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Description: Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today.

First Time DoorDash Grocery Deliveries – Mad Chaos: October 8, 2022

Diary entry for October 8, 1998. Changing Zones, Grocery Deliveries, Petrol Costs, Peak Hour, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

DoorDash Food Delivery Driver Perks – Mad Chaos: October 8, 2022

First diary entry for October 8, 1998. National Crime Check Issues, Stacked Orders, Zones, Driver Perks, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Earning Easy Money Through DoorDash – Mad Chaos: October 7, 2022

Diary entry for October 7, 1998. Earn Doing Errands, Restaurant Food Delivery, Long Wait Times In KFC, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

DoorDash Food Deliveries First Days – Mad Chaos: October 6, 2022

Diary entry for October 6, 1998. DoorDash Food Deliveries, Food Deliveries In The 1990s, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Chest Day In Club Lime Gym – Mad Chaos: July 9, 2022

Diary entry for July 9, 2022. Daily Nutritional Intake, Gym Session – Chest Day, Post Gym Routine, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Arms & Legs Day In Club Lime Gym – Mad Chaos: July 7, 2022

Diary entry for July 7, 2022. Gym Session – Arms & Legs, Daily Nutritional Intake, Progress Photos, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Chest & Abs Day In Club Lime Gym – Mad Chaos: July 4, 2022

Diary entry for July 4, 2022. Gym Session – Bare Fridge Diet, Gym Fantasies, Growing In Confidence, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Finding My Swagger At The Gym – Mad Chaos: July 2, 2022

Diary entry for July 2, 2022. Work Lunch, Buy Hand Towel, Asking For Help In The Gym, Nutrition, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Will Scanning Floppy Disks Corrupt The Magnetic Storage Medium?

This tutorial sets out to test whether the process of scanning the surface of 3.5 inch floppy disks will damage the disk’s magnetic storage medium?

The Vanilla Computing Experience Of The 1990s – Amiga 500

This post explores the history of the pre-internet Bulletin Board System (BBS) era, the competing Amiga & PC scenes of the 1990s, baud modems, and more.

The Desire To Build A Complete Amiga 500 Games Collection

The desire to build the Amiga 500 game collection that I wished I had as a financially depraved fourteen year old kid can now be realized as a nostalgic adult.

An Explainer On Lamer Exterminator Virus Infection Methods – Amiga 500

This post looks at how the Lamer Exterminator computer virus infects Amiga 500 memory and disks, as well as diagnostic tools to detect and eliminate the virus.

A Modern Theme Park Tutorial & Review – Amiga 500

This post reviews Theme Park by Bullfrog on the Amiga 500, providing a tutorial on Theme Park gameplay, load times, screens, game elements, and strategy.

The Settlers Crash Course Tutorial & Review – Amiga 500

This tutorial on The Settlers made by Blue Byte for the Amiga in 1993 provides a crash course on gameplay to begin your epic journey to conquering the world.

A Modern Sim City V1.1 Tutorial & Review – Amiga 500

This post reviews Sim City version 1.1 on the Amiga 500, providing a tutorial on Sim City gameplay, load times, features, windows, options and playability.

The Face Mask Confrontation At A NSW Council Leisure Center

Since the abolition of medical apartheid in NSW, claiming a face mask medical exemption can deescalate a vaccine mandate showdown. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Diary.

A Story Of Two Tales For Purebloods In Chemist Warehouse

What discrimination and shunning is still faced by pureblood free-thinkers three months after ending COVID-19 medical segregation in New South Wales.

The Canadian Trucker Freedom Convoy Spring

The Canadian Trucker Freedom Convoy protests highlights the fight against terrorism perpetrated by a fringe minority in the pro-vaccine camp.

The Call Of Duty To Triple Vaccinate

How does the call of duty to vaccinate compare to other Australian government intrusions and punishments on ordinary Australians throughout history?

The Good, The Bad, And The Pureblood – January 18, 2022

The good, the bad, and the ugly showdown between the dirty unvaccinated pureblood and pesky vaccine mandate peddlers. Diary entry for January 18, 2022.

Battling The Continued Slur On Novak Djokovic

Battling the brainwashed Australians that accept Australian government and mainstream news misinformation on why Novak Djokovic was deported.

Woolworths Supermarkets Not For The Unvaccinated

Finding out whether unvaccinated Australians can work At Woolworths supermarkets amid the COVID-19 pandemic. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary.

