Lyssa Ignores My Strong Sexual Hints – Mad Chaos: May 17, 1998

It has been a fair couple of days.  They have been good to me.  Firstly, let me just start with my trip to Campbelltown after my last entry.  

On Friday night, once in Campbelltown I traveled to Leumeah where Lyssa was waiting for me.  Seeing Ned there I had a talk to him for a couple of seconds, noticing he was hanging out with a completely different group than usual.

Lyssa Still Angry With Me

Crossing the railroad tracks I greeted Lyssa who was angry with me still because I believed she was on the phone to someone else a couple of days ago.  Waiting at the bus stop we didn’t really talk, as we waited a couple of minutes until the bus showed up.  

On the bus Lyssa was upset because I still didn’t believe she was talking to Velda.  Thinking it over in my head, I thought that Lyssa wouldn’t go to this extent to lie to me (after swearing to god and on her mum’s grave she didn’t speak to anyone but Velda).  So I apologized to her and gave her a hug and kiss.  

The rest of the bus ride home was great.  We were talking to each other as normal after that.  Lyssa appreciated my apology.

Preparing For A Night Out

At Lyssa’s house, I waited as she got ready for our night out with Ali and Penelope at the movies.  I made myself something to eat and Lyssa had a shower.  Naked I felt when Lyssa’s mum came walking in the door and politely asked me how I was while I was eating her two-week-old food.  Eating a little quicker, I then sat in the lounge room where I could hide and awaited Lyssa’s return.  

Stepping out of the shower with her makeup done, Lyssa answered two phone calls.  Then she walked into her room where Carleigh was.  I would have walked in there but I didn’t want to step in while Carleigh was having a chat with her.

Cruise To Macarthur Square

Sometime later, Ali and Penelope came over.  A couple of minutes later we were ready to head off.  Lyssa and I jumped in the back seat of Ali’s car, as I gave Lyssa the seat with the working seat belt.  

Driving to Woodbine McDonald’s there was nothing happening, so we headed for Queen Street.  Stopping for petrol, Imad called up.  A couple of minutes later he showed up.  Rain began to sprinkle down upon us, as we headed to Macarthur Square with Imad.

Parking our cars, I took my CD back off Imad, which he has had for a couple of weeks now.  Giving him a handshake, I realized that Imad has something for Lyssa.  It was a cold night and it didn’t help for Lyssa to be wearing a skirt.  You could tell she was cold, if you know what I mean.  

When I glanced at Imad every now and again he would be looking at my woman.  I just think it’s because he’s probably not happy with his selection at the moment.  I’ve known Imad has had a thing for Lyssa for a while now.  The funny thing, he won’t ever get her in my day.

Watching The Wedding Singer Movie

Walking to the cinema area we decided to watch “The Wedding Singer”.  Penelope gave Lyssa a half-price ticket and Lyssa paid.  

It has been a while now since Lyssa has been paying for things.  Knowing that I should get off my butt and start looking for work, I also know I should try and get my career as a lyricist up and going.  If I have a normal full time job then I would not be able to dedicate as much time to my artistic career as I would like to.  This way, just producing this one CD will be enough before I get a proper job.  If it doesn’t work out for me then I will get a full time job and just try to fit in my artistic side every other time.

Imad was sticking around for the movie as the rest of us bought our tickets.  Lyssa and I walked in first.  Then a couple of seconds later I walked out with two tickets.  Giving one to Imad I then walked back in and waited for the rest of the clan to come prancing our way.  

The seating arrangements were as follows.  Penelope sat on the aisle seat then Ali, Imad in the middle, and then me and Lyssa in the corner seat.  The movie was good but not all the hype everyone was seeing it for twice.

Lyssa and I kept holding each other’s hands through the movie.  On occasion Lyssa would squirm up on my shoulder and rest her head and body on me.  

Imad was being his usual self in the middle.  I hope he didn’t make too much noise on account of the rest of the people in the cinema.

Strange Vibes From Imad

As the movie finished we made our way to the exits.  I could see Imad pretending to want to walk next to me but instead walking right behind Lyssa in an uncomfortable area of space.  I don’t know what Imad is trying to do but he made it stupidly clear that he mustn’t be getting enough.  

So Imad might like Lyssa.  

He makes it painstakingly obvious, which would be a dog wouldn’t it.

Crooked Police Pull Ali Over

As the movie finished we headed back for the cars and then for Campbelltown.  Nearing the old railroad crossing near the Catholic Club and just before the Library, we were heading through the lights, which were starting to turn yellow.  

