Lyssa Breaks Up With Me – Mad Chaos: December 22, 1997

Morning Frolic With Lyssa

Morning awoke Lyssa and I today at around 10:30am and things were fine.  I received a call from an employer in the City that I sent my résumé to not so long ago.  I’m to have an interview tomorrow at 11am and am shooting blind. 

As we usually do in the mornings, Lyssa and I were horny.  There we were enjoying ourselves for an hour or so.  The funny thing was that after I pleasured Lyssa, she didn’t do much to pleasure me.  Menaced by the fact, it didn’t really worry me.

While we were frolicking in the morning Lyssa took offence to a sarcastic remark that I said.  Lyssa didn’t want to take her bra off.  I sarcastically commented that hookers don’t take off their lingerie because they’re in a hurry.  She wasn’t too happy and I didn’t get treated. 

Nevertheless, we were ready to travel to Campbelltown and I knew in my mind that I had to buy Lyssa’s Chinese dress.  I made it out as if I was going to go to Campbelltown with her and then she would go home and so would I, but things turned ugly.

Fight Over Buying A Drink

Lyssa asked for some breakfast.  I noted that there wasn’t much to eat but I would make sandwiches.  She didn’t want to inconvenience me so she didn’t want anything.  Feeling bad, I knew she was hungry bad, so I kept offering and she kept refusing. 

Disregarding that, we walked to Bradbury to wait for a bus.  I asked if she would like a drink.  At first she didn’t want one, but after some persuasion she agreed that if I bought a drink she would have some.  That made me feel good, as we sat next to an Asian at the bus stop. 

Thinking that I should ask Lyssa to come with me to the shops to be polite, I did.  Also, I thought because she thought Asians stabbed people at nightclubs she wouldn’t want to stay there at the bus stop, so I asked her to come.  She got angry and wanted to stay.  Therefore, I didn’t want to leave her, so I told her I wasn’t thirsty.  She got angrier.  That made me angry.  So I walked off and bought a drink for Lyssa and one for me.

Making a few calls to Hound Dog for Lyssa’s Chinese dress I couldn’t get through.  Handing Lyssa her drink, she didn’t seem appreciative and told me she wasn’t thirsty. 

Because it was a hot day I told her, “Save it for later.  You might need it.”

Lyssa Brings Up Imad

Then, out of the blue, Lyssa asked about Imad.

“What’s Imad up to today,” she asked.  Like I knew anyway. 

That got me upset to think that out of nowhere she was thinking about Imad, my best friend.  Trying to see reason, Lyssa didn’t want to talk about it. 

Lyssa got angrier once more and moved away from me on the seat.  Jumping up, I threw away my drink bottle and thought to myself, “I don’t want to sit next to someone who moved away” so I sat on the opposite side of the seat.

Lyssa Walks Off In Protest

Lyssa was real upset and decided to walk to Campbelltown in 40-degree heat.  Not allowing this, I followed her to Campbelltown to see that she didn’t get heatstroke and also because I had to visit the City. 

Lyssa didn’t look back once while walking to Campbelltown.  That made me angry.  We met up on the lights at Dumaresq street, but she wouldn’t talk to me.  Lyssa told me that was when she got real bad sunstroke and almost fainted.

Both of us walked to the train station.  She stopped me to talk to me once. 

“Where are you going,” she asked.

“I don’t know,” I replied and kept walking. 

Lyssa and I stood on opposite sides of the platform as Masozi came and talked to me before my train came.  Campbelltown didn’t offer me any assistance for concession tickets, so I had to stop off at Leumeah to see if the machine would offer. 

As Lyssa got off at Leumeah train station, I watched her walk out of distance, not looking back once at me.  Getting my ticket I headed for the City on the next East Hills train.

Shopping In Hound Dog Sydney

On the train I called at least 6 Hound Dog stores trying to get the right size and color on hold but it was difficult.  Lyssa needed a Chinese skirt, knee high with two splits on the legs, gray in color, extra small or in the color blue. 

After calling around I dropped into some stores in the City.  The people were friendly to me there.  One girl directed me to the next nearest Hound Dog store in Sydney.  The other girl called up different Hound Dog stores to see where I could travel to buy a skirt.  The nearest shop was in Parramatta.  That’s where I traveled to.

Travel To Parramatta Hound Dog

In Parramatta I had to ask for directions once.  Then I found myself at Hound Dog.  Girls weren’t as glamorous there but they done the job.  I bought the Chinese skirt on credit card.  Now my funds are completely depleted, but all for Christmas. 

The trek home from Parramatta was long.  Before jumping on the train I bumped into Beatrice and Candice who used to hang out with Sherry.

Hang Up On Lyssa

Coming to Campbelltown I walked home.  I found that Ali wanted me to call him.  Giving Ali a call, he told me he’d be over in half an hour.  That’s when my last Diary entry was interrupted. 

Lyssa called me before Ali came over.  We got angry at each other on the phone.  Basically she called me up to ask if I was doing anything tonight. 

I said, “NO!”

She told me, “That’s all I had to say.”

To her, the conversation was over.  That made me mad and we hung up the phone.  I was angry that she was probably laughing.

Ali popped over soon after that.  After having a talk about Penelope I told him about my day and my argument with Lyssa.  Not giving full detail, I just explained my points to him.  Sometimes it’s good to let out to your friends your angers inside.  Besides, Lyssa didn’t want to listen. 

We drove to Campbelltown Mall in the car park and talked to Ziad (who was out with us on Saturday) and Simon.  From there we drove to see Imad and William who were filling up Petrol at Mobil.  Then after driving fast and hours later, he dropped me off home.

Lyssa Breaks Up With Me

Lyssa called my phone around 10:30pm and I was immediately angry.  There we were fighting on the phone for an hour and Lyssa actually hung up the phone on me.  Lyssa also told me that she didn’t want me anymore.  This was it.  So I told her to hang up and forget about me.  She did. 

Within me, I knew that Lyssa would call back.  A couple of minutes later, she did.  I was glad that she did.  After sorting out some more problems and making my point clear, we agreed.

Lyssa also told me the reason she mentions Imad is because she hates him and his womanizing.  Because I’m his best friend she feels obligated to add him into conversation every now and again.  So she thought she would ask about him to keep me happy.  Right now that doesn’t make sense to me, actually. 

Talk It Out With Lyssa

Right now the time is 12:57am and I have to wake up at 7:30am in the morning to get ready for the interview on Tuesday.  I’m so sleepy and have nothing ready for tomorrow’s interview.  I’m sleepy and in trouble because I’m not sure what clothes are washed.

I’m going to leave in a second.  Let me just say.  Lyssa called me back after hanging up on me and we talked it out.  We almost got into another fight because she doesn’t know about the present I got her and I tried giving her clues.  The skirt is in a box that I bought and tomorrow morning I’m going to try and wrap it properly.  There are only a couple of hours left of sleep for me, let me use them.