It’s almost time for me to head off into bed now but the reason I started this Diary entry is because I had a thought in my mind I haven’t shared for a couple of days now.
Just jumping off the computer then, I walked upstairs and brought down something to eat before I jumped into bed.
Saving Relationship Memorabilia
Having been looking through my folder of letters sent to me by my previous lovers (If that’s what you’d like to call them) a night before, I noticed the picture that Lyssa drew of me one night when she was over. The picture wasn’t that great (a little kid could draw it) but that’s not the point.
The picture itself was worth putting into my folder, as I knew leaving it lying around on the floor as it has been for the past two months collecting dust was not right. Not wanting to throw them out either, it was the best alternative.
I remember that night when Lyssa went to sleep I also drew a picture of her sleeping.

I also drew one picture before that where she modeled for me.

Both my pictures weren’t that flash hot either but I’ve stored them away for future viewing.
Lyssa Discusses Her Birthday Plans
Whoops, I almost ended this whole passage without getting to the real point of the story. Concluding this passage of writing I remember that Lyssa told me over the phone a couple of days ago.
“I am looking forward to my birthday,” she said.
“Why,” I asked her.
“I am willing to draw a portrait of the both of us together, a proper portrait,” Lyssa shared when asked.
That would have been something. I probably would have stuck it up on my wall, but that song has been sung, and it won’t happen.
Seeming that Lyssa and I haven’t talked on the phone for the past two days, I wonder what will be happening for her birthday? Will Lyssa still want to have dinner or lunch with me or are the plans going to change dependant on both our feelings? Stay tuned.


Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.