Noah’s Party
From the scuffle at Pizza Hut, we got to the party about 10:00pm.
As soon as I got in the door, I saw all the chicks were hanging off Rory. That pissed me off heaps but I just kept on walking.
Tonight I knew who my real friends were and who had my back. I was outside for most of the time before the first fight started, just talking to everyone and seeing who would back me up. I know Imad had my back all the way, and William was there to bash Palmer but, to put it in a nice way, he didn’t back us up. Brodie would have backed us up because me and him have bonded and we are now sick cunts. Wilfrid was with us all the way too because he’s a sick cunt.
When I make friends I make them easy because I am easy to get along with. People like my attitude and they think I am a sick cunt.
Drive With William
Anyway Imad, William and I went for some drives.
Palmer Offers Peace
When we came back to the house and walked in, Palmer came up to me and extended his hand out in an attempt to shake my hand. I was thinking about it but then I knew he was an enemy and a “Love Myself” kind of person, so I said, “I’m not going to shake your hand.” He kept wanting to shake my hand, and I kept saying no. Then I got in his face and told him, “Listen (getting louder) back off now because you’re creating a problem alright. I don’t want you in my face and I don’t want to fucken shake your hand so fuck off!”
I was really pissed off now and he was trying to get out of a fight by saying the old “Look man we’re all friends here alright,” line. By this time Imad was also in his face. By now, we had a gathering of people. People could see I was going to get violent and someone came and split us up. They just told me to cool it. After that it was a bit hard to cool it.
I went outside and talked to Wilfrid because he had a cold. I got him an orange and he ate a full lemon.
By now, Tarina started to believe me. I didn’t know this at the time. I even had a chance of talking to her out the back after “The Second Fight”.
Second Drive With William
Imad, William and I went for another ride. This time we were talking in the car and contemplating what we were going to do. William just wanted to stop Palmer getting onto Harley because he still likes her. Imad just wanted to rumble, like me.
We went back, through the front door and I just went on a mission from there.
The Second Confrontation
Rory was sitting on the couches with Aubree and Harley and Palmer and all those who are on his side. It’s a shame that Aubree is on his side and seeing him. If she only knew what he was like.
I didn’t want to hit him for what he said to Tarina. I wanted to hit him for what he said to Tarina and all the back-stabbing he has done to my friends.
I went up and pointed to him and said to him “Rory come with me man,” and the stupid goat got up. I pointed straight to Palmer and I said to him “You stay here and don’t get up.”
I walked Rory out to the front and didn’t lay one hand on him. I then started screaming at him asking him why he said what he said to Tarina. He was scared-as by now. Imad was at my back right now.
Then Palmer decided to be a hero and come out. I went up to Palmer and said to him, “Why’d you come out for when I told you not to come out?” His excuse was he was coming to get something out of the car.
Rory was scurried away now hiding in the house somewhere trying to get some sympathy.
Scuffle With Palmer
I let Palmer go to the car. As he was coming back, I brushed my shoulder on his and shoved him saying, “What the fuck do you think you’re doing?” I got in his face again.
I was all over Palmer and then Imad came and took over. Imad was getting ready to hit him. I got back in the action. Imad and I were shoulder on shoulder with each other eyeballing Palmer.
Imad went sick now and then Keith came out and got in between them, followed by a big group.
Keith told him not to do anything and it would ruin Noah’s party.
Imad fully snapped and went sick at Keith, and Keith was going sick back. They were screaming at each other and I was trying to break them up telling Imad not to fight with friends because he would regret it tomorrow.
Take A Walk To Cool Down
Me and Imad went for a walk down the street and then back up the street where we saw Simon’s dad. Simon a bit before that got the jeep and came up the street to hear the goss.
We walked back into the party after we cooled down. I knew then that I was definitely going to have a shit night.
I found out that Palmer and Rory were still scared of me. When I went in they would either sit down or be uneasy when they danced, but as soon as I got up to dance then Rory sat his ass straight down.
I stood there laughing at them but then I saw that Tarina wasn’t getting up either and she was sad, so I was really pissed off.
Her sad face caused me to go out the back and sat with Ralf and his brothers and Brodie.
The Stripper
Soon a stripper came. There was a stripper there. I shouted $20 for her because she was worth $200. She was a blonde with a baby face and she was 18 years old with a blonde muff, nice titties and a nice face.
She came out as a maid and her skirt was very tight on her.
She didn’t really do much that I haven’t seen before. She stripped and she poured oil on herself and on Noah. Then she spanked him and straddled on top of him and started humping and shit.
She lasted ten minutes and all the girls were looking at her. When she took all her clothes off Tarina closed her eyes. It was all getting taped. I was going off by now.
Backyard With Ralf
Imad went home a bit after that.
Imad said something to Tarina for me. She came out into the backyard and sat with us. She sat there for a while.
I couldn’t face Tarina and I never got any eye contact with her. I heard though that she understood and I might have a chance with her because I stood up for her and myself.
I was going to say something to her to cheer her up but then more people started rolling up and I didn’t have a chance to say something to her.
Celeste and Janice and Tarina left a bit after that. I didn’t get to say goodbye to her but I know that she’s not angry at me.
