Spoken have many truthful words placed among this diary for the honest and faithful to see. A naked eye in a jungle of thought and passion, surreal to all but the beholder. That is the beginning you witness on this day of my age. I won’t last forever but maybe my thoughts will.
Not having written in my Diary for a day, I’ll start with yesterday.
Martinson Engineering Work – Wednesday
Work for Martinson Engineering yesterday was fairly boring again. More work was given to sooth my boredom.
Bielka Gives Me Lift
Coming home I saw Penelope and Bielka traveling in their car. Penelope saw me. While I was applying for information on a loan over the public payphone, they pulled over and gave me a lift home.
Ali came to my house. We called the girls to plan the night with them.
Centennial Lookout With Lyssa
Driving to Lyssa’s house, they were both waiting there.
We drove to Centennial Lookout. Lyssa and I walked down the hill to sit on the grass, holding each other for warmth.
Discussing Lyssa’s Three Bad Traits
A night or two ago I told Lyssa her three bad traits that I’ve been thinking of since she asked me. They were her affection, her lack of understanding and the fact that she got angry too easily. I believe that I didn’t say those words in a hurting way.
Lyssa and I talked about her three bad traits as I lay on her, trying to keep my eyes closed. I was very tired.
Walking to the car, Penelope and Ali sat where we were sitting and talked. Lyssa and I were more affectionate within the grounds of the car.
From the front, we hopped in the back of the Celica, listening to the sounds of After 7.
Coming home at 10:30pm, I didn’t get to sleep until half an hour later.
Regardless of my late night and early awakening, I wasn’t too sleepy today.
Martinson Engineering Work – Thursday
While at work today, the pace picked up. I’ve now got a work computer to work with.
A little angry, the other two workers got very good equipment while I got the scraps. But I’m building my inventory.
There is a lot of good equipment in the office now, like a scanner, printers, photocopiers and Microsoft Windows 95.
My computer still runs Microsoft Windows version 3.1 so I’m not that happy.
Coming home, Ali came over, talked. Then while I was writing my Diary tonight, Tod and Jett popped over.
Jett wanted to find some information about Bielka, so I’ll query Lyssa about that tonight.
Plans For The Weekend
This weekend should be the last days of this month, let’s hope this weekend will be promising.
With me getting my first real paycheck, my biggest so far, I’m probably going to the movies Friday.
Then Internet on Saturday to plan my Financial Month and also a start with the Gym on Saturday.
On Sunday Lyssa will come over to my house where we will end the month real nice.
Actually, I’m going to give Lyssa a call now, to see how she is.
Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.
