Diary Of A Mad Chaos

St. Andrews Lookout

Tonight we went to St Andrews Lookout and I went with William, Ralf (Who has had a bad cold for a week) and Ned.

Getting Closer With Tarina

I saw Tarina at the start of the night.  We talked for a bit.  Then I sat down next to the fire.

After a while someone started playing thumb wrestles (ingenious), and Tarina came and sat next to me asking if I would give her a game.  I won the first one, and she bet Bon Jovi on it.  She had to redeem herself, so I played her again and let her win.

Astonished I am tonight, for I saw Tarina and she made the first move.  I really do have feelings for her and she is so – I can’t describe her as I am at a loss for words.

Tarina then sat next to me for about one hour.  We talked for a while and had some peace and quiet all to ourselves.

Near the end of the night, everyone left us alone.

Discuss Future With Tarina

Tonight we were talking about opening a business together.  She said she was serious about it, but it’s too far into the future to be thinking about it.

Her Birthday is on the 30th of December so that makes her a Capricorn.

She is definitely going to the gym on Monday at 4:00 pm with a friend.  She wants me to help her.  So I might do my workout, and then go and help her.

Tarina didn’t want to leave when she had to go, so she stayed with me.

I didn’t want to make a move on her tonight because I still wasn’t sure if she liked me or wanted me.

Carey Sleeps Over Keith’s House

Carey was also with us tonight and she was with Keith all day today.  She is going to Bendigo on Tuesday and she is sleeping over at Keith’s house tonight so, they might be having sex right now.  I think she wants to get some before she goes and I know Keith wants her bad.

Anyway, back to Tarina here.

Planned Bike Ride

Before I get back onto that topic, me and my brother are going for a bike ride to Menangle and then to Picton, Narellan and back to Campbelltown.  That’s about 15 to 20 kilometers.  It should take us 1 hour to do that.

I have to get up at 9:00 am in the morning tomorrow to go on that ride, so I’ll have to set my alarm.

Meal Plan



I just had about 100g of Prawns to eat, 2 pieces of broccoli, a cup of milkshake, and 2 pieces of toast with a Vitamin C Tablet.

Now it is time to go beddy-bie.

Author: 钨宝

The author of Diary Of A Mad Chaos from 1996 to 2018, The Lost Years book, Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘) book series, and Foreigner (华人) an exploration of race relations in Australia. Fluent in Chinese Mandarin, Macedonian, and English, the author currently resides in China, Guangzhou where he continues to make comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies.

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