I stayed awake last night all night right up until 10:00 am in the morning playing the computer. I didn’t want to go to sleep because today was to be a big day. But at 10:00 am I ended up going to sleep.
Phoenix Breaks It Off
An hour later Phoenix rang me. She finally told me that she is going out with Jeremy again and she would rather him than me. I can understand that.
We talked for half an hour. She made herself sound as if she was a real bitch, but I didn’t take her that way. I was calm with her and sleepy. Phoenix wanted me to say something to her. She was anticipating me to say something like I want her, I love her. But I’ll let Jeremy tell her that.
Not Taking Calls
I fell back asleep. Tabitha rang me up at 12:30 pm but I hung her up as soon as she picked up the phone, telling her I needed to sleep.
Keith rang me also at 2:00 pm. I told him to give me some time to sleep.
I got woken up at 3:00 pm by Rory coming over my house to get my CD player for a swap. Also on the borrow were two of my movies. I’m getting them back within the week.
CES Job Hunt
When Keith popped over, we left for Campbelltown CES. I looked for some jobs but there was nothing there to interest me. Plus, I was half asleep.
Keith is going to Canberra tomorrow for 4 days. We are going to the gym on Saturday.
Standing To Lose Kathryn Again
With money in my hand I phoned Kathryn. She is coming over my house in two or so hours. If someone calls me tonight then I am going to get Kathryn to come out with us, but if not then we are staying at my house.
Once again Kathryn is sinking into my heart knowing that she is leaving again in two weeks and not coming back for a long time.
I am losing something I cherish once again, and I can’t do anything about it except for sit back and watch everything unfold.
Kathryn and I are going to consider going to the movies on Saturday or Friday, depending on if she wants to go. I am going to proposition her with the motel room around that time, depending on how I feel about her, which right now is pretty strong.
Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.