With four people in Ali’s car he had to slow down enough because there was a huge dip in the middle of the lights.  As the lights turned yellow Ali didn’t have enough time to stop and went ever so slowly through them.  Just after the middle of the lights (in the middle of the intersection) the light turned red as we passed out of the intersection.  A couple of seconds later, behind us was a police van beeping impatiently for us to pull over.

Ali was pissed off, as were the rest of us.  Pulling our car over to the curb, Ali was asked to step out of the car.  Then his Celica was checked, the engine bay, the tires, and the body.  His license was checked.  When they came back they gave him a ticket for running a red light.  Ali explained what had happened but the cop (who had a nose like an actual pig Lyssa told me) didn’t care and told him to take it to court.

Ali jumped back in his car cursing at the cop and then took off under a lot of stress.  I knew that Ali wanted to boot it and let the tires just spin for a couple of minutes, but he knew that would have been very stupid, although relieving.  

Now Ali has definitely lost his license but as we all told him, he should take it to court.  Ali has three witnesses that he didn’t run a red light, so Ali might do it.

After that, Lyssa and I were dropped off at my house.  Walking into my room I brought some food down from upstairs, as we viewed the television and ate.  I remembered a couple of days ago Lyssa told me that she would give me sexual favors this weekend before her period was finished, as I would probably need it.  With that in mind I was happy with the fact that Lyssa might try something later in the night.  

I’m not very sure what happened with Lyssa and I on Friday night but we didn’t end up doing anything.  Lyssa went to sleep.  I think I lay awake for an hour or two before nodding off myself.  I don’t really think I was that upset on Friday night.

Lyssa Ignores My Nakedness

Saturday morning came up.  I thought to myself, today will be the day.  Lyssa and I woke up at 1pm.  Before that we were lying on the ground talking and hugging.  I thought Lyssa might do something then, but she didn’t.  Thinking that having a shower and cleaning myself would make Lyssa reconsider, I had a shower and then Lyssa had hers.  

Coming back into my room Lyssa started applying some makeup as I lay with nothing but the blanket covering me.  Drying off, I started to get intimidated by the fact that Lyssa wasn’t really paying that much attention to me.  So reluctantly, I dressed in some boxer shorts.

When Lyssa had finished with her makeup I turned the light off and it was fairly dark.  As I lay there hoping for a surprise I didn’t receive one.  Funnily enough, Lyssa went to sleep.  Waking up, I turned the television off.  

Angry that nothing had happened I started flicking things at the television.  Lyssa woke up to that noise.  Then seeing that time had passed, she called her mum to pick her up.  

“What is wrong,” Lyssa then started asking me.

You couldn’t keep the melancholy face from me.  

Eventually I told Lyssa, “I am disappointed with what didn’t happen today.”

Lyssa could not understand.  She got angry and walked outside to wait for her mum.

Writing My Feelings Down For Lyssa

As I sat inside my house I started writing my feelings down on paper so I could tell Lyssa.  When Lyssa got home she gave me a call as I had just finished up writing.  Lyssa asked me what was wrong.  Then I started reading out my feelings to her, asking her to have an open mind.  Each part I read out to Lyssa she had something to say, but at the end of it she understood.

Lyssa then got upset because she thought that everything she does is always wrong.  I told Lyssa I was only disappointed for Saturday because that was the last day of her promise to me for sexual favors.  Lyssa seemed to understand.  Then I invited her to my house to watch a movie, since Ali wanted to spend the night with Penelope.

Lyssa Decides To Come Over

Lyssa had to catch a bus to Campbelltown, so I started walking to meet her.  When I arrived Lyssa had received a lift from Carleigh to the station.  Lyssa and I then started walking to my house, as we didn’t have that much money to spend.  We were completely oblivious to what was said on the phone and how I told Lyssa it wouldn’t be right if she had done something tonight because it would have probably been out of pity.

Halfway home, Ali and Penelope drove past and then gave us a lift to my house after traveling to Campbelltown for petrol.  While there we noticed Ralf and Lucas.  

Also, coming to Campbelltown I came across Johnnie and Travis as they gave me a lift the rest of the way to the station.  They told me of a party tonight.  A girl called Abigail from Airds High School was having a party at Bradbury Hall.

