I saw Dina before getting onto my train. As usual we talked about Imad.
Konquer Insurance Work Day
The day went on with Frank and I redoing the apartment.
He got me to run some errands.
Chatting To Jewell
I called Jewell at 3:30pm from my Nokia mobile phone.
“I have to go soon. I have to work today,” she told me.
“Okay. Ring me tonight at eight,” I asked her.
Work ended at 5:00pm. Sleep was deprived but I got by the day without dozing off.
I met up with Simon and Keith at Pizza Hut an hour later. I stayed with them up until 8:30pm.
Stressed out from Simon yacking about money and Keith being himself, I needed to hear (solace) good information that would make me at ease.
Getting Deep With Jewell
I got dropped off home.
Jewell had called me but I missed the call. I rang Jewell 5 minutes later.
The more we talk, the deeper it gets. I know I must be saying that a fair bit but it is all true. We got deeper tonight.
I was tired of her telling me half-truths and ifs so I told her to tell me some information that would set my mind at ease for the night.
Asking her to read to me, she thought it was weird. She would have done it if I pushed her, but I got what I needed.
We finally talked about our relationship.
Discussing Our Relationship
She told me, “I want to know you a lot better, and I don’t want to let you go.”
Jewell also explained why she wouldn’t kiss me.
Once long ago she left for a guy’s house that she liked at the time. I think he’s a dumb fuck. He got her drunk and under that he kissed her and tried to get more.
She was drunk. I can’t blame her. But she doesn’t like him anymore.
This is the same guy that made Jewell watch porn by keeping her eyes open. Dumb mother fucker.
Jewell has never been touched. I would very much like to get to know her better and maybe be there for the next 6 months or more. I can feel something special with Jewell.
Being Heckled To End Phone Call
Keith, Simon and Fred’s mate were over my house telling me to hurry up.
Jewell didn’t want to hang up the phone on me. She wanted to keep talking to me but we said our ‘Goodnights’.
I got off the phone with her on a good, relaxing note.
In due time we will call each other again.
It has been three weeks now and I have rang her every single day. We have been in contact all this time.
When our one-month anniversary comes up on the first day of the month we will celebrate very healthfully.
I’m calling her tomorrow to see if she is coming to see me at work. She genuinely wants to see me but I don’t feel she is determined enough.
Stealing Mag Caps
Simon let me drive his car again. We left for Dina’s house. Imad was there talking to her.
Kissy kissy and then we left for Raby again to steal some caps off the other ‘SSS’.
I drove there too and didn’t drive bad at all.
Me and Fred’s friend took off the caps while the people were watching TV. Imad was with us. Simon forgot us there so I had to call him on the mobile.
We left for my house where I said my goodbyes.
Preparing For Tomorrow
Now it is time to eat and go to sleep. Getting ready for a big day tomorrow.
Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.