The Effect Omicron Has On The Australian Hospitality Industry

Australian businesses in the hospitality industry have seen a huge impact on staff retention as a direct effect of the coronavirus pandemic and vaccine mandates.

COVID-19 Disruptions Wrecking Workplaces And Food Supply In Australia – January 13, 2022

New South Wales recorded over 92,000 COVID-19 cases today, with the data being mostly unreliable due to the backlog of self-reported at-home rapid antigen tests dating…

The Australian Communist Regime vs Novak Djokovic

The time now is 10 pm, January 9, 2022.  Novak Djokovic has remained a political prisoner being held in an Australian immigration hotel for three…

Picking Battles Over Face Masks Inside A Toy Store – January 8, 2022

There have been 48,098 new COVID cases in New South Wales today.  I am just one Australian who has not contracted COVID since the beginning of…

A Doctor’s Opinion On The Politics Of PRC Tests And Rapid Antigen Tests

The Medical Opinion New South Wales recorded 23,131 COVID-19 cases today, with 105 people in ICU, and 2 deaths. The time now is 11:55am.  I…

The New Health Welfare Recipients of Australia

This morning, at 8:40am, on the drive into town to visit a medical center, I noticed a long line of illegally parked cars snaked around…

The COVID-19 Petri Dish That Is Australia

Times have changed, dramatically.  New South Wales recorded 18,278 COVID-19 cases today, while two people died.   Today I came outside to Macarthur Square to enjoy…

Spotlight Marches Me To The Back Of The COVID-19 Bus

Today I took my son into town to play in a council kids play area with a sandpit on the main road sidewalk.  There would…

Being Vaccine Free And Surrounded By People Sick With COVID-19

Today, New South Wales recorded 12,226 COVID-19 cases and one death with COVID.  I entered the local  pharmacy, mask-free, with an empty bottle of medication…

It’s Beginning To Look A Lot Like COVID

This morning, I drove down to the local  medical clinic with an empty bottle of medication and my son’s vaccination immunization record in hand.   There would…

How To Respond When A COVID Test Result Comes Back Positive

How to communicate with your immediate family and friends when a COVID test result returns positive. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Diary.

The Australian COVID-19 Lockdown Cycle

This morning, while I had noodle soup for breakfast, my mom walked into the room to ask me to take her into town today. She…

The End Of Medical Apartheid In New South Wales, Australia

Today marks the first day in New South Wales – since June 25, 2021 when lockdowns began – where everybody, vaccinated or unvaccinated, is welcome…

One Day Before Freedom Day For The Unvaccinated

Macarthur Square in New South Wales, Australia is one of the largest malls in the southern hemisphere.  One day before all businesses in New South…

The Misspelled Diary Queen Dairy Google Search Conundrum

How a well-researched search engine optimised (SEO) article can take advantage of a misspelled term like dairy / diary queen in Google search results.

The Omicron Coronavirus Variant Emerges From South Africa

The Omicron variant emerges from South Africa. Western governments react to close international borders. Omicron is the lead news story globally.

Businesses Enforce Waning COVID-19 Vaccine Mandates

In Australia, New South Wales, during the COVID-19 pandemic, we drove as a family back home having finished letting Lincoln play in the local skate…

Covid-19 Safe Habits Die Hard

Hearing the front door to our house creak open and closed at 9:30am, I belatedly rushed to the porch.  Looking down the sleepy road, mom…

The Dark Glove Of Totalitarian Power

I read an article on the Daily Wire news website with the headline “OSHA suspends vaccine mandate following a court order, lawsuits” that explains how the…

The Cornered Pure Blood In A COVID-19 Safe Business

It has been one month since New South Wales exited its 106 days in lockdown.  The NSW lockdowns began on June 26, 2021 due to…

Unvaccinated Pure Bloods Need Toys Too

Fresh from our discriminatory covid-19 vaccine mandate run-in at Best & Less, followed by a hassle-free nip into Cargo Depot to purchase a $1 ceramic…

Covid-19 Vaccine Passport Discrimination In Retail Shops

Today I drove my family to Macarthur Square, one of the largest shopping centers in the southern hemisphere, located in Australia, New South Wales. For…

Australian Mainstream News Descending Into Media Propaganda

Australian news media during the coronavirus pandemic has increasingly become like Chinese propaganda.   Living in China for seven years made me attuned to national…

