Yesterday was another day of thinking, about my job, about my future and my life.
The Three Alternatives To Martinson Engineering
Starting the day early once more, work was good for me, but I couldn’t stop thinking of better alternatives than working here at Martinson Engineering. The job that would best suit me is one that involves me using my creativity to an advantage, working outdoors with the sun and traveling. Something where there is not much of a routine, lots of chores to do, and is always changing as the years go by, not just by numbers.
So, yesterday at work, last night on the phone to Lyssa and today I’ve been thinking of alternatives, how long I should stay working here at Martinson Engineering in Narellan for.
There are three alternatives. The first is stay working for a week, have no money for a while but look for a better career to work forth of the New Year.
The second option is to work for another month or two and save enough money for an amplifier and clothes for my next job.
The third option is to work past Christmas and my birthday, to see how I will be paid. If I get a Christmas bonus and by then, I’ll have enough money saved to buy a car.
Discuss 3-Month Anniversary With Lyssa
Last night talking to Lyssa we discussed what is to happen in two weeks to celebrate 3 months down the track. Speaking of driving to the Blue Mountains if Ali puts his engine into his Celica, I had a different thought on my mind.
The thought of taking Lyssa to see “Les Miserables” was of good nature.
Speaking to Lyssa of the Opera but keeping my intentions hidden, she seems to want to see it.
Les Miserables is starting to sell tickets on Monday, so I’m going to research that. Then Lyssa and I will see it on the 21st of September.
Martinson Engineering Work – Tuesday
Now it is a new day and I’m wondering for how long I’ll keep this up. Every Monday will be dreaded, every Friday will be anticipated, every weekend will be cherished. Lyssa is leaving school soon, and most probably I won’t be when she is out.


Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.