Songs For Dedications CD, Girl With Perfectly-Shaped Legs, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Stripper At Noah’s Wild Birthday Party – Mad Chaos: June 15, 1996
Second diary entry for June 15, 1996. A Wild Stripper, Sit With Tarina, Bane Starts Fights, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The World’s Longest Online Diary
Feelings Mixed Into Dedications CD – Mad Chaos: July 2, 1998
Third diary entry for July 2, 1998. Omitted Question Marks, Song Order, Songs Related To Feelings, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Few Sensual, Horny Days – Mad Chaos: July 5, 1998
Third diary entry for July 5, 1998. Sensual Morning With Lyssa, Prepare For Ali, Lyssa Begrudgingly Offers Oral, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Music Production Game Plan – Mad Chaos: June 4, 1998
Diary entry for June 4, 1998. Develop Song Lyrics, Session Singers, Imad Drops In, Summernats, Lyssa Dyes Hair Blonde, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Starting to Get Annoyed at Jewell – Mad Chaos: February 20, 1997
Diary entry for February 20, 1997. Buying New Hip Hop CDs, Tension in Relationship, Date Preparations, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Timing Shawn’s Car – Mad Chaos: June 17, 1996
Diary entry for June 17, 1996. Timing Shawn’s Car, Booking Driving Lessons, Planning Workouts, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary
Camden Haunted House – Mad Chaos: April 22, 1996
Diary entry for April 22, 1996. Going to a Haunted House, Calling Valeriya, Test Driving a Car, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary.
Connecting At The Interview With HIH Insurance – Monday, May 18, 1999 May 18, 1999
It’s official. I now have myself a full-time job with HIH Insurance and a chance to redeem my pride and regain my riches. So far…
A Role In The Music Industry – Mad Chaos: May 19, 1998
Diary entry for May 19, 1998. Book Recording Studio Time, Library Internet, Sketch Lyssa, Sex Life, Music Industry, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Celebrate Lyssa’s Nan’s Birthday – Mad Chaos: June 16, 1998
Third diary entry for June 16, 1998. Formal Family Dinner, Lyssa’s Arch Rival, Sleazy Relatives, Sleepover, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Caught Up In A Love Triangle – Mad Chaos: May 28, 1998
Second diary entry for May 28, 1998. Ali Damages Celica, Late Call To Lyssa, Jewell Likes Someone Else, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Accomplishing Weight Goals – Mad Chaos: August 19, 1996
Diary entry for August 19, 1996. Olympus Gym Routine, Accomplishing Weight Goals, Boxing, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary
Lyssa Falls Out With Bryce – Mad Chaos: September 20, 1998
Second diary entry for September 20, 1998. Lyssa Hates Bryce, Reminisce In Park, The Medical Emergency, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Evolving In Importance To Lyssa – Mad Chaos: November 10, 1997
Diary entry for November 10, 1997. Virgin Penelope, Probing Lyssa’s Body, Book Year 12 Limousine, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Changing Wind Of Influences – Mad Chaos: May 29, 1998
Diary entry for May 29, 1998. Run DMC In Town, Teeny Bopper Rap, Shawn’s Car Breaks Down, Comic Book Store, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
What My Tarot Cards Revealed – Mad Chaos: January 13, 2003
Diary entry for January 13, 2003. Reading My Tarot Cards, The Imposition Of Limitations, Work For The Dole, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Getting in a Domestic Argument with Dad – Mad Chaos: August 3, 1996
Second diary entry for August 3, 1996. Domestic Argument with Dad, Bumping into Angel, Visiting Brodie, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Stealing Cassette Tapes From The Shops – Mad Chaos: August 29, 1996
Diary entry for August 29, 1996. Stealing Cassette Tapes, Recording Music, Long Phone Call with Sherry, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Ali Views The Celica Artwork – Mad Chaos: June 30, 1998
Second diary entry for June 30, 1998., Ali & Penelope Visit, View Celica Artwork, Catch Up On Backlog and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Having The Best Time At The Hotel – Mad Chaos: November 22, 1997
Diary entry for November 22, 1997. Lyssa At Motor Inn Dinner At Chili’s, A Spa Bath, Watch Porn Movie, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Lyssa Asks Me Out Again – Mad Chaos: December 24, 1997
Third diary entry for December 24, 1997. Lyssa Writes Letter, Asks Me Out, Leave For Adelaide, Christmas Time, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Cruising In Streak Performance Celicas – Mad Chaos: June 20, 1998
Second diary entry for June 20, 1998. Parramatta Cruise, Racing A Porsche, Confronting Racists, Snapped Differential, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Our Rap Group Without A Name – Mad Chaos: August 31, 1996