The Face Mask Confrontation in Max Brenner

On this temperate, sunny day in Australia, I rushed to make the 3pm catch up with my double vaccinated best friend of thirty years, Imad.  …

A Mandatory Double-Jabbed Coffee Thanks

Today was a noble, sunny, blue skies day in Australia, New South Wales, perfect weather for a coffee with my double jabbed vaccinated best friend…

First Haircut In Segregated Australia

Thinking the barber shop would close at 4pm today, I quickly sped down to Campbelltown mall in the car at 3:50pm.  Having spent over four months…

X-Copy Professional and Dos 2 Dos Amiga To PC Copy Combinations

This post discovers how to use Dos 2 Dos and X-Copy Professional to make floppy disks cross-compatible in PC and Amiga floppy drives, and more.

Deluxe Paint IV Graphic Design Capabilities On The Amiga 500

This post explores graphic design using Deluxe Paint on the Commodore Amiga, the proliferation of porn in the 1990’s, the evolution of file sizes, and more.

The Amiga File Type & File Extension File Format Problem

This post explores the lack of native support for file types and file extensions on the Commodore Amiga, how to load Amiga floppy disks into a PC disk drive, and more.

OctaMED Professional Music Tracker Capabilities On The Amiga 500

This post explores OctaMED, the professional music tracker for the Commodore Amiga, basic functions, featuring songs written in the 1990’s.

Testing Super Cars On A Working Amiga 500 Computer

With the purchase of an Amiga 500 computer, it was time to play a game. Will Super Cars load into the A500 memory and survive the load test, or crash?

How To Set Up An Amiga 500 With An Analog TV Display

This post troubleshoots how to connect an Amiga 500 to an analog TV display, for new modern-day owners of a refurbished or second-hand Amiga 500 computer.

Purchasing A Second-Hand Amiga 500

Tips on how to buy an Amiga 500 computer through a reseller, planning, online or in-person, purchase tips, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Negotiating The Second-Hand Purchase Of An Amiga 500 Computer

Finding an Australian Amiga 500 seller on Facebook Marketplace, I arranged to meet with the seller, but doubts about the authenticity of the Amiga 500 remained.

Mad Chaos: February 5, 2020 – Working From Home During The Coronavirus Outbreak

Today, is our fourteenth consecutive day of self-quarantine in Guangzhou (广州市) due to the coronavirus (冠状病毒). I woke up this morning to a loud noise outside our apartment…

Mad Chaos: February 4, 2020 – The Novel Coronavirus Normalizes International Racism

Today, is our thirteenth consecutive day of self-quarantine in Guangzhou (广州市) due to the coronavirus (冠状病毒). Earlier I had taken my son outside to play along Pearl river…

Mad Chaos: February 4, 2020 – A Gloomy Public Encounter During The Epidemic

Today, is our thirteenth consecutive day of self-quarantine in Guangzhou (广州市) due to the coronavirus (冠状病毒). As soon as I woke up I prepared to take my son…

Mad Chaos: February 3, 2020 – Hysteria Sets In During The Coronavirus Outbreak

Today, on our twelfth consecutive day of self-quarantine in Guangzhou (广州市) due to the coronavirus (冠状病毒), up until now we had made calls to the Australian consulate and…

Mad Chaos: February 3, 2020 – Contacting The Australian Consulate Hotline From China

Today, on our twelfth consecutive day of self-quarantine in Guangzhou (广州市) due to the coronavirus (冠状病毒), I woke up to playful screams from my son in the living room.  I…

Mad Chaos: February 2, 2020 – A 5.2 Scale Earthquake Strikes Chengdu

As my wife cooked dinner tonight, I had a burning desire to return to my normal routine.  The novel coronavirus outbreak (冠状病毒) in China has confined us…

How Kids Play During The Coronavirus Outbreak – February 2, 2020

Today, on our eleventh consecutive day of self-quarantine in Guangzhou (广州市) due to the coronavirus (冠状病毒), I had come outside the apartment block for a coffee run in…

Mad Chaos: February 2, 2020 – Coronavirus Outbreak Fact From Fiction

Today, on our eleventh consecutive day of self-quarantine in Guangzhou (广州市) due to the coronavirus (冠状病毒), I woke up to greet my son in the living room. I…

Mad Chaos: February 1, 2020 – Finding Normality Amid The Coronavirus Outbreak

Today, on our tenth consecutive day of self-quarantine in Guangzhou (广州市) due to the coronavirus (冠状病毒)I came to Rock Square to purchase a cappuccino and to window shop….