Shortly after that Rory and Palmer went home and I bet that they had a thing or two to say to each other.
The Party Dies Down
At the end, when everyone was going home, I got in Keith’s car and we went to get McDonalds on him. Then he dropped me back there and he went home.
I went back in to the party but all of them were going home too.
Ralf` had left, so it was me, William, Brodie, Ned and Shawn.
Noah Cuts The Cakes
Noah’s cake was 2 cakes. One of them was of a woman’s muff and big titties and for her muff it was a Twinkie for her clit. When Noah was cutting it I told him to stick his finger in it and he did. I had the camera and I was filming for a while at the end of the night. and Bình and Brodie done a brown eye for the camera and I got close ups of them both.
When we dropped off Ned and Shawn, us three went for an all-nighter.
Bane Smacks William
We went down Campbelltown for a while and we were screaming out of the car to a taxi. Then we screamed at Chevy’s when it was closing. We met up with Bane from the old gang IYF gang. We met him when Brodie was yelling abuse to him.
It was a red light and he came up to the car. I locked the door because I didn’t know who it was.
I yelled out to him. As we were going he saw me in the back of the car and said, “Oh shit, hi Tony.”
Funny enough. I told William to go back so we could get him to apologize to us. We stopped off and I got up and gave him a handshake and gave him a hommie hug. I made him apologize. Well I didn’t make him. He was just sorry.
I had done a lot of handshaking today with all the group. I must have shaken all the male hands at the party except for Rory’s and Palmer’s.
Bane Is Good Trouble
We picked up Bane and his friend whose nickname is “Nipper” who was pissed-as. We parked the car and went for a walk down to Chevy’s.
This is where all the extra fun started.
Bane is a fucken solid cunt and will go ANYONE that starts him because he doesn’t care if he wins or loses. He just cares about what he believes in.
We met some people down there including a person who knew me through my brother.
Then as we were crossing the road, someone bumped into Brodie and he said he knew Nipper and shook his hand. Then when Brodie went to shake his hand he didn’t shake it. Me and Bane were heaps pissed off at that. I showed Bane my piece but, even before I showed it to him he was yelling at the guy saying he’s got a bad attitude and he was going to go him.
One of the guy’s friends was getting all hard and they were holding him back and shit as if he was going to come and belt us. We didn’t even have to hold back Bane. He was standing there saying to me, “Look. Do you see my hands shaking? Come on and go me. You think you own Campbelltown or something?”
They wanted to go to the back of Pizza Hut where they would fight us. We were going there but the pussies stayed put.
William was probably peaking by now and Brodie was a little startled, but I grew up with this guy being like this, and I knew if we got into trouble I would back him up and he would back us up.
Bane Starts More Fights
We went up the road a bit and Bane threw a rock at a building and it landed next to these two 25 year old cunts.
One of them said, “Who done that?”
Bane said “Yeah me. What are you going to do?”
Be warned, before he met up with us, he already got into two fights; one who he chased a guy into the cop shop, and the other with the two bosses at the back of Pizza Hut whose asses he kicked.
Bane went and pushed the two guys and they didn’t do anything. One was standing ground but he looked like he was going to cry more than punch him back.
Picking Up Chicks
After that William got in the car and met us up the street where I was trying to get onto these nice ladies who were about 25 and it was really working until we had to go.
There were two nice sheilas there and one of them was an older version of Kathryn Carter. I had a plan worked out to get her but I was called in the car. I got all of their names and I got in.
Drive To Curran’s Hill
William drove them to Curran’s Hill where they dropped off at a guy’s house who owned a Toyota Supra Celica with the bodywork out, manual and in white. It was sick and I gawked at it for a while. But the guys couldn’t get into the house so I called them back to the car.
We went back to Campbelltown and done some more shit before we dropped them off at their homes.
Woodbine McDonald’s
We then went to McDonalds at Woodbine where we got out and bought some food at 4:00 am. A girl was in there who I was trying to chat up. It was working until the plan was foiled because 3 big mother fucker Maories wanted food, and we were getting it from the drive through.
We got back in the car and had a 1-hour discussion and then we all went home.
Return Home From All-Nighter
I am fucked right now because it is 6:32am in the morning. I need some sleep. I am about to drift off now. I must have written about 7 pages.
One more thing,
Then I am going to try and make up with Tarina and try to get some sympathy from her because I might be able to. I do really like her now and I have proved that if anyone talks shit about me and I hear about it, then I am going to react.
I would never have reacted like that were it Natasha because it isn’t the same feeling with her. I wouldn’t think of doing something like that to Tarina because she is not that kind of person, and I wouldn’t dream of asking her that ever. If she likes that… fine with me. I would rather go out and have a relationship with her now than just getting onto her.
It’s the same when I was with Kathryn. We didn’t have very much time to get to know each other but in the short time we did know each other (4 or so days of going out) we did find out a very lot about each other and we did have a passionate night, and that’s why I feel deeply for her still. I’ve actually been putting off writing to her for a while.
I might see Nina one day and see how she is doing. But for now I am going to go to sleep at 6:38 am in the morning.
That was a good all-nighter, if I do say so myself.
Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.