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Description: Diary Of A Mad Chaos individual diary entries written from between March 1996 until today.

First Time DoorDash Grocery Deliveries – Mad Chaos: October 8, 2022

Diary entry for October 8, 1998. Changing Zones, Grocery Deliveries, Petrol Costs, Peak Hour, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

DoorDash Food Delivery Driver Perks – Mad Chaos: October 8, 2022

First diary entry for October 8, 1998. National Crime Check Issues, Stacked Orders, Zones, Driver Perks, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Earning Easy Money Through DoorDash – Mad Chaos: October 7, 2022

Diary entry for October 7, 1998. Earn Doing Errands, Restaurant Food Delivery, Long Wait Times In KFC, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

DoorDash Food Deliveries First Days – Mad Chaos: October 6, 2022

Diary entry for October 6, 1998. DoorDash Food Deliveries, Food Deliveries In The 1990s, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Chest Day In Club Lime Gym – Mad Chaos: July 9, 2022

Diary entry for July 9, 2022. Daily Nutritional Intake, Gym Session – Chest Day, Post Gym Routine, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Arms & Legs Day In Club Lime Gym – Mad Chaos: July 7, 2022

Diary entry for July 7, 2022. Gym Session – Arms & Legs, Daily Nutritional Intake, Progress Photos, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Chest & Abs Day In Club Lime Gym – Mad Chaos: July 4, 2022

Diary entry for July 4, 2022. Gym Session – Bare Fridge Diet, Gym Fantasies, Growing In Confidence, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Finding My Swagger At The Gym – Mad Chaos: July 2, 2022

Diary entry for July 2, 2022. Work Lunch, Buy Hand Towel, Asking For Help In The Gym, Nutrition, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Vanilla Computing Experience Of The 1990s – Amiga 500

This post explores the history of the pre-internet Bulletin Board System (BBS) era, the competing Amiga & PC scenes of the 1990s, baud modems, and more.

The Settlers Crash Course Tutorial & Review – Amiga 500

This tutorial on The Settlers made by Blue Byte for the Amiga in 1993 provides a crash course on gameplay to begin your epic journey to conquering the world.

The Misspelled Diary Queen Dairy Google Search Conundrum

How a well-researched search engine optimised (SEO) article can take advantage of a misspelled term like dairy / diary queen in Google search results.

The Cornered Pure Blood In A COVID-19 Safe Business

It has been one month since New South Wales exited its 106 days in lockdown.  The NSW lockdowns began on June 26, 2021 due to…

Unvaccinated Pure Bloods Need Toys Too

Fresh from our discriminatory covid-19 vaccine mandate run-in at Best & Less, followed by a hassle-free nip into Cargo Depot to purchase a $1 ceramic…

Covid-19 Vaccine Passport Discrimination In Retail Shops

Today I drove my family to Macarthur Square, one of the largest shopping centers in the southern hemisphere, located in Australia, New South Wales. For…

Australian Mainstream News Descending Into Media Propaganda

Australian news media during the coronavirus pandemic has increasingly become like Chinese propaganda.   Living in China for seven years made me attuned to national…

The Face Mask Confrontation in Max Brenner

On this temperate, sunny day in Australia, I rushed to make the 3pm catch up with my double vaccinated best friend of thirty years, Imad.  …

A Mandatory Double-Jabbed Coffee Thanks

Today was a noble, sunny, blue skies day in Australia, New South Wales, perfect weather for a coffee with my double jabbed vaccinated best friend…

First Haircut In Segregated Australia

Thinking the barber shop would close at 4pm today, I quickly sped down to Campbelltown mall in the car at 3:50pm.  Having spent over four months…

X-Copy Professional and Dos 2 Dos Amiga To PC Copy Combinations

This post discovers how to use Dos 2 Dos and X-Copy Professional to make floppy disks cross-compatible in PC and Amiga floppy drives, and more.

