My First Childhood Sexual Experience – Mad Chaos: June 6, 1998

Toby Drives Lyssa Over

Last night Lyssa called me from the Catholic Club at 11pm telling me she will be home soon.  Lyssa also told me she was pissed off her nut, which made me very self-conscious.  

Playing the computer, a couple of minutes later I heard a car and Lyssa was home.  Stepping into my door, I noticed her new hair cut for the first time and the fact she was pissed.  Lyssa was taking shots of Vodka all night and didn’t have to pay once.  Toby gave her a lift home and Valerie’s old boyfriend (my very first Valerie ages ago when Imad used to be going out with Berenice), was also in the car.

As a joke, Lyssa asked if they would like to step inside.  Their reactions were of course not to come inside.  They both had good reasons.  

Stories From The Catholic Club

Lyssa told me while at the Catholic Club, one of Lyssa’s friends heard some guy say, “Did you know Lyssa is here tonight?  Yeah, she’s a good sort.”  

Like what’s that supposed to mean.  

Anyway, it turned out to be Toby.  While Toby was talking to Lyssa, the girl that heard that ill sentence walked up to listen to their conversation.  That’s when Toby had to mention he was talking about Lyssa previously.

Push-Up Bra Emphasizes Lyssa’s Breasts

Lyssa fell onto my waterbed tired.  The first thing I noticed about Lyssa is that she had very big breasts tonight.  Examining Lyssa some more I found that under her top and singlet was her push up bra that I bought her.  I gather I wasn’t the only one that noticed Lyssa’s breasts tonight.  

When I met Lyssa, her breasts looked relatively smaller and were smaller indeed.  Although, I can’t really remember seeing Lyssa’s boobs that much at the start of the relationship.

Have Drunk Fun With Lyssa

Drunk as Lyssa was, I thought it would be fun to take advantage of her.  As I heard, everyone thought she was only coming to my house for a little booty call, which Lyssa agreed on.  So in that case, with the lights still on I started taking articles of clothing off Lyssa, giving some odd reason.  Before we knew it Lyssa was up on my waterbed starting to get queasy from all the Vodka she had been drinking.  

Now with the lights off but the television still on (which gave great lighting), we had great fun.  The only problem with our fun was that Lyssa moaned so loud on occasions that I thought the neighborhood would have heard it.  Lyssa and I had a great time.  After all the anticipation and sweat, we were fulfilled.

Cleaning up the mess Lyssa started getting tired and lay on the waterbed (getting tired is supposed to be the males job).  Laying opposite of Lyssa while she was crawled up on the waterbed, I started patting her hair as we talked.  Half dazed, Lyssa gave me tired answers.  Before we knew it, she was asleep.  

Moving Lyssa To The Bedroom Floor

Turning the computer on I started to play the computer for a little while until I heard Lyssa talking in her sleep stating, “It’s 9pm.  No, it’s 3pm.”  Turning the computer off at this point I started to set the floor up.

Once the sheets were laid on the floor I lay next to Lyssa.  Ever so lightly I started kissing her on the forehead and whispering in her ear that it was time to lay on the ground.  Lyssa was persistent in wanting to sleep on the bed and wouldn’t budge.  Starting to up my voice a little, Lyssa just got angrier.  I wasn’t sure if she was talking in her sleep to me or half-awake in a daze.  

Lyssa was starting to frustrate me.  Then I started to get aggressive.  Lyssa wouldn’t budge for twenty minutes.  I got so angry that I started yelling abuse at her.  Lyssa was now almost screaming.  But finally she jumped down to the floor with her eyes half-open looking at me.  

I forgot to add also, when Lyssa finally came to the floor I was yelling at her and called her an idiot.  Because of that, Lyssa spread her legs across the floor so I couldn’t lie down properly.  Lyssa was upset.  After giving her a little apology I was still angry with her.  Because of this, I didn’t hug Lyssa at night, although I wanted to.  In my head, I wanted Lyssa to come hug me first.

Halfway through the night I woke up.  I could sense Lyssa was frustrated while I pretended to sleep.  Lyssa put her head on my shoulder at one stage but took it away some time later.  

There was this one instance that Lyssa kicked me three times in progression.  

It seemed like she was trying to make it out as if she was moving all three times and she accidentally hit me.  It’s something that I would do when Lyssa is snoring.  To stop her I accidentally nudge her but mean it.  Lyssa must have wanted me to hug her so much that she was kicking my leg.

Moving On From The Stoush 

Being angry with Lyssa didn’t matter this morning because she was asleep at the time.  It’s hard to believe but it’s true.  Waking up in the morning at 11am I knew that Lyssa wasn’t asleep, but rather, she was waiting for me to wake up first.  Thinking that I should finally hug Lyssa, I put my arm around her head.  Almost instantly, she rolled over my way.  

