It has been a long drink between entries, as one in these rare deposits sees only samples of activity and traces of behavior. I have the distance enjoyed, out of mind from these memoirs, as life moves on.
On The Outside Of Anxieties
I benefit from being on the outside of my anxieties, as oftentimes its clinical mess creeps up on me. I waste money on weekends to show no improvement in my budget bottom line. I have started to look for work however, which compliments my other pet love, exercise.
Creating Diary Era Titles
I feel estranged from these memoirs however since a planned disappearance. Perhaps this is the end of the line and in ten years, the revisions to publish this book will begin. I have created the names of books and various titles, so this may be the answer.
I am enjoying life now however. I still have anxieties but most of their mysteries are uncovered so damage me little. Perhaps this is my swan song.


Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.