Pick A Breakup Date With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: April 6, 1998

Whoops, I’ve missed out on writing last night for the second time, so I’m going to have to finish it off in this episode.  What happened last night was, I was getting tired of typing so I thought I would finish it when I came back home.

Wake Up To Lyssa’s Call

Lyssa woke me up at 11:30am when she called me on the phone.  We talked for twenty minutes about seeing each other for Sunday.  Lyssa and I were still upset and weren’t talking to each other as per usual.  Lyssa acted like she didn’t really care if I came over her house that day.

As I got off the phone I had something to eat and then started playing on the computer.  Time went by.  I was just about to leave, as I called Lyssa and told her I was leaving soon for her house. 

Pari Shows Up At My House

Just as I was putting my hair in a ponytail there was someone at my window.  I noticed it to be Pari Darzi straight away.  Walking to the door I let him in.  We walked into my room and started talking.  He brought some bananas, as I played him some songs on my system.  Then we looked at photos in my photo album.  He told me how Osama is engaged after a year of going out.  I told him about Ali. 

I then decided to get some pictures taken of the two of us.  We headed out to the backyard.  Our first picture, I set the camera on auto.  We both were doing handstands for the first shot.  The second one, I got both of us to sit on seats and pose with our arms across our chest and looking up at the sky looking big. 

From there we walked back into my room.  We talked about old times.  Two hours later he was ready to leave.  Saying goodbye to him was smooth.  I might see him again later.

Bump Into Shawn In Town

Calling Lyssa back I told her I hadn’t left yet.  She sounded upset but I reassured her it wasn’t my fault and that I would be coming straight away.  Walking to Campbelltown I found it funny that I had seen so many people I know on the way. 

In Campbelltown Shawn pulled me over with Tatton in his car.  After a small talk he offered to drive me to Lyssa’s house, which I was happy about.  We talked on the way there.  I told him how I had seen Ralf on the way to Campbelltown and that I might be going back around 8:30pm so he could play guitar.

Lyssa Cooks Me Dinner

Walking into Lyssa’s house I gave her a kiss and then walked in to the smell of something cooking.  Lyssa’s mum was just leaving.  Lyssa was cooking me dinner, as I sat down and thanked her.  Before dinner though, I had some donuts and Lyssa sat on my lap as we watched some television. 

Almost an hour later the food was ready.  Walking into the lounge room we sat on the floor and ate.  The food was cooked beautifully.  I thanked Lyssa for the food once again.  When the food was finished Lyssa was still upset.  She told me that I should have at least called her when Pari came over.  Lyssa told me she was out with her mum looking for me because she thought it was a hot day and I should get a lift.

Discuss Our Eventual Break Up

Lyssa and I finally confronted the problem and were saddened at the fact that one day we would not be with each other again. 

I hugged her, as I became sad thinking that one day, I never will be hugging Lyssa again and that I will miss all the things we done, dearly. 

Lyssa felt the same way as we sat there hugging each other for a couple of minutes, living for the moment.  I looked in Lyssa’s eyes and she smiled, making me teary burrowing my head in her shoulder again to hide my face.  She was upset that one day we would be apart, so we started talking about that day far in the future.

Not many people work out the day that they will break up, but Lyssa and I sat down with each other and thought it would be best for the both of us if we broke up on a certain day we both choose.  That way, no one would dump anyone and it would be a moving on step without having a fight.  That way, Lyssa and I can still call each other and be friends.

After some thinking, Lyssa and I thought that New Years Eve should be the night we stop sleeping over each other’s house and begin to stop kissing and getting onto each other.  Gradually we will stop doing all those things and then start to move on.  Lyssa knows that we won’t be together forever.  She also knows that she wants to experience people after me, as do I. 

We know that before we part our ways, we have to go on a holiday together.  Lyssa picked Queensland or Fiji.  I picked a boat cruise.  Lyssa and I were pretty serious about our decision, but I’m not sure if we can go through with it or not.  I think it would be the best thing to do if we want to keep some sort of relationship after we break up.

Lyssa Sleeps Over

Lyssa’s mum came back home.  Then we got a lift to my house.  Lyssa slept over my house on Sunday night in preparation for College.  Bringing all her things over I set my alarm and we went to sleep straight away, as it was 11pm. 

Lyssa and I continued our conversation about our break up and Lyssa told me the next eight months together will go fast because we don’t want it to.  But I know that if we don’t break up before the eight months are over, we will have had the best time of our lives and we will have plenty of memories to remember of each other.  Who knows, I think one day in the future we will get back together, maybe not for life, but we will get together once again.

Walk Lyssa To The Bus Stop

Lyssa and I woke up this morning.  Lyssa wanted an hour extra of sleep so I set the alarm.  Lyssa woke up grouchy as she had a shower and then put her makeup on.  Walking her to the bus stop she didn’t want to run for her bus and that made me angry.  Nevertheless, Lyssa got on that bus, as I gave her a kiss goodbye. 

Coming home I know I have to go to Lyssa’s house today because she left her makeup here and her hair dryer.  The time is now 1:30pm.  In about two hours I will be traveling to her house. 

Right now I’m going to muck around with the computer and call some places regarding getting an instrumental made up.