The mighty motor of my memoirs roars again, lavished in old histories that the writer surpluses. Real progress is made on documenting the eras, but it comes at the expense of my ordinary days, where really, this fortnight, there has been no outside life to talk about.
A Busy Two Weeks
These last two weeks have been spent encamped either here or at the gym with no social space between.
The machine called to catch up a couple of days ago.
Only today the negative bridged the gulf.
But it has been a sane two weeks nonetheless spent popping pills, redrafting prose, and in this vein of discipline happily passing time. Computer games have also been the hostile takeover of these last few days, but sometimes it is my only discretion.
An Editorial Project Relieves Pressure
Anyhow, the scene is a quiet one at the moment. A dog barks as the sun guilds the trees and grasses outside. A rain lasted four days before it, wherein most of my time was spent in front of this computer, but I do get closer every day.
Each revised paragraph may only scratch the surface but its progress is definite and purposeful.
Slowly the wheels of the writer too will turn again, as he sways in the balance for now, but not for long.
I feel like the pressure has been lifted however because these memoirs in a sense have jumped their worst hurdle. They have justified their purpose, and each probing day reveals it more.
The boys are coming over soon anyway, so this was only going to be a short entry, as a revealer of progress. A bid with a guitar in our music session will do some good. It will keep me honest in front of company, until next week arrives and this fortnight frugal proves to have been worth it.
Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.