Deluxe Paint IV Graphic Design Capabilities On The Amiga 500

This post explores graphic design using Deluxe Paint on the Commodore Amiga, the proliferation of porn in the 1990’s, the evolution of file sizes, and more.

The Amiga File Type & File Extension File Format Problem

This post explores the lack of native support for file types and file extensions on the Commodore Amiga, how to load Amiga floppy disks into a PC disk drive, and more.

OctaMED Professional Music Tracker Capabilities On The Amiga 500

This post explores OctaMED, the professional music tracker for the Commodore Amiga, basic functions, featuring songs written in the 1990’s.

Testing Super Cars On A Working Amiga 500 Computer

With the purchase of an Amiga 500 computer, it was time to play a game. Will Super Cars load into the A500 memory and survive the load test, or crash?

Purchasing A Second-Hand Amiga 500

Tips on how to buy an Amiga 500 computer through a reseller, planning, online or in-person, purchase tips, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Negotiating The Second-Hand Purchase Of An Amiga 500 Computer

Finding an Australian Amiga 500 seller on Facebook Marketplace, I arranged to meet with the seller, but doubts about the authenticity of the Amiga 500 remained.

Mad Chaos: February 5, 2020 – Working From Home During The Coronavirus Outbreak

Today, is our fourteenth consecutive day of self-quarantine in Guangzhou (广州市) due to the coronavirus (冠状病毒). I woke up this morning to a loud noise outside our apartment…

Mad Chaos: February 4, 2020 – The Novel Coronavirus Normalizes International Racism

Today, is our thirteenth consecutive day of self-quarantine in Guangzhou (广州市) due to the coronavirus (冠状病毒). Earlier I had taken my son outside to play along Pearl river…

Mad Chaos: February 4, 2020 – A Gloomy Public Encounter During The Epidemic

Today, is our thirteenth consecutive day of self-quarantine in Guangzhou (广州市) due to the coronavirus (冠状病毒). As soon as I woke up I prepared to take my son…

Mad Chaos: February 3, 2020 – Hysteria Sets In During The Coronavirus Outbreak

Today, on our twelfth consecutive day of self-quarantine in Guangzhou (广州市) due to the coronavirus (冠状病毒), up until now we had made calls to the Australian consulate and…

Mad Chaos: February 3, 2020 – Contacting The Australian Consulate Hotline From China

Today, on our twelfth consecutive day of self-quarantine in Guangzhou (广州市) due to the coronavirus (冠状病毒), I woke up to playful screams from my son in the living room.  I…

Mad Chaos: February 2, 2020 – A 5.2 Scale Earthquake Strikes Chengdu

As my wife cooked dinner tonight, I had a burning desire to return to my normal routine.  The novel coronavirus outbreak (冠状病毒) in China has confined us…

How Kids Play During The Coronavirus Outbreak – February 2, 2020

Today, on our eleventh consecutive day of self-quarantine in Guangzhou (广州市) due to the coronavirus (冠状病毒), I had come outside the apartment block for a coffee run in…

Mad Chaos: February 2, 2020 – Coronavirus Outbreak Fact From Fiction

Today, on our eleventh consecutive day of self-quarantine in Guangzhou (广州市) due to the coronavirus (冠状病毒), I woke up to greet my son in the living room. I…

Mad Chaos: February 1, 2020 – Finding Normality Amid The Coronavirus Outbreak

Today, on our tenth consecutive day of self-quarantine in Guangzhou (广州市) due to the coronavirus (冠状病毒)I came to Rock Square to purchase a cappuccino and to window shop….