Mad Chaos: February 1, 2020 – Travel Restrictions From Mainland China

The World Health Organization (WHO) labeled the novel coronavirus outbreak in China an international emergency.  You cannot get any more severe than that.  Now the world…

Mad Chaos: January 31, 2020 – Scoot Flight Cancellations From Mainland China

Today, on our ninth consecutive day of self-quarantine in Guangzhou (广州市) due to the coronavirus (冠状病毒)I have only been out of the house for 30 minutes to buy…

Mad Chaos: January 31, 2020 – Following China’s Household Exit Restrictions

Today is our ninth consecutive day of self-quarantine in Guangzhou (广州市) due to the coronavirus (冠状病毒). I woke up in the afternoon.  As soon as I opened the…

Separating Coronavirus Fact From Fiction – January 30, 2020

An early evening nap after lunch was a good energizer on this eighth consecutive day of self-quarantine in Guangzhou (广州市) due to the coronavirus (冠状病毒)….

Mad Chaos: January 30, 2020 – Airline Enforce Wuhan Travel Bans

Today is our eighth consecutive day of self-quarantine in Guangzhou (广州市) due to the coronavirus (冠状病毒). I woke up in the afternoon with a dry…

Mad Chaos: January 29, 2020 – Shopping In Crowded Chinese Wet Markets

Today is our seventh consecutive day of self-quarantine in Guangzhou (广州市) due to the coronavirus (冠状病毒).  I woke up late in the afternoon, feeling weary…

Mad Chaos: January 28, 2020 – Carving Out A Coronavirus Escape Plan

Dinner was a bowl of rice, a dish of green vegetables, and scrambled eggs.  I have lived in China, Guangzhou for seven years, and I still…

Mad Chaos: January 28, 2020 – Questioning The Transparency Of Coronavirus Reports

Today I woke up late in the afternoon.  It is our sixth consecutive day of self-quarantine in Guangzhou (广州市) due to the coronavirus (冠状病毒). My son…

Mad Chaos: January 27, 2020 – Interaction Curbed Amid Growing Coronavirus Fears

Due to the novel coronavirus outbreak (冠状病毒) in China, our family has now experienced its fifth consecutive day of self-quarantine in Guangzhou (广州市). Our son…

Coronavirus Causes Bolstered Security Presence – Mad Chaos: January 26, 2020

Diary entry for January 26, 2020. The coronavirus causes a bolstered security presence at the local mall. The fourth day self-quarantined in China, Guangzhou, amid the coronavirus outbreak.

Accustoming To Self-Quarantine – Mad Chaos: January 25, 2020

Diary entry for January 25, 2020. A day spent indoors buying takeout, struggling with headaches. The third day self-quarantined in China, Guangzhou amid the coronavirus outbreak,

Chinese Spring Festival In Quarantine – Mad Chaos: January 24, 2020

Second diary entry for January 24, 2020. The second day self-quarantined in China, Guangzhou, amid the coronavirus outbreak, we cancel all social plans for Spring Festival.

Wuhan Goes Into Lockdown – Mad Chaos: January 24, 2020

First diary entry for January 24, 2020. The second day self-quarantined in China, Guangzhou, amid the coronavirus outbreak, we cancel all social plans for Spring Festival.

Ghost Towns On Chinese New Year – Mad Chaos: January 23, 2020

Diary entry for January 23, 2020. Guangzhou Abandoned On Chinese New Year Due To Novel Coronavirus, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Diary Of A Mad Chaos: Tuesday, July 10, 2018

The audio diary captures thoughts as they come to me, every single minute of every single day since September 2016. The Buxom Girl On The…

Diary Of A Mad Chaos: Monday, July 9, 2018

Work Day In CSR Martini The time was 9:30 am when I came off my first break at work at CSR Martini. In the morning…

Diary Of A Mad Chaos: Monday, May 8, 2006

Yesterday before sleep I was inches from provoked while I came to sleep, and resolved the internal dispute that psyche spewed onto conscience and conscience…

Diary Of A Mad Chaos: Sunday, March 19, 2006

Stroll Around The Block In hours earlier, I walked around the block pallid and perverse.  I avoided the public to remain a paranoid freak.  I…

Diary Of A Mad Chaos: Saturday, September 17, 2005

The Few Coincidental Brushes With Jewell The sudden manifestation of Jewell Pressley has opened up a trove of perspective to review real issues.  I need…