Diary entry for August 31, 1996. Frustrated with Sherry, Writing Rap Lyrics, Hip Hop Group Problems and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Hotel Tryst Planned With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: July 18, 1998
Second diary entry for July 18, 1998. Show Rap To Jett, Lyssa Invites Me Over, Hotel One-Night-Stand Suggestion, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Buying My First X-Rated Porn Video – Mad Chaos: May 25, 1998
Diary entry for May 25, 1998. Recording Studio Issues, Lyssa Overstays Her Welcome, Sneaky Trip To Club X, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Home Alone At Lyssa’s House – Mad Chaos: February 28, 1998
Diary entry for February 28, 1998. Swim In Pool, Cinemas, Unhappy Lyssa, Long Chat With Ali, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
First Friends Date With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: July 12, 1998
Third diary entry for July 12, 1998. Work For The Dole, Lyssa Starts Aerobics, Watch Movie ‘Freeway’, Lonely Night, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Making Up With Lyssa At Her House – Mad Chaos: December 3, 1997
Diary entry for December 3, 1997. Resolve Problems With Lyssa, Ali Confronts Rory, Splintered Group, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Secure The Accounts Clerk Job – Mad Chaos: December 17, 1997
Diary entry for December 17, 1997. Home Gym, Newstart Allowance, Houso Female, Lyssa Plays Games, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Fighting Back When Lyssa Argues – Mad Chaos: December 9, 1997
Second diary entry for December 9, 1997. Put My Foot Down, Visit The Runs, Fight With Lyssa Continues, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Low Bar For Job Interviews – Mad Chaos: February 5, 1998
First diary entry for February 5, 1998. Laughable Job Interview, Lyssa’s Valentine’s Day Presents, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Revisit Our History With Jewell – Mad Chaos: May 21, 1998
Second diary entry for May 21, 1998. 21, Rummaging Through The Diary, The Days Leading Up To Breakup, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Artwork Of Feelings – Mad Chaos: June 18, 1998
Diary entry for June 18, 1998. Shelve Recording Project, Lyssa Sick, Printing Out CD Artwork, Ali Shares Race Stories, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Succumbing To Massage Parlors – Mad Chaos: February 12, 2001
Diary entry for February 12, 2001. Scorching Summer, Massage Turns Into Unprotected Sex, The Dice Man Novel, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Struggling with Working Out – Mad Chaos: July 17, 1996
Second diary entry for July 17, 1996. Struggling With Workouts, Post Workout Aches, Gym Routine, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Getting Back to Working Out – Mad Chaos: June 17, 1996
Second diary entry for June 17, 1996. Meal Plans, Getting Back to the Gym, Nutrition, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The World’s Longest Online Diary
Cholecystokinin Links To Anxiety-Panic Disorder – Mad Chaos: July 3, 2004
Diary entry for July 3, 2004. Biorhythm Cycles, Research Nutrition, Norepinephrine, Mumbles Visits, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Deadline Set For Dedications CD – Mad Chaos: May 12, 1998
Fourth Diary entry for May 12, 1998. Feeling Hot With Lyssa, Retail Shopping, Two Month Deadline Set For Dedications CD, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Sullied Path To Temptations – Mad Chaos: August 18, 2004
Diary entry for August 18, 2004. Feeling Vulnerable, Sex Worker Placebo, Oral Sex Obsession, No-Frills Massage, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Path Into Darkness – Mad Chaos: March 3, 2003
Diary entry for March 3, 2003. How Anxiety Enveloped Me, Matryoshka Dolls Analogy, So Unhappy At Home, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Love Triangle Conundrum – Mad Chaos: June 1, 1998
Diary entry for June 1, 1998. Session Singer Interview, Lyssa’s House, Chess Vs Imad, The Truth We Will Break Up, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Lost My Limited Tenure Job Contract – Mad Chaos: August 31, 2001
Diary entry for August 31, 2001. Coles Myer Job, Car Registration, Taronga Zoo, Friends, Gym, Politics, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Planning To Carve Out A Musical Career – Mad Chaos: November 5, 1997
First diary entry for November 5, 1997. Call Record Publishers, Cranky With Lyssa, Lyssa Apologizes Musical Career, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Shooting Through The Two Interviews – Mad Chaos: January 29, 1998
Diary entry for January 29, 1998. Shopping With Nikita & Lyssa, Typing Test, Competing With Ali, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Hotel Room 313 With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: July 19, 1998