Mad Chaos: February 1, 2020 – Travel Restrictions From Mainland China

The World Health Organization (WHO) labeled the novel coronavirus outbreak in China an international emergency.  You cannot get any more severe than that.  Now the world…

Mad Chaos: January 31, 2020 – Scoot Flight Cancellations From Mainland China

Today, on our ninth consecutive day of self-quarantine in Guangzhou (广州市) due to the coronavirus (冠状病毒)I have only been out of the house for 30 minutes to buy…

Mad Chaos: January 31, 2020 – Following China’s Household Exit Restrictions

Today is our ninth consecutive day of self-quarantine in Guangzhou (广州市) due to the coronavirus (冠状病毒). I woke up in the afternoon.  As soon as I opened the…

Separating Coronavirus Fact From Fiction – January 30, 2020

An early evening nap after lunch was a good energizer on this eighth consecutive day of self-quarantine in Guangzhou (广州市) due to the coronavirus (冠状病毒)….

Mad Chaos: January 30, 2020 – Airline Enforce Wuhan Travel Bans

Today is our eighth consecutive day of self-quarantine in Guangzhou (广州市) due to the coronavirus (冠状病毒). I woke up in the afternoon with a dry…

Mad Chaos: January 29, 2020 – Shopping In Crowded Chinese Wet Markets

Today is our seventh consecutive day of self-quarantine in Guangzhou (广州市) due to the coronavirus (冠状病毒).  I woke up late in the afternoon, feeling weary…

Mad Chaos: January 28, 2020 – Carving Out A Coronavirus Escape Plan

Dinner was a bowl of rice, a dish of green vegetables, and scrambled eggs.  I have lived in China, Guangzhou for seven years, and I still…

Mad Chaos: January 28, 2020 – Questioning The Transparency Of Coronavirus Reports

Today I woke up late in the afternoon.  It is our sixth consecutive day of self-quarantine in Guangzhou (广州市) due to the coronavirus (冠状病毒). My son…

Mad Chaos: January 27, 2020 – Interaction Curbed Amid Growing Coronavirus Fears

Due to the novel coronavirus outbreak (冠状病毒) in China, our family has now experienced its fifth consecutive day of self-quarantine in Guangzhou (广州市). Our son…

Coronavirus Causes Bolstered Security Presence – Mad Chaos: January 26, 2020

Diary entry for January 26, 2020. The coronavirus causes a bolstered security presence at the local mall. The fourth day self-quarantined in China, Guangzhou, amid the coronavirus outbreak.

Accustoming To Self-Quarantine – Mad Chaos: January 25, 2020

Diary entry for January 25, 2020. A day spent indoors buying takeout, struggling with headaches. The third day self-quarantined in China, Guangzhou amid the coronavirus outbreak,

Chinese Spring Festival In Quarantine – Mad Chaos: January 24, 2020

Second diary entry for January 24, 2020. The second day self-quarantined in China, Guangzhou, amid the coronavirus outbreak, we cancel all social plans for Spring Festival.

Wuhan Goes Into Lockdown – Mad Chaos: January 24, 2020

First diary entry for January 24, 2020. The second day self-quarantined in China, Guangzhou, amid the coronavirus outbreak, we cancel all social plans for Spring Festival.

Ghost Towns On Chinese New Year – Mad Chaos: January 23, 2020

Diary entry for January 23, 2020. Guangzhou Abandoned On Chinese New Year Due To Novel Coronavirus, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Diary Of A Mad Chaos: Tuesday, July 10, 2018

The audio diary captures thoughts as they come to me, every single minute of every single day since September 2016. The Buxom Girl On The…

Diary Of A Mad Chaos: Monday, July 9, 2018

Work Day In CSR Martini The time was 9:30 am when I came off my first break at work at CSR Martini. In the morning…

Diary Of A Mad Chaos: Monday, May 8, 2006

Yesterday before sleep I was inches from provoked while I came to sleep, and resolved the internal dispute that psyche spewed onto conscience and conscience…

Diary Of A Mad Chaos: Sunday, March 19, 2006

Stroll Around The Block In hours earlier, I walked around the block pallid and perverse.  I avoided the public to remain a paranoid freak.  I…

Diary Of A Mad Chaos: Saturday, September 17, 2005

The Few Coincidental Brushes With Jewell The sudden manifestation of Jewell Pressley has opened up a trove of perspective to review real issues.  I need…

