Looking back in my Diary once more today, I’ve realized my maturity has increased, my understanding has escalated and my intentions have changed.
Growing Love For Lyssa
There have been times where I’ve been hurt when someone leaves me.
I can remember the pain but I can’t imagine the pain I’ll feel when I lose Lyssa.
She has meant the most to me. I do think I love her but just can’t find it in my heart to tell her and open myself up.
I’ve almost always had someone in my life for the past year or more and I can see someone after Lyssa, but I’m not sure if we will be for a month or five years.
All I know is that I care dearly for Lyssa. I love the way she kisses me, how she learns off every experience we have, and how she is always there for me everyday, and that she would do anything for me.
Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.
