Jewell Asked About Our Status
Just getting off the phone with Sama, I once again feel a part of me is empty and I can’t get it back.
Jewell came up in the conversation. We both talked about our previous people.
Sama asked Jewell a week or two ago whether or not I’m in the picture.
Jewell replied, “Oh, no,” in a grieving voice, “but we’re good friends now.”
The decision we both made has pondered on both of our minds for some time now. Everyone in my group knows that I liked Jewell very much and never talked bad of her, even after we ended our relationship and supposedly made friends with each other.
I feel deeply now that I have lost something that should not have been. It makes me think. It makes me sad.
Phoenix Gatecrashes Party
Last night when I got picked up we drove to Pizza Hut.
Phoenix was down at Pizza Hut early in the day. She wanted to come in the car I was in with Lucas, but he drove off.
Ralf put them in his car and kicked Keith out.
We picked Keith up.
Phoenix Hot For Me
Phoenix was very, very, very pissed off at how I was avoiding her. But I don’t have to talk to her. She has to come to me if she wants something from me.
Phoenix was all hot for me last night, looking all hot. I allowed whoever wanted to get onto her last night. Shawn gave it a go.
Phoenix must really hate me now but I didn’t invite her to come out with our group and I sure didn’t want her there.
Known As “The Man”
Six cars drove to Woodbine Macers. Ralf, Lucas, Imad, Sama, Keith, and Rory were among the many with us that night. There were at least 20 people out.
These days I’m known as “The Man” because I plan every night we are together. Last night was very exceptional.
Drive To See Sama
Driving to Sama’s house to see her, I walked to her house. But her mom would not let her out because it was late. Sama didn’t like that, but there wasn’t much that she could do.
Egging Kiki
From there we drove to the Road Pantry in Leumeah to get eggs. I thought only me and Lucas would get eggs but 8 boxes of eggs were bought.
By the way Kiki drove away with Imad in the car. We called her to bring him back, but she wouldn’t.
Ali and I got very pissed off. We wanted to drive to Kiki’s house and egg it.
Seeing her just down the road we stopped and egged her car, not with one egg, with a dozen. I was very pissed off and she saw it. I didn’t see her that night again.
Egging Roan’s House
From there we all drove a street from Roan Beavis’s house. Everyone parked their car. Walking through the alleyway I planned it.
Eleven people with at least 4 eggs each walked to the house. Silently we threw our eggs. It was like a war how we almost broke the windows. The noise was so loud that people two blocks away would have heard it.
The Fierce Altercation
Everyone ran. I heard the door open behind me. I was the last to throw my load and then run. Catching up quickly I told of the trouble behind us. They didn’t really listen.
Arriving at the cars Rory was the first to start the car.
Roan’s dad came out of the alleyway and took Ralf by the neck. Ralf pushed him off and got to his car.
Then he came to Lucas’s car and started banging on his door. He didn’t even open it.
That’s when Imad pulled the cunt back off the car onto the ground and laid into him fierce.
Lucas was driving off but I told him to reverse so I could help.
Shawn then jumped out of the car and lay into him. Imad kept laying into him.
Jumping into their cars, Roan’s dad jumped in front of Ali’s car. Ali took off and almost ran him over. Lucky he jumped out of the way again because Lucas was screaming past his heels.
Pretty fucked up, he hobbled over to his house where I presumed he had Ralf’s mom’s license plate number. But he didn’t.
Everyone split up.
Hiding Out In Kentlyn
I called Ali on his mobile phone to meet us at Kentlyn.
Back to Kentlyn there were so many people there that night doing what we used to do. There was a burnt up car there. The people there decided to roll it over on its back. We helped too. Our hands became very dirty.
Imad and I then started kicking into it. Everyone left Kentlyn straight away, scared of something.
We stayed low for the rest of the night.
Later we met up with Ralf and the rest in his car talking about what happened.
Today was very quiet, I stayed home all day listening to music, I love my music.
Ringing Sama
I called Sama at work. She was to call me back, which she did.
Sama is very easy to get along with. When she calls me back I’m going to tell her that. She has my type of personality. I like that.
Sama is on the phone now, so I’m going to have to leave now. She knows I’m on the computer. She can hear me typing, wondering what I’m doing.
Talk later.
Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.