Diary Of A Mad Chaos: Saturday, September 3, 2005

Arrive To Mercure Hotel Perth, Western Australia The time was 2:10 pm Western Australia time when I arrived to level 7, room 718 of Mercure hotel…

Diary Of A Mad Chaos: October 21, 2004

When Tyler did leave our house at 3:50 pm, Cleo and I were in the kitchen.  We sorted out the groceries like prisoners that had been in solitary…

The Pressure To Move House – Mad Chaos: October 9, 2004

Diary entry for October 9, 2004. Heightened Family Tensions, Discuss Moving With Artie, Federal Election Vote, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Trials Of The Psyche – Mad Chaos: October 1, 2004

Diary entry for October 1, 2004. Tetty Shares Her Problems, Being Human, Smiling, Help Eric Install Software, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Discovering An Affirmative Psyche – Mad Chaos: September 30, 2004

Diary entry for September 30, 2004. Anatomy Of The Psyche, Conscience, Mind, Self, Evaluating My Life, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Slow Rise From Self-Preservation – Mad Chaos: September 26, 2004

Diary entry for September 26, 2004. Family Barbecue, Insomnia, Caffeine Research, Eric Considers Pilot License, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Definition Of Compulsive Escapism – Mad Chaos: September 21, 2004

Diary entry for September 21, 2004. The Aviary Of These Memoirs, Anxious Tics, Guarana Research, Eric Returns, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Dreams Of An Inundated Writer – Mad Chaos: September 20, 2004

Diary entry for September 20, 2004. Rewards Scheme, A Sense Of Calm, Psychological Effect Of My Anxiety, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

How I Became The Neurotic Writer – Mad Chaos: September 10, 2004

Diary entry for September 10, 2004. Junkyard Bedroom, The Trouble With Eric, Memoir And Insomnia Theme, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Inspired By A Salman Rushdie Quote – Mad Chaos: August 31, 2004

Diary entry for August 31, 2004. Brother Sleeps Over, Levi’s Constant Calls, Play Minesweeper With Weston, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Short Tether Of Tolerance – Mad Chaos: August 20, 2004

Diary entry for August 20, 2004. Depressed In A Virtual World, Zyprexa Legacy, Brother’s New White Car, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Sullied Path To Temptations – Mad Chaos: August 18, 2004

Diary entry for August 18, 2004. Feeling Vulnerable, Sex Worker Placebo, Oral Sex Obsession, No-Frills Massage, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Erosion Of Disciplines – Mad Chaos: August 16, 2004

Diary entry for August 16, 2004. Being Reclusive, Watch Olympics, Hopeless Dreams, Flirting At Local Supermarket, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Submitting To The Phantom Month – Mad Chaos: August 14, 2004

Diary entry for August 14, 2004. Olympics Opening Ceremony, A Fallow Day, Succumb To Provincial Cure, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Becoming A First-Time Uncle – Mad Chaos: August 10, 2004

Diary entry for August 10, 2004. Reclusion Syndrome, Mum Homesick, Birth Of Sabrina, Bad Blood In The Family, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Glutted Memoir Reservoir – Mad Chaos: August 9, 2004

Diary entry for August 9, 2004. A Hopeless Cycle, Bonding With The Blue Budgie, A Return To The Memoir, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Distancing From Levi’s Harassing Calls – Mad Chaos: August 8, 2004

Diary entry for August 8, 2004. A Day Deprived Of Pleasure, Constantly Interrupted, Levi Continues To Call, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Keeping A Slim Day Through Inertia – Mad Chaos: August 3, 2004

Diary entry for August 3, 2004. Death In The Aviary, Showing No Weakness, Brush Techniques, Passing Time, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Sloven In The Realms Of Apathy – Mad Chaos: August 2, 2004

Diary entry for August 2, 2004. A Disoriented Trip To The Shops, Keeping A Low Profile, Date With The Memoir, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Battle To Save The Memoir – Mad Chaos: July 25, 2004