Diary Of A Mad Chaos: Saturday, September 3, 2005

Arrive To Mercure Hotel Perth, Western Australia The time was 2:10 pm Western Australia time when I arrived to level 7, room 718 of Mercure hotel…

Diary Of A Mad Chaos: October 21, 2004

When Tyler did leave our house at 3:50 pm, Cleo and I were in the kitchen.  We sorted out the groceries like prisoners that had been in solitary…

The Pressure To Move House – Mad Chaos: October 9, 2004

Diary entry for October 9, 2004. Heightened Family Tensions, Discuss Moving With Artie, Federal Election Vote, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Trials Of The Psyche – Mad Chaos: October 1, 2004

Diary entry for October 1, 2004. Tetty Shares Her Problems, Being Human, Smiling, Help Eric Install Software, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Discovering An Affirmative Psyche – Mad Chaos: September 30, 2004

Diary entry for September 30, 2004. Anatomy Of The Psyche, Conscience, Mind, Self, Evaluating My Life, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Slow Rise From Self-Preservation – Mad Chaos: September 26, 2004

Diary entry for September 26, 2004. Family Barbecue, Insomnia, Caffeine Research, Eric Considers Pilot License, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Definition Of Compulsive Escapism – Mad Chaos: September 21, 2004

Diary entry for September 21, 2004. The Aviary Of These Memoirs, Anxious Tics, Guarana Research, Eric Returns, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Dreams Of An Inundated Writer – Mad Chaos: September 20, 2004

Diary entry for September 20, 2004. Rewards Scheme, A Sense Of Calm, Psychological Effect Of My Anxiety, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

How I Became The Neurotic Writer – Mad Chaos: September 10, 2004

Diary entry for September 10, 2004. Junkyard Bedroom, The Trouble With Eric, Memoir And Insomnia Theme, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Inspired By A Salman Rushdie Quote – Mad Chaos: August 31, 2004

Diary entry for August 31, 2004. Brother Sleeps Over, Levi’s Constant Calls, Play Minesweeper With Weston, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Short Tether Of Tolerance – Mad Chaos: August 20, 2004

Diary entry for August 20, 2004. Depressed In A Virtual World, Zyprexa Legacy, Brother’s New White Car, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Sullied Path To Temptations – Mad Chaos: August 18, 2004

Diary entry for August 18, 2004. Feeling Vulnerable, Sex Worker Placebo, Oral Sex Obsession, No-Frills Massage, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Erosion Of Disciplines – Mad Chaos: August 16, 2004

Diary entry for August 16, 2004. Being Reclusive, Watch Olympics, Hopeless Dreams, Flirting At Local Supermarket, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Submitting To The Phantom Month – Mad Chaos: August 14, 2004

Diary entry for August 14, 2004. Olympics Opening Ceremony, A Fallow Day, Succumb To Provincial Cure, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Becoming A First-Time Uncle – Mad Chaos: August 10, 2004

Diary entry for August 10, 2004. Reclusion Syndrome, Mum Homesick, Birth Of Sabrina, Bad Blood In The Family, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Glutted Memoir Reservoir – Mad Chaos: August 9, 2004

Diary entry for August 9, 2004. A Hopeless Cycle, Bonding With The Blue Budgie, A Return To The Memoir, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Distancing From Levi’s Harassing Calls – Mad Chaos: August 8, 2004

Diary entry for August 8, 2004. A Day Deprived Of Pleasure, Constantly Interrupted, Levi Continues To Call, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Keeping A Slim Day Through Inertia – Mad Chaos: August 3, 2004

Diary entry for August 3, 2004. Death In The Aviary, Showing No Weakness, Brush Techniques, Passing Time, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Sloven In The Realms Of Apathy – Mad Chaos: August 2, 2004

Diary entry for August 2, 2004. A Disoriented Trip To The Shops, Keeping A Low Profile, Date With The Memoir, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Battle To Save The Memoir – Mad Chaos: July 25, 2004

Diary entry for July 25, 2004. The Depression Debt, Chat On MSN Messenger, So Close To Surrender, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Hanging Out With Weston – Mad Chaos: July 23, 2004

Diary entry for July 23, 2004. Volume Of Invention, Louise Invites Me Over, MSN Messenger Hacks, Weston, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Walk That Inspired Creativity – Mad Chaos: July 16, 2004

