The Predicted Breakup Of The Group
Silence will be the death of me. Silence if deafening. My month is beginning to enter a new era, a new month and we all know that when the new month is here, this month is gone, it’s already started to change.
The new month coming forth will see me losing some touch with my boys because I’m with Lyssa. Even though I want to go out with them, they have started to head their own way and break up.
Konquer Insurance Work – Friday
Some things are changing at work too.
On Friday, I wore my ponytail to work.
On the same day, Yanna left the office and moved to a new job.
Big Changes In Job Security
Frank gave me my pay at the end of the day on Friday. He also had something to inform me about.
Because Frank has run out of funds, I’m now casual. That’s not that bad. It gives me more time to look for work and spend time with Lyssa and my friends.
job security is a big change for the new month forth. Now that I get less money, I’m going to have trouble paying bills and keeping in front. Lucky I didn’t take out my loan, otherwise I would be fucked up right now.
Velda’s Private House Party
Coming home I walked to Pizza Hut.
Rory and I drove to my house to meet Lyssa there with her friends waiting for me. Walking in my room I got ready.
Then we left for Velda’s house because there was no one there.
Ali and Imad also rolled with us.
Ali Finally Kisses Penelope
At first it was really quiet. Like usual, Lyssa and I didn’t get affectionate yet, I let her converse with her friends.
Ali wanted to go home and eat. So all the boys left. I know I should have stayed with Lyssa but I left with them. I didn’t want to. Her face and mine were sad, but things turned out alright.
The party was going fine. Halfway through the party, Lyssa and I got really attached. Lyssa knows to make moves first now and hold me.
Penelope and Ali got onto each other.
Mallory wanted Imad but he didn’t want her, so she got angry.
Getting Intimate With Lyssa
Lyssa and I were having a very good time with each other. Sitting on a chair, she sat on my lap. Then as we got warmer, we progressed to move in motion, and she was enjoying.
She must have her periods because I’m allowed to make her move but I can’t touch her at that one spot. I can touch her wherever I want for as long as I want except for that one spot. Weird.
Anyway, Lyssa and I had a talk. I made her realize that I wouldn’t do anything she wouldn’t want me to do. She knew that already. Lyssa and I lay on the couch. I lay asleep on her shoulder lying on one another.
She made me think, no words can really express it but that I felt that I was needed, I was wanted for once.
She held me in her hands while I slept, as she played with my hair, held my hands, made me feel so good I couldn’t just sleep there. I had to make her feel good back, he he.
Everyone went to sleep before Penelope, Ali, Lyssa and I jumped into the car to leave at 4am.
Dropping them off, I gave Lyssa a goodnight kiss. She wants me to call her some time today.
Missing Tatton’s Birthday Celebration
Tatton’s birthday was a day or two ago. He didn’t really tell me. All he told me was that he was going to Hooters last night with Ralf and Shawn but they didn’t go. They partied at Randy Ranch nightclub instead.
A New Month Coming
Looking forward once again for this month, it’s already changing. The month won’t be the same.
Monday, my free day is the last day of this month and it fits in perfectly with the new feel of the month.
Right now, being 1pm on Saturday, I’m going to eat and call Ali so that we can roll to Campbelltown.
Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.