Diary entry for July 25, 2004. The Depression Debt, Chat On MSN Messenger, So Close To Surrender, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Walk That Inspired Creativity – Mad Chaos: July 16, 2004

Second diary entry for July 16, 2004. Bump Into Brother, Quirks In The Mall, What Women Attract Me, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A New Era Of The Hare – Mad Chaos: July 16, 2004

Diary entry for July 16, 2004. A Marathon Writing Session, Tightening The Belt, Transition From Rabbit To Hare, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Constructing An Optimism Chamber – Mad Chaos: July 11, 2004

Diary entry for July 11, 2004. Writing The Memoir In My Dreams, Momentum Through Chores, Praetorians On PC, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Overcoming Social-Induced Apathy – Mad Chaos: July 5, 2004

Diary entry for July 5, 2004. Abstained From Zyprexa, Matchmaker Profiles, Mental Health, Focus On Exercise, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Cholecystokinin Links To Anxiety-Panic Disorder – Mad Chaos: July 3, 2004

Diary entry for July 3, 2004. Biorhythm Cycles, Research Nutrition, Norepinephrine, Mumbles Visits, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Self-Diagnosis Of Anxiety & Panic Disorder – Mad Chaos: July 1, 2004

Diary entry for July 1, 2004. Withdrawal From Zyprexa, Schizophrenia Label, The Root Of My Anxiety, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Managed Withdrawal From Olanzapine Medication – Mad Chaos: June 29, 2004

Diary entry for June 29, 2004. Ceasing To Enjoy Life, Counselor, Lali Wants A Fling, Cursed Memoirs, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Assembling The Backyard Roof – Mad Chaos: June 18, 2004

Diary entry for June 18, 2004. Intense Exercise, Centrelink, Backyard Roof Assembly, Study Alprazolam, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Secrets To Weight Loss – Mad Chaos: May 29, 2004

Third diary entry for May 29, 2004. A Torturing Exercise Session, Disillusioned With Yo-Yo Effect, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Penning A Letter To Lyssa – Mad Chaos: May 22, 2004

Diary entry for May 22, 2004. Letter To Lyssa, Print Mad Chaos Book, Guarana Drink Diet, Ten Resolutions, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Productive Proofreading Spell – Mad Chaos: May 11, 2004

Diary entry for May 11, 2004. Proofreading The Diary, Friends Contribute Stories, Centrelink Psychologist, Alprazolam, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Disciplined Month Of Socials – Mad Chaos: October 19, 2003

Diary entry for October 19, 2003. The Shadow Of The Writer, Visit Imad, Hang Out With Tatton & Shawn, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

On Top Of My Anxieties – Mad Chaos: June 25, 2003

Diary entry for June 25, 2003. On The Outside Of Anxieties, Creating Diary Era Titles, Published Books, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Living With A Sense Of Optimism – Mad Chaos: June 11, 2003

Diary entry for June 11, 2003. A Wholesome Day Of Highs, Revising The Diary Histories, Optimistic Day, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Motorola Mobile Phone Purchased – Mad Chaos: June 11, 2003

Diary entry for June 8, 2003. A Planned Day In Town, Buy A Mobile Phone, Many Doors Open, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Brush With Lyssa Forces Reevaluation – Mad Chaos: June 8, 2003

Diary entry for June 8, 2003. Pushed To Write, Antisocial Weekend, Finances, A Brush With Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Confronting My Fear Of Rejection – Mad Chaos: June 4, 2003

Diary entry for June 4, 2003. Bump Into Yazmin In Supermarket, Courage To Make A Connection, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Walk Dark Corridors Alone – Mad Chaos: June 2, 2003

Diary entry for June 2, 2003. Lyssa Leaves A Hole, In Control Of My Mind, Reflecting On Three Wasted Years, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Revelation Of Boredom – Mad Chaos: June 1, 2003

