The Durable Month
It’s been a long, durable hard month, with aches and pains and with joyous moments also.
Thinking back upon the past month it’s been a step to a new direction, something that had to happen.
Next month brings a new car. With that come new adventures and hassles. Hopefully it will bring a new job or education. But from past experience, that month turns into a few months.
Reflecting On Relationship Phases With Lyssa
Thinking back since I met Lyssa almost three months ago and became her friend and then lover, I start to wonder. At first, it was Lyssa this, Lyssa that, and I couldn’t get her out of my mind. Then when I knew it was going to happen it was Lyssa with me and Lyssa for me.
The moment happened. I was on cloud nine and couldn’t be separated from Lyssa. I felt very pleased to be with her.
Time passed and I’m still pleased to be with her. But little things that I do for her she interprets in different ways, and things have taken an extra step.
We’ve gone through all our phases. Now we’re up to getting really serious, but not being serious.
Within my room we get very hot and steamy, but when I come to think of it, we can have different fun, which we never really do. That’s partly because money isn’t circulating.
The last time that Lyssa and I went out somewhere together was when we visited the City by ourselves, and that was a while ago.
Lyssa Makes Me Doubt Our Relationship
I don’t want to get myself wrong. I think Lyssa is still hot, still the main part of me, but every time she doubts me, every time she says “I think you’re losing interest in me Tony”, I really start to doubt and get frustrated that she could say that.
Believing that our relationship has worked until now, I believe our relationship will carry on. I just have to give way and she does too. That’s how it works.
Looking upon those remarks, relationships have really been a big part of the month just gone. That’s all I seem to talk about.
Hanging Out At Pizza Hut
Today upon waking up, Shawn rung me to see what I was doing. Telling him to come over I got up and called Lyssa.
Speaking with Lyssa, I asked if she was to come over my house, and she wanted to.
Shawn and I drove to Campbelltown. We hung around Pizza Hut looking at his newest bombs.
Ringing Keith, he also came down. They both decided to visit the Catholic Club. Not very interested upon that, I got Lyssa picked up and taken to my house.
“The Rules” Book Reveal To Lyssa
Lyssa and I chilled for the next six hours. She brought over her assignment. That was our excuse to be together for her mum when she got picked up.
Lyssa and I started discussing “The Rules”. She started telling me that there was no such book. Having to prove her wrong, I showed her the book. She laughed, then got annoyed when I read it to her. She now has kept the book. No doubt she’ll be studying it trying to get me back.
Lyssa and I also watched some TV and lay next to each other once again. While at my house we were mucking around. I mistakenly bit her. So she dug into my neck. I drew blood and scarred badly. All she could really do was laugh. But I wasn’t laughing when everyone had seen it at Macarthur Square that night.
Hanging Out With The Boys
Lyssa’s mum picked her up. Then Shawn, Ralf and Tatton came over to my house. Imad and Ali also came over. We all played a game of chess. I beat all of their asses.
Finishing chess, we rolled to Macarthur Square to meet all the boys. Lyssa was supposed to be there with Velda who has dyed her hair blonde now.
Having left for home, when I arrived there I talked with Penelope and the rest of her friends as I sat with my boys. Penelope knew about “The Rules”. Lyssa must have told her straight away. Penelope had seen the mark on my neck that Lyssa had left.
Looking For Used Cars In Trading Post Paper
I’m going to ring Keith now to see if he’ll read me advertisements from the Trading Post for cars under $650 so that I can purchase one on Monday.
Tomorrow being the newest day of August and Lyssa’s birthday month, I’m going to CES to look for suitable work in my area.
Today in the mail came a Photographic Course that I applied for a Prospectus of. The course costs $800. It is a training guide to get into Photography and get a degree. Once money is coming through I’ll try for the Correspondence Course.
Good luck with my car.
Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.
