Macarthur Rams Gridiron Training
Yesterday, after a good gridiron game, we left for Pizza Hut.
Pizza Hut With Mina
Mina was down there like I thought she’d be. She wanted to talk to me. She asked about Simon and Celina, but she really wanted to know about something else more important.
Failing To Understand Kathryn
Women are very hard to please, and very hard to understand.
Today was one of those days that I explored and sank a boat, for now.
Yesterday I called Kathryn to tell her to come over at 8:00 am today because my parents were going out. But she did not show, which for some odd reason I knew that she wouldn’t.
Kathryn will leave for Bundaberg without having to do what she came down for. I don’t even think she will ring me.
Phoenix Calls Me
Instead Phoenix called me. I still have feelings for her, so I talked to her for ages. At first I was angry at her for being with someone else, but that soon melted away for a different meaning for her.
For an hour I was trying to get her to reason with me, and to see why she went back with Jeremy – where she would be happier with me.
I don’t think I could take her back if she wanted to. I could take her back, but we couldn’t be serious with one another for a while.
Talking to Phoenix, I started getting more serious with her. I got her to admit that she likes me, even though she tried to hide it from me.
Taking Phoenix On A Hypnotic Journey
With that information I got her to explore herself over the phone and close her eyes, imagining I was there exploring with her. She started, she went everywhere I told her to, and I was there with her.
She told me how she wanted me to be there with her. I told her how I wanted to be there, but then she stopped and started thinking.
What she was doing wasn’t hurting anyone, so she started again.
This time I said something wrong to her, which made her hang up the phone. I couldn’t see why until a minute later. I kicked myself for saying what I said but it came out wrong from what she thinks I meant.
I told her to put her hand on her stomach and I asked her what was inside there.
I said, “What’s in there that matters?”
She must have thought that I meant me inside her, and she hung up the phone.
What I meant was that her vagina was up there. My next line would have been, “I want you to make that area hot, make it erupt, for me,” and she would have done it.
Phoenix Hangs Up On Me
I tried ringing her from the phone at Bradbury but the phone was busy for 20 minutes. I even rang 1100 to double check if it was busy. All I can think is that she took it off the hook, or she rang someone.
I rang Tabitha to see if she could call Phoenix up, but her sister was on the phone to someone.
I’m going to try to call Phoenix again soon. I won’t stop until I can explain myself properly. Then we’ll get into turning each other on over the phone.
Phoenix and I talked for 2 hours before she hung up. If she didn’t hang up, then I would be over there today because she has the house to herself and I think she wants me to go to her house.
I don’t want her to try anything with Jeremy in the picture. I will make that clear when I talk to her again.
Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.