Second diary entry for July 16, 2004. Bump Into Brother, Quirks In The Mall, What Women Attract Me, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A New Era Of The Hare – Mad Chaos: July 16, 2004

Diary entry for July 16, 2004. A Marathon Writing Session, Tightening The Belt, Transition From Rabbit To Hare, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Constructing An Optimism Chamber – Mad Chaos: July 11, 2004

Diary entry for July 11, 2004. Writing The Memoir In My Dreams, Momentum Through Chores, Praetorians On PC, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Overcoming Social-Induced Apathy – Mad Chaos: July 5, 2004

Diary entry for July 5, 2004. Abstained From Zyprexa, Matchmaker Profiles, Mental Health, Focus On Exercise, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Cholecystokinin Links To Anxiety-Panic Disorder – Mad Chaos: July 3, 2004

Diary entry for July 3, 2004. Biorhythm Cycles, Research Nutrition, Norepinephrine, Mumbles Visits, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Self-Diagnosis Of Anxiety & Panic Disorder – Mad Chaos: July 1, 2004

Diary entry for July 1, 2004. Withdrawal From Zyprexa, Schizophrenia Label, The Root Of My Anxiety, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Managed Withdrawal From Olanzapine Medication – Mad Chaos: June 29, 2004

Diary entry for June 29, 2004. Ceasing To Enjoy Life, Counselor, Lali Wants A Fling, Cursed Memoirs, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Assembling The Backyard Roof – Mad Chaos: June 18, 2004

Diary entry for June 18, 2004. Intense Exercise, Centrelink, Backyard Roof Assembly, Study Alprazolam, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Secrets To Weight Loss – Mad Chaos: May 29, 2004

Third diary entry for May 29, 2004. A Torturing Exercise Session, Disillusioned With Yo-Yo Effect, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Penning A Letter To Lyssa – Mad Chaos: May 22, 2004

Diary entry for May 22, 2004. Letter To Lyssa, Print Mad Chaos Book, Guarana Drink Diet, Ten Resolutions, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Productive Proofreading Spell – Mad Chaos: May 11, 2004

Diary entry for May 11, 2004. Proofreading The Diary, Friends Contribute Stories, Centrelink Psychologist, Alprazolam, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Disciplined Month Of Socials – Mad Chaos: October 19, 2003

Diary entry for October 19, 2003. The Shadow Of The Writer, Visit Imad, Hang Out With Tatton & Shawn, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

On Top Of My Anxieties – Mad Chaos: June 25, 2003

Diary entry for June 25, 2003. On The Outside Of Anxieties, Creating Diary Era Titles, Published Books, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Living With A Sense Of Optimism – Mad Chaos: June 11, 2003

Diary entry for June 11, 2003. A Wholesome Day Of Highs, Revising The Diary Histories, Optimistic Day, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Motorola Mobile Phone Purchased – Mad Chaos: June 11, 2003

Diary entry for June 8, 2003. A Planned Day In Town, Buy A Mobile Phone, Many Doors Open, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Brush With Lyssa Forces Reevaluation – Mad Chaos: June 8, 2003

Diary entry for June 8, 2003. Pushed To Write, Antisocial Weekend, Finances, A Brush With Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Confronting My Fear Of Rejection – Mad Chaos: June 4, 2003

Diary entry for June 4, 2003. Bump Into Yazmin In Supermarket, Courage To Make A Connection, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Walk Dark Corridors Alone – Mad Chaos: June 2, 2003

Diary entry for June 2, 2003. Lyssa Leaves A Hole, In Control Of My Mind, Reflecting On Three Wasted Years, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Revelation Of Boredom – Mad Chaos: June 1, 2003

Second diary entry for June 1, 2003. Inundated By Internal Escapes, Goal To Focus On Employment, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Steadily Industrializing Mind – Mad Chaos: June 1, 2003

First diary entry for June 1, 2003. Peak Consciousness Of The Writer, Hard To Move On, Diary Revisions, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Diary Histories Revision Resumes – Mad Chaos: May 21, 2003

Diary entry for May 21, 2003. Reasons To Wake Up, Revise The Diary, New Gym Schedule, Job Search, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Routines To Counter My Anxieties – Mad Chaos: May 20, 2003

Diary entry for May 20, 2003. A Fun Day Grocery Shopping, Break Through Morning Anxieties, Shopping, Gym, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Manga Band Sessions – Mad Chaos: May 19, 2003

