Today as another Sun comes forth awaiting the Sunset in the East, I gather all my thoughts and feelings for the day. What obstacles might face me, what might be my thoughts, what are my reactions, because they are different everyday.
Martinson Engineering Work – Tuesday
Upon sleeping over eight hours last night in preparation for work at Martinson Engineering today, I thought I shouldn’t go, but I realized that I need this job, not just for the money but for escape from reality, and to think. There is a place within work where I get frustrated but I guess that comes with the job.
Four Month Anniversary Poem For Lyssa
Today is also a special day for Lyssa and I, so I thought I should write about it now because I might not be able to tonight.
Four months I’ve been with Lyssa to this day, and for four months I’ve been happy with her.
Yesterday I started to understand that she was changing for me, she was being true. I’m not sure if Lyssa has anything for me in our four months together but I know what I’m giving to her.
There has been a special poem that I’ve been working on for Lyssa. She will love it. I’ve been trying to make it happen all this week but everywhere I go there would be a problem in production. Campbelltown Library won’t accept my paper, Shawn’s computer doesn’t have my font, and my IBM computer can’t print.
Today I’m going to trial Salman’s computer to see if the formats are compatible. If not, I’ll try Campbelltown Library. After all, I brought along my paper. If Campbelltown Library doesn’t work then Shawn’s house is the last and best option where it will definitely get done. If that happens I can’t laminate my Poem, express truly my feelings.
Thinking To Future Relationship Anniversaries
Next month I want to buy Lyssa some lingerie. She wants me to buy her a G-string set. I’m not complaining.
On our sixth month together (and yes I believe we will still exist as one then) I will do something real special for Lyssa. After all it will be December and I’ll have a bit of money saved up.
Lyssa means a lot to me. Right now she means the most to me, and nothing can stop me from showing how I truly feel in the way that I feel.
Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.