Second diary entry for June 1, 2003. Inundated By Internal Escapes, Goal To Focus On Employment, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Steadily Industrializing Mind – Mad Chaos: June 1, 2003

First diary entry for June 1, 2003. Peak Consciousness Of The Writer, Hard To Move On, Diary Revisions, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Diary Histories Revision Resumes – Mad Chaos: May 21, 2003

Diary entry for May 21, 2003. Reasons To Wake Up, Revise The Diary, New Gym Schedule, Job Search, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Routines To Counter My Anxieties – Mad Chaos: May 20, 2003

Diary entry for May 20, 2003. A Fun Day Grocery Shopping, Break Through Morning Anxieties, Shopping, Gym, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Diary Eras Editorial Project – Mad Chaos: May 18, 2003

Diary entry for May 18, 2003. A Busy Two Weeks, Socials, Gym, Editorial Project Commences, Musical Jam, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Diagnosed With Mild Schizophrenia – Mad Chaos: April 30, 2003

Diary entry for April 30, 2003. See Jewell, Feeling Positive, See Psychiatrist, Replace Antidepressant Medication, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Importance Of Values – Mad Chaos: April 26, 2003

Diary entry for April 26, 2003. A Measure Of Identity, Nearly Debt-Free, Skipping Medication, Spiting Dad, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Root Cause Of My Anxiety – Mad Chaos: April 23, 2003

Diary entry for April 23, 2003. Anxiety Improves, Going At My Own Pace, Researching Historical Anxiety, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Shifting Punishment Between Siblings – Mad Chaos: April 20, 2003

Diary entry for April 20, 2003. Loathing Dad, Reliving Childhood Traumas, My Pattern Of Anxieties, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

My Brother’s Return Triggers Anxiety – Mad Chaos: April 15, 2003

Diary entry for April 15, 2003. Coming To Terms With Change, Sharing Space With My Anxiety, Darker Place, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Taking Baby Steps With Anxiety – Mad Chaos: April 8, 2003

Diary entry for April 8, 2003. Battle With Depression, Baby Steps With Anxiety, Social Practice, Sexually Frustrated, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Situational Isotopes Of Anxiety – Mad Chaos: April 7, 2003

Diary entry for April 7, 2003. Cause Of Anxieties, Root Of My Paranoia, How I Find Solace, Visit An Anxiety Clinic, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Cleaning Up My Life – Mad Chaos: April 4, 2003

Diary entry for April 4, 2003. Fitness Goal, Withdrawal Symptoms, Regulated Sleep, New Fridge, Positive Routines, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The First Cardinal Sin – Mad Chaos: March 11, 2003

Diary entry for March 11, 2003. Sydney Hotel Room, Unspeakable Mistake, Emotional Breakdown, Visit Doctor, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Path Into Darkness – Mad Chaos: March 3, 2003

Diary entry for March 3, 2003. How Anxiety Enveloped Me, Matryoshka Dolls Analogy, So Unhappy At Home, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A History Of School Years – Mad Chaos: February 4, 2003

Diary entry for February 4, 2003. Lack Of Identity, First Day At School, Fights, Bullies, Teen Angst, Passion, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Evolution Of My Anxiety – Mad Chaos: January 30, 2003

Diary entry for January 30, 2003. Study The Rise Of Anxiety, Major Events, Uneducated About Mental Health, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Overcoming A Fear Of Helplessness – Mad Chaos: January 16, 2003

Diary entry for January 16, 2003. Improvement In Chronic Insomnia, No Longer Feeling Helpless, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Going Three Days Without Anxiety – Mad Chaos: January 14, 2003

Second dairy entry for January 14, 2003. Practicing Sanity At Work, Learn To Crack Jokes, Kyra Flirts, Gym, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Learning Patience With Good Choices – Mad Chaos: January 14, 2003

First diary entry for January 15, 2003. Calmed By Socials, Battling Anxiety, Making Positive Choices, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

