Unsure of Feelings About Sama – Mad Chaos: April 12, 1997

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It’s been a while since I’ve missed out on three calendar days.  Not much has really happened.  I’ve just been busy. 

Thursday, work was normal, in fact, a little bit boring. 

Rolling In Macarthur Square

Coming home from work I was to go to Macarthur Square with Rory.  But instead, his car broke down. 

One hour later we drove up there.  It was shit.  No one was out.   So I got driven to my house.

Konquer Insurance Work Day

Friday wasn’t that much better.  I had a nice sleep.  I slept on the train anyway.  I started work feeling good. 

Work was alright today, with me going to Burwood for a delivery run. 

Frank shitted me off today.  He didn’t pay me until right near the end of the day.  He was busy, but busy enough to make me angry.  Receiving my pay at 4:50pm, he told me I could go, which made it easier for me.

Buying New Electronics

Rushing to the electronics shop I bought my infrared stereo headphones.  With a 4-plug adapter in the bag too, I left for home. 

Congregate At Pizza Hut

The trip on the train back to Campbelltown was tiresome. 

I met Imad walking to Pizza Hut.  Most of us met at Pizza Hut including Ali, Simon, Lucas, Jett, Fred, and Rory.  Kofi came later on.

Conflicted Feelings

Driving to Skate Plus I noticed Sama there.  Not being a snob I walked over and talked to her, shook her hand and did the same shit with her friends. 

I’m beginning to think that she is unreachableto me.  I can get her if I tried but my life is getting fucked that I don’t want to try to get knocked back again.

Today I was thinking how life is fucked. 

I have Phoenix who wants me badly, but I don’t want her because she screwed me up before and she isn’t the right one for me anymore. 

Then there is Jewell whom I was having a great time with, but for no real reason, we broke it off.  Now we haven’t been talking for a long duration of time. 

Then there is Sama who I like.  She probably likes me too, but the feelings between us aren’t able to lift off.  Even though we have the same attitudes, we are very different. 

I like Sama, but now that everything is “up in the air” I have to relax and think of where I’m headed.

Hellies At Kentlyn

From Skate plus we drove to Kentlyn. 

Ali put on a spare tire and burnt the fuck out of it, wore it to the metal. 

Nothing eventuated tonight.  We all sat around the fire, and then left. 

Today Ralf had a police officer at his house leave a letter on his door to ask him to contact the police officer.  Ralf is thinking that the reason he was there is for Roan Beavis’s dad.

Hooking Up The Infrared Headphones

The infrared stereo headphones work great, with some adjustments.  The jack is too small to fit into the headphone jack.  Therefore, until I get a connection adapter for it, I’ve hooked up audio wires that came with it through the sound system amplifier’s audio jack.  It won’t work unless I press the CD and audio buttons together. 

That lucky thinking will excel me in the future.

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