Several minutes later Lyssa woke up and told me she was upset.  Upon asking her why, she told me because I hadn’t hugged her all night and usually I hug her at least twice.  Enlightening Lyssa of what happened last night and how I was so upset, Lyssa couldn’t remember any of it, which meant she was talking in her sleep all that time not aware of what was happening.  

Making the both of us something to eat, we then got ready to walk to the shops.  Lyssa didn’t put on that much makeup, as we put our clothes on from yesterday and started walking.  

My First Sexual Experience At 10 Years Old

While at the shops we bought some food for the day and for Monday when we travel to East Hills for a little day out.

While in the supermarket I glanced towards Joan Milford’s way and told her that was my first sexual experience.  Yep, back in year five I was in my backyard, in a cardboard box cubby house that I had built over some chairs.  Blankets over the top of it, I invited Kelly Mullen to my humble abode.  Of course, Herman (my best friend at the time who had a Commodore 64) had invited himself over too.  Minutes later he left for home.  At the tender age of around ten years old, I started to explore.

From what I remember I used to wear tight shorts back then.  Mom done up the lacing very tight that day (probably because she knew I was going to get up to some mischief).  Joan and I were in the cubby house.  We were trying to take off my shorts but I wasn’t managing very well with the lacing.  Nothing happened that day.

A day or two later, or maybe even the same day, Joan and I were at her house in the garage.  Behind the large train set and in an underground cellar portion of the garage where they store things, we both pulled down our pants.  Because we were so young, all we done was put my little thingy on her tight thingy and kissed.  Nothing happened after that, but that was my first encounter.

Maybe even before that I remember the neighbor where our back fence is, across from our house diagonally.  The lady used to come over our house with her little daughter who would have been two years younger than me.  

Back at that age I guess she was cute.  As we were downstairs in what used to be my brother’s room (but is mine now) I played doctors with her.  What I was trying to do was take her top off, but she didn’t play along with the game.  We almost got busted because like show and tell, she wanted to tell her mom of the fun game we just played.

Lyssa Gets A Thumbs Up

Back to the original story, buying food.  While in the supermarket, my brother’s friend Braith walked past and I waved to him.  Giving me a smile he seemed far more interested in who I had by my side.  Lyssa told me as she glanced out the window he was still standing there looking in, and when she turned in his direction he kept walking.  

Buying some scallops, I had seen Blake there and had a little chat to him before heading home.  

On the way home I bumped into Billy again and had a little chat with him.  Shaking his hand on my way home, he called my name.  Then placing his hand up in the air, with his thumb up in appreciation, he basically approved who I was with as a great catch.  That pissed me off somewhat, and Lyssa also.  Just thought I’d add that.

Cruise With Ali Into Town

Back at home it was time for Lyssa to leave.  She wanted to get home for preparation.  Lyssa called her mom.  We both walked outside to wait for her, something we haven’t done for a while.  Giving her a kiss goodbye, I headed back inside.

I gave Ali a call.  Ali was heading for Campbelltown so I told him to come over my house and pick me up.

Not even a minute later Ali was at my front door and already dressed.  I walked outside and jumped in.  Greeting Ali, the first place we drove to was Kentlyn Tires where he bought himself a retread for his back tire because it was bald.  Tonight it’s double points and bigger fines so Ali was just being safe.

Hanging out there for a good half an hour we headed to Campbelltown where I jumped out of the car with his bank card and mine.  Firstly I checked Ali’s bank card to see if any money had come in early for him.  Nothing.  

Then checking my bank card, the same result had come.  Parking was scarce so Ali had to drive around the block.  When I was done he was careening down the street stopping right next to me.  Jumping in the car, we then headed to fill the car up with petrol.  Then he dropped me off back home.

Prepare To Hang Out With Ali

Life has still been fairly interesting this month but kind of boring at the same time.  Like now, I’m home alone, bored out of my brains but I’ve received some calls from Lyssa and I’m going out in an hour or two with Ali.

Ali and I are not too sure of where we are headed tonight, as our money didn’t come through.  Our thoughts might be to head for the City and spend some time there, but our night might be rushed.  Either way, it doesn’t matter because if I get home around midnight tonight, I’m calling Lyssa to sleep over my house.

Lyssa has nothing to do tonight and turned down going out with Bielka because the style that Bielka drives doesn’t appeal to Lyssa.  Instead, she is leaving for Liah’s party for an hour or less with Constantine and then heading home.  

Lyssa left my house early today.  Who knows why, because she’s bored now.  My feelings are she’s trying to get away from sexual favors.  Hmm.

Having no money tonight puts a damper on what we are going to do but at midnight I will be calling Lyssa to pick her up and take her to my house.  Lyssa was just planning the night with Constantine.  From what I know, Lyssa is getting ready now.  In an hour she is getting picked up, where they will stay at the party until 10pm  

Ali is coming over my house in half an hour or more.  An early night would be good.  Now I have to go to the toilet and give Ali a call so I should be off now.  Later.