The Resignation Wish List
Today was fairly boring at work but it wasn’t that bad. Not very long now until I’ve had enough experience and my résumé is made up for production.
Before I quit, I’ll have to have two good suits to wear to work and good attire, my tape deck player and crossovers for the speaker boxes, with some extra shit on top and my credit card paid off.
Designing The Dedications CD
Listening to Az Yet the album today, I found a good song that I can use for the CD production that I’m giving to Jewell as a gift.
At work, I produced a design for the CD. I must say it’s going to look very good when finished. I like making a person feel good. When Jewell receives my gift, she is going to feel really special. I love how I do that to people, and so will she.
Why I Like Jewell
Honestly, I’m trying to figure out what it is of Jewell that makes me do the unexpected. Why don’t I do this for anyone else, maybe Phoenix?
The truth is that apart from being turned on by Jewell’s body, the way her legs are shaped, the way her hair shines at night, the smile she gives me for no reason, all the different looks she has, the way she makes me smile for no reason, and how she makes my black sky turn to a bright blue when I hear her name, I am still compelled.
The truth is that her personality brings me back above all. I like how she is quiet, but yet she is in control, how she cares and feels how I feel. So many pictures in my mind, and I have the whole of time.
Phoenix’s Little Red Book
Coming back from work, Lucas called me up. I met him down at Pizza Hut.
Rory was at Pizza Hut. We got talking about how Rory went to Phoenix’s house and she has a book of all the guys she likes. Phoenix handed it to Rory.
He read lots of juicy talk about how she wants to make me all wet and what she wants to do to me. Spicy shit.
That book confession surprised me because I found out that even after we all fucked her up she’s coming back for more. I know what Phoenix wants but she’s just not coming out to get it the right way. I’m not even sure if I want it anymore. Music heals my thought.
Rory dropped me off home.
Testy At Pizza Hut
Jett picked me up later. We dropped off all of Dina’s CDs and drove to Pizza Hut after.
Ali, Imad, Keith, and Ralf with Shawn turned up in their own cars. We all talked.
Keith seems to think now that he’s earning more money than most of us. He thinks he’s better than us. Back to his old habits I guess.
“So have you got a raise yet,” he asked me.
Who cares if I have? I still have a job but he has to put me down.
Just getting dropped of home, I’m about to sleep and get ready for another day tomorrow.
Making Preparations
This week had better finish off quickly because I want this little project to be finished as soon as possible. I’m happy.
Being the last day of the month (and it always gets hectic around the end of the month) I’ve had a lot of shit to do.
I’ve been thinking that I should start up at the gym. I might get the chance, seeming I won’t be working for a little while after I quit my job. I want to get the right opportunity.
Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.