What My Tarot Cards Revealed – Mad Chaos: January 13, 2003

Diary entry for January 13, 2003. Reading My Tarot Cards, The Imposition Of Limitations, Work For The Dole, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Past The Point Of No Return – Mad Chaos: January 9, 2003

Diary entry for January 9, 2003. Obstacles Posed By Life, Recording Goals, Reading Back On The Lost Years, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Imad Breaks Our Friendship’s Impasse – Mad Chaos: January 8, 2003

Diary entry for January 8, 2003. New Years Eve At Byron Bay, Living In Two Worlds, Imad Visits, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Mad Chaos: Monday, May 13, 2002

There are about three to four hours before my planned leave to head up and see Imad this afternoon, and while a surmounting force of…

Coming To Understand My Social Anxiety – Mad Chaos: March 15, 2002

Diary entry for March 15, 2002. My Social Anxiety Disorder, Centrelink Visit, Saucy Online Chats, Gaming, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Diary Of A Mad Chaos: Thursday, January 24, 2002

Woozy From Fatty Food Oh, my head gives me revision of how woozy it felt some weeks back after eating fatty meats, and while only…

Jett Passes A Message Onto Jewell – Mad Chaos: December 9, 2001

Diary entry for December 9, 2001. Jett Speaks To Jewell, Lingering Feelings, Sonnets, Jewell’s Email, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Routines To Cope With Depression – Mad Chaos: October 3, 2001

Diary entry for October 3, 2001. Writing Again, North Wollongong Beach, Gym, Coping With Life, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Losing Control In Wet Weather – Mad Chaos: October 2, 2001

Second diary entry for October 2, 2001. Pointless Activities, Invited To Beach, Cruise, Losing Control Of My Car, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Feeling Unnecessarily Impotent In Life – Mad Chaos: October 2, 2001

First diary entry for October 2, 2001. Basketball & Weed With Tyler, Going To War, Smug Blonde, Shawn’s Pad, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The World Trade Centre Terrorist Attack – Mad Chaos: September 13, 2001

Diary entry for September 13, 2001. Who Is Osama Bin Laden, Terrorism, Saddam Hussein, Middle Eastern Peace, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

My Life Through Three Photo Albums – Mad Chaos: September 10, 2001

Diary entry for September 10, 2001. Remembering Nikita, Three Photo Albums, Maturing Through Experience, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Lost My Limited Tenure Job Contract – Mad Chaos: August 31, 2001

Diary entry for August 31, 2001. Coles Myer Job, Car Registration, Taronga Zoo, Friends, Gym, Politics, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Tampa Ship Forces Australia To Respond – Mad Chaos: August 30, 2001

Diary entry for August 30, 2001. Tampa Ship Anchored Off Christmas Island, Politics, Government Response, War Games, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Random Musings Of The Recluse – Mad Chaos: August 5, 2001

Diary entry for August 5, 2001. Gravity In Sports, Individual Freedom, Right State Of Mind, Happiness, God’s Boundary, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Eve Straightens Me Out – Mad Chaos: August 3, 2001

Diary entry for August 3, 2001. Personality Types, Forming Relationships, Internet Chat With The Eve, Out Of A Hole, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

How Rebellion Leads To Personal Growth – Mad Chaos: August 1, 2001

Diary entry for August 1, 2001. New Rap Group, History Of Friendships, Keeping It Real, The Heart Of Rebellion, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Losing A Part Of Myself In Scarlett – Mad Chaos: Friday, July 20, 2001

Diary entry for July 20, 2001. Online Chat With Scarlett, Dealing With Loss, Insecurity, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Largest Online Diary

The Big Bang Theory Of Cosmic Magnetism – Mad Chaos: July 4, 2001

Diary entry for July 4, 2001. The Big Bang, Cosmic Magnetism, An Atom’s Life Span, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Largest Online Diary