Ali and Penelope dropped us off at Bradbury shops and then left to do their own thing.  Lyssa and I rented a movie and then bought some food.  Walking past the party, we found it was a bomb.  There were only about five people there.  They must have been real close friends to the party girl, what a disappointment.

Watch A Movie With Lyssa

Walking back to my house Lyssa and I were filled with a new strength, as we sat down to watch the movie.  Lyssa was being nice to me all the way through it.  I returned the favor, also giving her hugs and kisses.  

When the movie was over we watched some television.  I thought Lyssa would try and do something to me tonight.  An hour or two after watching television I turned it off and gave Lyssa a kiss goodnight.  With the lights off I hoped Lyssa would take notice of me, as I secretly took my pants off.

Patiently I waited, waited and waited.

Nothing happened for about half an hour as we lay there.  Then I found that Lyssa was actually asleep.  I called out Lyssa’s name a couple of times but she didn’t wake up.  I then sighed knowing that I would have to go to sleep with the same urges I had last night.  

Lyssa heard me sigh and asked, “What’s wrong?”

I acted all depressed when I told Lyssa, “I am disappointed once again that nothing has happened.”

Lyssa went off at me, telling me, “You told me not to because it would be like pity!”

That was a reasonable answer.  

As Lyssa started to cry and wanted to leave for home, I felt bad.

Making Things Right With Lyssa

Clutching Lyssa’s hand in mine I lay her back down next to me, as we hugged for a couple of minutes talking to each other.  I thought to myself now it would not be right if Lyssa had done anything.  

Playing with Lyssa’s hair, I just started kissing her, and that led to more.  From there Lyssa started to touch me.  The rest of the night Lyssa pleased me.  Because it had been so long, the sensation was so great.  The sensation went for a fair while.  

Lyssa was also pleased for me as she had done all she could to get me aroused.  It worked.  It took twice as much to clean up this mess, and Lyssa opted to clean me.  

When all was done we lay next to each other with the light off.  Lyssa and I then conversed for an hour before we both drifted off to sleep.

Jewell In My Dreams

So beautiful was the sleep I had last night, so blissful.  There was one dream I had last night that I remembered when I woke up.  I dreamed a dream that I had opened a car door, like a limousine, only to reveal Jewell.  It wasn’t Jewell as I normally remember her though.  

Her build was thin as I know it, her face and smile the same, but she had dark black hair with slight curls in it.  She had slightly different clothes to what she would wear.  As I took a glance at her, I then closed the door, or the dream ended.

Lyssa Has Family Plans

This morning Lyssa and I were planning last night to visit East Hills, but waking up again at 1pm, we couldn’t do that.  Instead we lay in bed and watched television.  When it was about time we had a shower.  Lyssa put her makeup on knowing that in a couple of hours she had to leave for her house to have a roast dinner with her family.  Lyssa invited me, but I knew I didn’t want to be placed in that situation.  I would be too displaced.

Lyssa and I started walking to catch a bus.  On the way down one of the straps on Lyssa’s shoe came undone.  Lyssa was upset, as you could understand about her shoes.  Waiting for the bus we were mucking around with each other, as I kept putting my jumper over her head and teasing her.  In return Lyssa gave me a few punches to the stomach and a couple of fake laughs.  

Waiting An Hour For A Bus

Catching the bus, we were driving to Campbelltown Station.  While there we had to wait nearly an hour for her bus to Leumeah.

Sitting down at the bus shelters there came a guy who sat next to us with a mental disability.  He probably sat next to us because I helped him about two weeks ago by putting some plastic bags in his hands that had fallen on the ground as I was waiting for Lyssa to show up at Campbelltown station.  That was the day that we walked to Lonestar and I was looking at the blonde who had a baby in her hands waiting for the Bradbury Bus.  He sat there talking to us for about half an hour.  I found out from Lyssa later that she has talked to him a couple of times before.  This guy liked Lyssa.  I guess he still does.  He’s a bit slow though.  

As Lyssa jumped on her bus I gave her a kiss.  Then I watched her off as her bus was on the move.  That didn’t do any good.  As soon as Lyssa jumped on the bus her eyes were straight on her novel.  It must be a good book.  

I walked home from there.

Now I’m home.  After Lyssa is finished with her family dinner she is getting a lift to my house and sleeping over.  Tonight we might be able to do things together sexually, as it is Lyssa’s last day on her period, but we’re not sure yet if she will be finished.  

I’ve got my dinner waiting for me.  It has been here for about half an hour.  I might as well eat it, as the time is now 7:40pm.