Diary entry for May 19, 2003. Mentally Disciplined Fortnight, Paying Down Debts, Diary Editorial Process, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Diary Eras Editorial Project – Mad Chaos: May 18, 2003

Diary entry for May 18, 2003. A Busy Two Weeks, Socials, Gym, Editorial Project Commences, Musical Jam, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Diagnosed With Mild Schizophrenia – Mad Chaos: April 30, 2003

Diary entry for April 30, 2003. See Jewell, Feeling Positive, See Psychiatrist, Replace Antidepressant Medication, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Importance Of Values – Mad Chaos: April 26, 2003

Diary entry for April 26, 2003. A Measure Of Identity, Nearly Debt-Free, Skipping Medication, Spiting Dad, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Root Cause Of My Anxiety – Mad Chaos: April 23, 2003

Diary entry for April 23, 2003. Anxiety Improves, Going At My Own Pace, Researching Historical Anxiety, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Shifting Punishment Between Siblings – Mad Chaos: April 20, 2003

Diary entry for April 20, 2003. Loathing Dad, Reliving Childhood Traumas, My Pattern Of Anxieties, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

My Brother’s Return Triggers Anxiety – Mad Chaos: April 15, 2003

Diary entry for April 15, 2003. Coming To Terms With Change, Sharing Space With My Anxiety, Darker Place, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Taking Baby Steps With Anxiety – Mad Chaos: April 8, 2003

Diary entry for April 8, 2003. Battle With Depression, Baby Steps With Anxiety, Social Practice, Sexually Frustrated, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Situational Isotopes Of Anxiety – Mad Chaos: April 7, 2003

Diary entry for April 7, 2003. Cause Of Anxieties, Root Of My Paranoia, How I Find Solace, Visit An Anxiety Clinic, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Cleaning Up My Life – Mad Chaos: April 4, 2003

Diary entry for April 4, 2003. Fitness Goal, Withdrawal Symptoms, Regulated Sleep, New Fridge, Positive Routines, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The First Cardinal Sin – Mad Chaos: March 11, 2003

Diary entry for March 11, 2003. Sydney Hotel Room, Unspeakable Mistake, Emotional Breakdown, Visit Doctor, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Path Into Darkness – Mad Chaos: March 3, 2003

Diary entry for March 3, 2003. How Anxiety Enveloped Me, Matryoshka Dolls Analogy, So Unhappy At Home, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A History Of School Years – Mad Chaos: February 4, 2003

Diary entry for February 4, 2003. Lack Of Identity, First Day At School, Fights, Bullies, Teen Angst, Passion, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Evolution Of My Anxiety – Mad Chaos: January 30, 2003

Diary entry for January 30, 2003. Study The Rise Of Anxiety, Major Events, Uneducated About Mental Health, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Overcoming A Fear Of Helplessness – Mad Chaos: January 16, 2003

Diary entry for January 16, 2003. Improvement In Chronic Insomnia, No Longer Feeling Helpless, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Going Three Days Without Anxiety – Mad Chaos: January 14, 2003

Second dairy entry for January 14, 2003. Practicing Sanity At Work, Learn To Crack Jokes, Kyra Flirts, Gym, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Learning Patience With Good Choices – Mad Chaos: January 14, 2003

First diary entry for January 15, 2003. Calmed By Socials, Battling Anxiety, Making Positive Choices, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

What My Tarot Cards Revealed – Mad Chaos: January 13, 2003

Diary entry for January 13, 2003. Reading My Tarot Cards, The Imposition Of Limitations, Work For The Dole, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Past The Point Of No Return – Mad Chaos: January 9, 2003

Diary entry for January 9, 2003. Obstacles Posed By Life, Recording Goals, Reading Back On The Lost Years, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Imad Breaks Our Friendship’s Impasse – Mad Chaos: January 8, 2003

Diary entry for January 8, 2003. New Years Eve At Byron Bay, Living In Two Worlds, Imad Visits, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Mad Chaos: Monday, May 13, 2002

There are about three to four hours before my planned leave to head up and see Imad this afternoon, and while a surmounting force of…

Coming To Understand My Social Anxiety – Mad Chaos: March 15, 2002

Diary entry for March 15, 2002. My Social Anxiety Disorder, Centrelink Visit, Saucy Online Chats, Gaming, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Diary Of A Mad Chaos: Thursday, January 24, 2002

Woozy From Fatty Food Oh, my head gives me revision of how woozy it felt some weeks back after eating fatty meats, and while only…