Well, halfway through August, the month of no job, but yet I’m satisfied. I guess this is the month I mould myself with Lyssa and settle ourselves down.
This month has been pretty reasonable so far, balancing my friends and my girlfriend with not much hassles and still respected from both sides, although that was slightly hindered from both sides tonight.
Printing Lyssa’s Poem
Waking up at 9am this morning, I walked to Campbelltown and wrote out the poem once again on the Library IBM computers.
Changing my mobile phone to the Motorola 7500 mobile phone that Jett gave me was also done. The phone is very good.
Traveling to Ashfield I bought some paper and done some photocopying, but I wasn’t satisfied. Being told about a paper place in Newtown I traveled there to find the help I needed.
What I done with the poem is put some transparent papers in front of the writing and then laminated it. You can hardly see the writing unless you hold it up to the light and read it, which is the whole purpose.
Lyssa Strongly Hinting She Wants Presents
Coming home after that I met up with Lyssa at Campbelltown train station, where I had to hide her present in my shirt.
When we were catching a bus to my house today and in Campbelltown I wouldn’t want to break a ten dollar note for the bus.
She’d say, “Why? Do you have something planned with that money?” Hint hint.
When we were in a shop she was saying to me, “Buy that for me for my birthday,” to everything we passed.
Lyssa Continues To Ignore Me
Catching a bus home, we quickly settled down, but we were uneasy.
Trying to get my first kiss from Lyssa, she kept pulling back, playing hard to get and denying me what a girlfriend shouldn’t. Pulling away I got angry and walked out for a while, contemplating the situation.
Walking back in the room she looked frustrated. So I sat in a seat near her. We didn’t talk for at least 20 minutes. We tried to talk once but I was too angry.
Choosing a bad choice of songs, I played her a song from After 7 that starts off with “Today I felt a pain inside my heart, the thought of leaving you was on my mind.” Being a bad choice considering the situation I saw Lyssa getting worried, so I had to make her feel secure.
Discussing Our Problems Together
Grabbing for her hand we walked towards the waterbed and lay down next to each other. Holding her, we discussed our problems.
My problems with Lyssa were that she doesn’t show affection enough, that she never makes the first move, and plays too hard to get.
Her problems with me were that she hates how I play games to try and get answers.
Sorting things out in our first little encounter we started getting onto each other.
Whoever said that sex was the best after an argument is right. Even though we didn’t have sex, it was all good. We did explore a great deal tonight though. She is worthy of her present, and I can’t wait for it.
The Boys Hang Out At My House
Ralf and Shawn came over to my house while I was getting it on. I took them to the spare room next door while Lyssa shaped up and called her mum.
Imad and Ali then came. They all talked in the spare room.
Lyssa called her mum. I waited out the front with her till she got picked up.
Walking to the boys we talked the rest of the night, listening to the police scanner Ali brought over and listening to music.
Making Preparations
Tomorrow I’m supposed to be in the City with Penelope, but I’m not sure if we are going or not.
It’s late now. This poem and the Roses will be sent on Tuesday next week to Lyssa. That’s all I can say.
Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.