First diary entry for July 19, 1998. Heightened Sexual Desire, Four Orgasms, Feeling Torn With Guilt, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Not Ready To Marry Lyssa – Mad Chaos: March 3, 1998
Diary entry for March 3, 1998. Bump Into Slade, Lyssa Works, Buy A Suit, An Emotional Call, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Tense Scenes Running Into Channing – Mad Chaos: December 4, 1997
Diary entry for December 4, 1997. Letter To Jewell, Hot For Lyssa, Lyssa Suddenly Upset, New Camera, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Everything Is Up In The Air – Mad Chaos: July 15, 1998
First diary entry for July 15, 1998. Lyssa Does Not Call, Historical Feelings For Jewell, An Imperfect Diary, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Meeting The Girl From The Photo – Mad Chaos: December 14, 1996
Diary entry for December 14, 1996. Causing Havoc with Miroslav, Talking to Tabitha, Chasing Hotties, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Smoking Marijuana To Procrastinate – Mad Chaos: January 26, 2001
Diary entry for January 26, 2001. Domain Name Registration, Get Stoned, The Fear Of Doing Nothing, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Cruise To Parramatta With Ali – Mad Chaos: July 5, 1998
First diary entry for July 5, 1998. Visit Imad, Police Pull Ali Over, Guns To Our Heads, Cruise To Sydney, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Cold War With Ali Ends – Mad Chaos: February 19, 1998
Second diary entry for February 19, 1998. Lunch With Lyssa, Job Search, Speak To Ali Again, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Stealing A Stuffed Santa Claus – Mad Chaos: December 4, 1996
Diary entry for December 4, 1996. Loudspeaker At Berenice’s House, Stealing Santa Claus, Gym Routine, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Acting Distant Towards A Sullen Valerie – Mad Chaos: November 2, 1996
Fisher’s Ghost Parade is in town. Me and a former IYF gang member discussed new rap releases Dogg Pound 4 Life, Warren G, Snoop and Dre’s Chronic 2.
A Slow Rise From Self-Preservation – Mad Chaos: September 26, 2004
Diary entry for September 26, 2004. Family Barbecue, Insomnia, Caffeine Research, Eric Considers Pilot License, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Shadow Over Our Love – Mad Chaos: May 31, 1998
Third diary entry for May 31, 1998. Oral Sex Dilemma, Lysas’s Reluctant Offer, Too Broke, Lyssa Tired Of Work, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Lyssa Invites Me To Year 12 Formal – Mad Chaos: September 16, 1997
Diary entry for September 16, 1997. Work, Lyssa Visits, Year 12 Formal, Anniversary, Diary At Work, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Getting My Bodybuilding Photos from Pari – Mad Chaos: August 7, 1996
Diary entry for August 7, 1996. Landing a Job Interview, Getting a Haircut, Bodybuilding Photos, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Boredom Sets In Since Resigning – Mad Chaos – December 14, 1997
Diary entry for December 14, 1997. Play PC Games, Ring Jewell, Ralf Turns 21, A Lull In Creating Lyrics, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Kiley Pushes Kieran Away – Mad Chaos: June 21, 1998
First diary entry for June 21, 1998. Kiley Takes A Break From Kieran, Nikita’s Love Life, Ali & Penelope Argue, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Keeping A Slim Day Through Inertia – Mad Chaos: August 3, 2004
Diary entry for August 3, 2004. Death In The Aviary, Showing No Weakness, Brush Techniques, Passing Time, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Artwork Photography In Sydney – Mad Chaos: April 11, 1998
Diary entry for April 11, 1998. New Camera Film, Burwood & Sydney Photography, Easter Hot Cross Buns, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Pact To Train With Tatton – Mad Chaos: August 17, 1996
Diary entry for August 17, 1996. Seeing Nina, Training with Tatton, Huge Muscle Gains, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The World’s Longest Online Diary
Dedicate New Song Lyrics To Jewell – Mad Chaos: April 1, 1998
First diary entry for April 1, 1998. Write New Song Lyrics, Mail Jewell’s Birthday Card, Pick Lyssa Up, Dedications CD, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Meeting Berenice For The First Time – Mad Chaos: June 25, 1996
Diary entry for June 25, 1996. Spending Time with Tarina, The Kentlyn Hangout, Meeting Berenice, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The Longest Online Diary
Planning A Job Search With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: December 5, 1997
Second diary entry for December 5, 1997. Call Lyssa To Plan Weekend, Keeping Up With The Diary, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Revelation Of Boredom – Mad Chaos: June 1, 2003