Discuss Social Anxiety Self-Diagnosis With Doctor – Mad Chaos: June 27, 2001

Diary entry for June 27, 2001. The Cool, Chest X-Rays, Social Anxiety, Medicated Puffer, Work At Coles, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Effect Of Marijuana On My Self-Esteem – Mad Chaos: June 26, 2001

Diary entry for June 26, 2001. Kicking Marijuana Habit, Repair Car, Sexual Haircut, New Mobile Phone Laws, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Learning To Stand On My Own Two Feet – Mad Chaos: June 24, 2001

Diary entry for June 24, 2001. Purchasing A Toyota Corona, Visit Imad In Kentlyn, Diagnose My Coughing, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Finding A Friend To Visit Car Yards With – Mad Chaos: June 23, 2001

Diary entry for June 23, 2001. Friends As The Backbone Of Confidence, Look To Buy A Used Car, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Theory Of Time Travel & Black Holes – Mad Chaos: June 20, 2001

Diary entry for June 20, 2001. Cause For Extreme Anxiety, Theories On Ageing, Time Travel & Black Holes, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Evolution Of Human Logistics Theory – Mad Chaos: June 6, 2001

Diary entry for June 6, 2001. Evolution Of Expression, Human Creativeness, Mental Telepathy, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Frolic With Scarlett In The Botanic Gardens – Mad Chaos: March 7, 2001

Diary entry for March 7, 2001. Tyler’s Bong Gift, Sex In Botanic Gardens With Scarlett, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Largest Online Diary

The Writer Is Burnt Out – Mad Chaos: February 20, 2001

Diary entry for February 20, 2001. Burnout, Finding Root Causes, Hope For Resolve, Scarlett The Death Knell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Succumbing To Massage Parlors – Mad Chaos: February 12, 2001

Diary entry for February 12, 2001. Scorching Summer, Massage Turns Into Unprotected Sex, The Dice Man Novel, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Computer Crashes That Murder The Writer – Mad Chaos: February 9, 2001

Diary entry for February 9, 2001. Constant Computer Crashes, Burnout Looming, The Writer Fades Away, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary.

Serving The Wasteland – Mad Chaos: February 3, 2001

Diary entry for February 3, 2001. Rendered Unproductive, My Own Personal Doomsday, Chat With Azalea, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Marijuana, A Self-Destructive Catharsis – Mad Chaos: January 31, 2001

Diary entry for January 31, 2001. Smoke Marijuana, A Long Literary Drought, Five Days Of Backlog To Write, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Crucible Fabric Of The Memoirs – Mad Chaos: January 29, 2001

Diary entry for January 29, 2001. Red Flags Towards Recession, Inevitable Burnout, One Final Push, Biorhythms, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Gruelling War On Backlog – Mad Chaos: January 28, 2001

Diary entry for January 28, 2001. The Writer Digs Deep, Domain Name Delegation Task, Website, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Suffering A Stress Attack – Mad Chaos: January 27, 2001

Diary entry for January 27, 2001. Neighborhood Noise, Play Loud Music, Upload Content To My Website, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Smoking Marijuana To Procrastinate – Mad Chaos: January 26, 2001

Diary entry for January 26, 2001. Domain Name Registration, Get Stoned, The Fear Of Doing Nothing, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Birthday Celebration With The Writer – Mad Chaos: January 18, 2001

Diary entry for January 19, 2001. A Bad Stretch, Burden Of Backlog, Impeded Progress, Writing Strategies, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Mad Chaos: Tuesday, June 6, 2000

The time now is 5:15am.  I came to write in my diary. Dreams are becoming a regular occurrence and thankfully, they are remembered with more…

Reflecting On The Lost Years Era – Mad Chaos: April 26, 2000

Diary entry for April 26, 2000. Studying The Lost Years, Reliving The Twists, Two Loves, Memoir Work, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Growing In Confidence With Iseul – Mad Chaos: November 10, 1999

Third diary entry for November 10, 1999. Iseul Cancels Date, Learn Korean, Suggest Sleepover, Naked Jokes, Alec Phones, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary