Reflecting On The Month
Thinking upon the month, as I usually do around the middle, the change, if there has been one I haven’t really noticed. My IBM Pentium 200 MHz computer will be coming tomorrow instead, so that might be a big change for me.
The only change I can note right now is that there has been more accomplishment with my musical career, and that I have been expanding my options on study and higher education as well as other job prospects.
This month or lately I’ve noticed that I haven’t bitched about much, just talked about what’s going to happen. Boring to read.
Catching A Lift With Lyssa’s Friends
Yesterday, after work for Martinson Engineering was over, I left earlier so as to catch the early bus. I met up with Lyssa in Campbelltown. She was with Bielka, Rita and two other girls who stepped out. Bielka gave us a drive home.
In the car, Rita was asking about what kind of job I have. It seems she too is in reception, typing part of work. She probably found it interesting to learn of a guy like me interested in that field.
I’m not sure if Lyssa was happy with her talking to me because she had a go at me for saying goodbye to her.
Jett didn’t end up ringing Bielka because she was at Wollongong with Rita just going for a drive.
I also learned off Lyssa that Rita’s old boyfriend used to beat her up.
Lyssa Comes Over
Lyssa and I were waiting for my precious cargo to arrive, but the guy didn’t deliver. He should be today though.
Penelope Comes Over
Penelope was at my house to give her a lift at 9pm but Lyssa decided to stay.
Ali and Penelope saw each other last night. He didn’t say anything to Penelope, making it seem like nothing happened once again.
His engine should be ready this weekend he said. Ali wants to take his Celica to The Entrance or to Canberra. I decide Canberra if I decide to even go.
Lyssa Becomes Talkative Before Sex
When Penelope drove off, Lyssa and I were happy to be alone with the lights off.
Let me just elaborate on a topic about Lyssa. Every time we seem to turn off the lights, get in the mood and start moving, that is the time she asks me so many questions. I’m trying to enjoy the mood, and she is asking questions like “Does my breath smell” and “Don’t go there, it’s yucky.” If she is going to say that, she could at least word it better.
I take it personally when Lyssa stops me from what I’m doing, usually right in the middle of it all.
She’d be having a good time heaving, and then stop abruptly and ask me a question, stopping the groove. I’m just waiting for the day we can make love in light and without any interruptions.
Shawn Interrupts Us
Shawn came over and interrupted us at 9:45pm. I ran outside, but by the time I was out there, he was gone.
I’ll give him a call today and see if he wants to come around. My IBM Pentium 200 MHz computer should be delivered by then.
Imad didn’t get my modem because he’s a bum. He didn’t come over either.
Shawn and I are going to scan all my photos through his computer on Sunday, and manipulate them. That should be fun.
Invite Lyssa To Sleep Over
Lyssa called her mum after 10pm last night to go home. Lyssa’s mum was very upset to have to pick her up. After 5 calls she got through to her.
Lyssa is stubborn at times. I told her she could stay but she was persistent to go home, the reason being I would see her without makeup in the morning.
The Attractive Girl On The Bus
Today coming to work I had to get rid of the aftermath of last night with Lyssa and I in a bin.
Having all the seats in the bus to Narellan filled, I ended up sitting next to the girl that I find attractive. She was wearing a skirt, and I was quite happy to sit next to her. As long as I don’t touch and only look it should be alright. But all I done was sit. I’ve made a sin.
Martinson Engineering Work – Wednesday
Today at work for Martinson Engineering it was fairly busy in the early stages. Only now am I able to use my Diary on the work computers.
Once again into the middle of the week, today should go fast, and so should the rest of the week.
Right now I’m filling out my Superannuation Rollover forms so that the money from Frank’s account can be transferred to mine.
Pablo for the computer also called up just then informing me that the IBM Pentium computer will be at my house at 6pm.
Lyssa is having her St. Patrick College school muck up day today. They’re dressing up in 80’s clothes. That’s their theme, wearing bandannas on their heads.


Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.