Second diary entry for June 1, 2003. Inundated By Internal Escapes, Goal To Focus On Employment, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Tampa Ship Forces Australia To Respond – Mad Chaos: August 30, 2001
Diary entry for August 30, 2001. Tampa Ship Anchored Off Christmas Island, Politics, Government Response, War Games, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Evolution Of My Anxiety – Mad Chaos: January 30, 2003
Diary entry for January 30, 2003. Study The Rise Of Anxiety, Major Events, Uneducated About Mental Health, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Convincing Mum To Go Grocery Shopping – Mad Chaos: August 12, 1996
Diary entry for August 12, 1996. Grocery Shopping with Mum, Tanning at the Solarium, Meal Planning, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Planning a Dance Party with Madlyn – Mad Chaos: July 8, 1996
Third diary entry for July 8, 1996. Studying Anatomy, Looking for a Job, Planning the Dance Party, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
In Green Meadows With Penelope – Mad Chaos: July 7, 1998
Second diary entry for July 7, 1998. Visit Car Mechanic With Penelope, Green Meadows, , and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Simon’s Lackluster Party – Mad Chaos: July 14, 1996
Diary entry for July 13, 1996. Simon’s Lackluster Party, Rory Dogs Us, More Group Tension, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary
Checking Out Of Wollongong Novotel – Mad Chaos: June 21, 1998
Third diary entry for June 21, 1998. Wollongong Novotel Buffer Breakfast, The Messenger From God, Lyssa’s House, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
First Kiss With Jewell – Mad Chaos: February 21, 1997
Diary entry for February 21, 1997. Confrontation With Smokey, Making Moves, Driving to Randy Ranch, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Mature Relationship With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: April 16, 1998
Diary entry for April 16, 1998. Lunch With Lyssa, Kuper Cooks Dinner, Work On Dedications CD, Velda’s Boyfriend, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Mix Music At Fusion Factory – Mad Chaos: July 9, 1998
Diary entry for July 9, 1998. Humor With Lyssa, Trip To Fusion Factory, Help Tatton Get Paid, Phone Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Playing Couples Strip Poker – Mad Chaos: July 5, 1998
Diary entry for July 5, 1998. Police Pull Guns On Us, Partner Swap, Buy Playing Cards, Play Strip Poker, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Lyssa Sleeps Over After A Long Talk – Mad Chaos: August 30, 1997
Diary entry for August 30, 1997. Being Snobbed, Lyssa Sleeps Over, Mucking Around In Bed, Using Internet, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Filling The Void In My Mind – Mad Chaos: July 7, 1998
First diary entry for July 7, 1998. Not Wanting To Let Lyssa Go, Root Of Infatuation, Jewell Fills My Void, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Ali Does An Insurance Job On A Subaru – Mad Chaos: November 26, 1997
Diary entry for November 26, 1997. Resign From Work, Dump A Subaru, Lyssa Angry About Year 12 Formal, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Diary Histories Revision Resumes – Mad Chaos: May 21, 2003
Diary entry for May 21, 2003. Reasons To Wake Up, Revise The Diary, New Gym Schedule, Job Search, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Send Jewell A Birthday Card – Mad Chaos: March 31, 1998
Diary entry for March 31, 1998. Rock Bottom, Jewell’s Birthday Poem, Devon In Sydney, Nikita On Train Gym Session, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Birthday Celebration With The Writer – Mad Chaos: January 18, 2001
Diary entry for January 19, 2001. A Bad Stretch, Burden Of Backlog, Impeded Progress, Writing Strategies, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Steadily Industrializing Mind – Mad Chaos: June 1, 2003
First diary entry for June 1, 2003. Peak Consciousness Of The Writer, Hard To Move On, Diary Revisions, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Create New Song Lyrics At Work – Mad Chaos: August 26, 1997
Diary entry for August 26, 1997. Reminisce With Lyssa, Work, New Song Lyrics, Ring Lyssa, Night Plans, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The First Cardinal Sin – Mad Chaos: March 11, 2003
Diary entry for March 11, 2003. Sydney Hotel Room, Unspeakable Mistake, Emotional Breakdown, Visit Doctor, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Cleaning Up My Life – Mad Chaos: April 4, 2003
Diary entry for April 4, 2003. Fitness Goal, Withdrawal Symptoms, Regulated Sleep, New Fridge, Positive Routines, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Enrolling In a WordPerfect 5.1 Course – Mad Chaos: March 27, 1996
Second diary entry for March 27, 1996. WordPerfect 5.1 Course, Meal Plans, Going to the Solarium, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary.
Proofread 1996 Diary Entries – Mad Chaos: July 1, 1998
Third diary entry for June 30, 1998. Read 1996, 1997, Relive Memories With Kathryn, Funky Town Rap Song, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Knowing That It Is Finally Over – Mad Chaos: September 21, 1998
Second diary entry for September 21, 1998. CD Surface Printed, Fantasy Vs Reality, Jewell’s Parcel, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Struggling with Depression – Mad Chaos: July 11, 1996
Diary entry for July 11, 1996. Alison Cancels Plans, Drive Home With Celeste, Feeling Depressed, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Manga Band Sessions – Mad Chaos: May 19, 2003
Diary entry for May 19, 2003. Mentally Disciplined Fortnight, Paying Down Debts, Diary Editorial Process, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Summing Up This Year In Reflection – Mad Chaos: October 22, 1997
Diary entry for October 22, 1997. Looking Back On 1997, Hypothetical Breakup With Lyssa, Credit Card Scam, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Crashing A House Party and Driving Home Girls – Mad Chaos: November 9, 1996
Seven people cruised in one car to the Rosemeadow party. Rory said there were only 10 people there but it turned out there were 110 people there.
Retail Shopping For Lyssa – Mad Chaos: May 28, 1998
First diary entry for May 28, 1998. Job Search, Purchase CDs, Wait An Eternity For Lyssa, Lonestar Dinner, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Diagnosed With Mild Schizophrenia – Mad Chaos: April 30, 2003
Diary entry for April 30, 2003. See Jewell, Feeling Positive, See Psychiatrist, Replace Antidepressant Medication, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Routines To Cope With Depression – Mad Chaos: October 3, 2001
Diary entry for October 3, 2001. Writing Again, North Wollongong Beach, Gym, Coping With Life, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Crucible Fabric Of The Memoirs – Mad Chaos: January 29, 2001
Diary entry for January 29, 2001. Red Flags Towards Recession, Inevitable Burnout, One Final Push, Biorhythms, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Prepare To Mail New Letter To Jewell – Mad Chaos: December 2, 1997
First diary entry for December 2, 1997. Love Is The Difference, Lyssa Still Not Talking, Prepare Jewell’s Letter, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Routines To Counter My Anxieties – Mad Chaos: May 20, 2003
Diary entry for May 20, 2003. A Fun Day Grocery Shopping, Break Through Morning Anxieties, Shopping, Gym, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Buying Female Bodybuilding Posters – Mad Chaos: August 14, 1996
Diary entry for August 14, 1996. Female Bodybuilding Posters, Kathryn’s Gift Arrives, Gym Results, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Bike Ride with Brother – Mad Chaos: August 16, 1996
First diary entry for August 16, 1996. Riding with Brother, Muscle Magazines, Solarium Preparation, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Metabolism Problems & Malnutrition – Mad Chaos: April 9, 1996
Second diary entry for April 9, 1996. Screwing Up Metabolism, Work, Malnutrition, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The World’s Longest Online Diary
First Frolic With Jewell – Mad Chaos: March 11, 1997
Diary entry for March 11, 1997. Going for my P-Plates, Frolic with Jewell, Spending Time with Imad, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Partnered Up With Keith For The Gym – Mad Chaos: November 22, 1996
Jett plays The Doggfather album over the phone, Ralf is in trouble, a sweaty gym session, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The World’s Largest Online Diary.
Planning a Date with Madlyn – Mad Chaos: July 5, 1996
Second diary entry for July 5, 1996. First Date with Madlyn, Gym Routine, Good Luck Charms, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The World’s Longest Online Diary
Overcoming A Training Plateau – Mad Chaos: September 14, 1996
Diary entry for September 14, 1996. Overcoming Training Struggles, Working On Mindset, Workout Routine, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Reminders Of Jewell All Around – Mad Chaos: March 10, 1998
Diary entry for March 10, 1998. Penelope’s Exam, Nikita’s Birthday, Lyssa Asks About Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Lyssa Buys Her Year 12 Formal Dress – Mad Chaos: November 19, 1997
Diary entry for November 19, 1997. Need For Speed II, Discuss Formal With Lyssa, Express Love To Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Desire To Choke Ali To Death – Mad Chaos: January 20, 1998
Diary entry for January 20, 1998. Birthday At Cataract Dam, Nikita In Liverpool, The Runs, Ready To Kill, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Write Relationship Chronicle For CD – Mad Chaos: July 11, 1998
Diary entry for July 11, 1998. Dedications CD Story, Use Library Printers, Play Myth On PC, Lyssa Wears All Black, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Lyssa Prepares For New Sydney Job – Mad Chaos: February 1, 1998
Diary entry for February 1, 1998. Goals, Lyssa Comes Over, Prepare For New Job, Job Search, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Few Good Days With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: March 9, 1998
Diary entry for March 9, 1998. Cinemas With Lyssa, Bowling, Jogging Naked, Intense Orgasm, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Big Sydney Lunch Date With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: February 2, 1998
Diary entry for February 2, 1998. Run Errands, Lunch In Sydney, Hyde Park, CES Job Search, Lonestar Dinner, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Bloodied Dice: Creating Dark Rap with AI – From Concept to Distribution
Discover how I created the dark rap track “Bloodied Dice” in a single afternoon using AI tools. This detailed breakdown covers prompt engineering with Claude AI, music generation with Suno AI, visual creation with Microsoft Designer, animation with Luma Dream Machine, and video editing in VSDC – s
Taking Baby Steps With Anxiety – Mad Chaos: April 8, 2003
Diary entry for April 8, 2003. Battle With Depression, Baby Steps With Anxiety, Social Practice, Sexually Frustrated, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Part Of Me Wants To Move On – Mad Chaos: June 30, 1998
Diary entry for June 30, 1998. A Fond Memory, Audio Diary Idea, Keep In Touch With Friends, Reminded Of Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Too Depressed for Job Interview – Mad Chaos: July 13, 1996
First diary entry for July 13, 1996. Struggling with Depression, Domestic Arguments with Mum & Brother, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Looking Back On The Diary’s Evolution – Mad Chaos: September 4, 1996
Diary entry for September 4, 1996. Looking Back On The Diary, Playing Basketball, Rap Plans, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary
C.E.S Job Interview – Mad Chaos: April 17, 1996
Diary entry for April 17, 1996. Late for my Skillshare Course, C.E.S Job Interview, Gym Session, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary.
Valentine’s Day Weekend With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: February 17, 1998
Diary entry for February 17, 1998. Hymans Interview, Frisky Hotel Fun, Lyssa’s First Day At College, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Summer Swim In Lyssa’s Pool – Mad Chaos: January 15, 1998
Diary entry for January 15, 1998. Lyssa Motivated To Exercise, Hilarious Capers, Penelope Upset, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Lyssa Breaks Down Crying Over HSC Exams – Mad Chaos: November 7, 1997
Diary entry for November 7, 1997. Lyssa Misses HSC Exam, Audio Engineering Course Info, Sleepover, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The World Trade Centre Terrorist Attack – Mad Chaos: September 13, 2001
Diary entry for September 13, 2001. Who Is Osama Bin Laden, Terrorism, Saddam Hussein, Middle Eastern Peace, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Preparing For Another Séance – Mad Chaos: December 23, 1996
Second diary entry for December 23, 1996. Christmas Shopping, Latest Gym Plan, Planning Next Séance, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
“Let The Music Speak”: From Anxiety to Art Through AI Music Production
Transform personal struggles into powerful music using AI tools. This detailed breakdown shows how Claude AI, Suno, Luma Dream Machine, and VSDC work together to create “Let The Music Speak” – a song about channeling anxiety into artistic expression.
Another Domestic Fight With Brother – Mad Chaos: September 9, 1996
Diary entry for September 9, 1996. Another Fight With Brother, Tanning At The Solarium, New Group Name, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Emma Flirting Again & Egging Houses – Mad Chaos: April 24, 1996
Diary entry for April 24, 1996. Emma Starts Flirting Again, Egging Houses, Keith and Carey Make Out, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary.
Down The Rabbit Hole: From Dark Ages Diary to Viral AI Music Hit
Down The Rabbit Hole by Loomwave Bottom Line Up Front: This is the complete story of how a personal diary entry from my “Dark Ages”…