Chilling To Music At Home
Waking up today, all day I was anticipating meeting Jewell again.
The day traveled slowly while I listened to music all day at home until around 6:00pm.
I had to go over to her house at 6:00pm.
Pizza Hut Runs
I left for Pizza Hut where with Lucas we met up with Simon.
I traveled with Simon for some runs.
Then Rory popped up with Palmer.
Falling For Jewell
We ended up leaving at 8:00pm.
When we got to Raby, there they were all standing at the front of their house together. They all looked good.
Jewell was wearing a white skirt that was a long top. She looked very, very hot if I do say so myself.
What I’m feeling now is something I haven’t felt for a long time. She is the first girl that I have really craved for. It’s not only that she’s got a body or a beautiful face but it’s the image she portrays to me of the kind of person she is. When I talked to her it all came true. My imagination ran wild.
At first we talked with Rory and Palmer. He gave her a mighty stare. She moved away from him and looked at me as if to say, “I don’t want him. I want someone else.”
Lucas Stays To Hang Out
When Rory and the rest left, me and Lucas stayed. We were going to leave also but of course… we decided to stay.
We all stepped in Lucas’s car because it started to rain. We sat in the front as they crammed in the back.
We had a good conversation.
Her Birthday is on 2nd April and she is an Aries. She told me that she does ballet at St Andrews and she likes skating, of course.
I told them some information about me and they took it well. I didn’t want to tell them more than they asked so as not to look like I loved myself.
So far we are going to go shopping together on Saturday morning before Jewell and Zola go to work at Franklins near their houses.
A Perfect Night
Tonight was perfect. It will get better as we go along because they seem to all like my company and I love theirs.
Jewell is so good that I would not touch her, never do something bad to her for the whole time that I knew her. If I thought that she wanted space I would give it to her.
The basic fact is that I don’t want to rush her to do anything that we might regret later.
She wants me to call her tomorrow, so I’ll call her from work and ask her if she would come home with me at 5:30pm on the train. I don’t know how she will react because she has strict parents and she doesn’t know me that well, but she wants to know me and I want to know her.
This could be the break I needed, someone to be with.
I know that I am feeling emotions for her. I know that I’ve never loved someone before but have come close with my emotions. I just feel that she won’t hurt my feelings like all the other girls have broken my heart.
With Jewell I feel that she will be my first love, with me already starting to develop emotions for her.
Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.
