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Discovering An Affirmative Psyche – Mad Chaos: September 30, 2004

Diary entry for September 30, 2004. Anatomy Of The Psyche, Conscience, Mind, Self, Evaluating My Life, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Definition Of Compulsive Escapism – Mad Chaos: September 21, 2004

Diary entry for September 21, 2004. The Aviary Of These Memoirs, Anxious Tics, Guarana Research, Eric Returns, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Erosion Of Disciplines – Mad Chaos: August 16, 2004

Diary entry for August 16, 2004. Being Reclusive, Watch Olympics, Hopeless Dreams, Flirting At Local Supermarket, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Becoming A First-Time Uncle – Mad Chaos: August 10, 2004

Diary entry for August 10, 2004. Reclusion Syndrome, Mum Homesick, Birth Of Sabrina, Bad Blood In The Family, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Battle To Save The Memoir – Mad Chaos: July 25, 2004

Diary entry for July 25, 2004. The Depression Debt, Chat On MSN Messenger, So Close To Surrender, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Self-Diagnosis Of Anxiety & Panic Disorder – Mad Chaos: July 1, 2004

Diary entry for July 1, 2004. Withdrawal From Zyprexa, Schizophrenia Label, The Root Of My Anxiety, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Managed Withdrawal From Olanzapine Medication – Mad Chaos: June 29, 2004

Diary entry for June 29, 2004. Ceasing To Enjoy Life, Counselor, Lali Wants A Fling, Cursed Memoirs, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Penning A Letter To Lyssa – Mad Chaos: May 22, 2004

Diary entry for May 22, 2004. Letter To Lyssa, Print Mad Chaos Book, Guarana Drink Diet, Ten Resolutions, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Confronting My Fear Of Rejection – Mad Chaos: June 4, 2003

Diary entry for June 4, 2003. Bump Into Yazmin In Supermarket, Courage To Make A Connection, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Steadily Industrializing Mind – Mad Chaos: June 1, 2003

First diary entry for June 1, 2003. Peak Consciousness Of The Writer, Hard To Move On, Diary Revisions, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Root Cause Of My Anxiety – Mad Chaos: April 23, 2003

Diary entry for April 23, 2003. Anxiety Improves, Going At My Own Pace, Researching Historical Anxiety, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Situational Isotopes Of Anxiety – Mad Chaos: April 7, 2003

Diary entry for April 7, 2003. Cause Of Anxieties, Root Of My Paranoia, How I Find Solace, Visit An Anxiety Clinic, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Past The Point Of No Return – Mad Chaos: January 9, 2003

Diary entry for January 9, 2003. Obstacles Posed By Life, Recording Goals, Reading Back On The Lost Years, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Losing Control In Wet Weather – Mad Chaos: October 2, 2001

Second diary entry for October 2, 2001. Pointless Activities, Invited To Beach, Cruise, Losing Control Of My Car, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Feeling Unnecessarily Impotent In Life – Mad Chaos: October 2, 2001

First diary entry for October 2, 2001. Basketball & Weed With Tyler, Going To War, Smug Blonde, Shawn’s Pad, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

My Life Through Three Photo Albums – Mad Chaos: September 10, 2001

Diary entry for September 10, 2001. Remembering Nikita, Three Photo Albums, Maturing Through Experience, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Theory Of Time Travel & Black Holes – Mad Chaos: June 20, 2001

Diary entry for June 20, 2001. Cause For Extreme Anxiety, Theories On Ageing, Time Travel & Black Holes, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Reflecting On The Lost Years Era – Mad Chaos: April 26, 2000

Diary entry for April 26, 2000. Studying The Lost Years, Reliving The Twists, Two Loves, Memoir Work, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Growing In Confidence With Iseul – Mad Chaos: November 10, 1999

Third diary entry for November 10, 1999. Iseul Cancels Date, Learn Korean, Suggest Sleepover, Naked Jokes, Alec Phones, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Red Polo Neck Sweater Girl – Mad Chaos: November 10, 1999

Second Diary entry for November 10, 1999. Breaking The Ice, A Crowded Mind Of What Ifs, Catch Alec’s Bus Home, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Goal To Expand The Memoirs Online – Mad Chaos: November 10, 1999

First diary entry for November 10, 1999. Pranking Hot Girls, Fire Warden Nomination, HIH Win Pops, Kylie Minogue, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

HIH Insurance Provides Free Cab Charges – Mad Chaos: June 25, 1999

Second diary entry for June 25, 1999. Free Cab Charges, Shopping, Hound Dog, Kangaroo Valley, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary.

HIH Insurance & Lunch With Keith – Mad Chaos: June 25, 1999

First diary entry for June 25, 1999. Train Fatality, Seeing Sama, HIH Insurance, Lunch With Keith, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary.

The Toll Of Work With HIH Insurance And Backlog On The Diary

Second diary entry for May 19, 1999, Bình’s Bakery Shop, Philosophy, Keith Secures Job, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary

Connecting At The Interview With HIH Insurance – Monday, May 18, 1999 May 18, 1999

It’s official.  I now have myself a full-time job with HIH Insurance and a chance to redeem my pride and regain my riches.  So far…

The Job Interview With HIH Insurance In Sydney – May 18, 1999

Preparing For The HIH Insurance Job Interview From Macarthur Square we headed to my house where I was dropped off at a forlorn population.  Dressing…

Securing A Job Interview With HIH Insurance – May 18, 1999

These days are beginning to gain momentum, my desires are flaming with passion and these dreams are again conceiving to stir.  There has been much…

The Criminal And The Victim At Subway – Mad Chaos: March 31, 1999

Second diary entry for March 31, 1999. Simon Borrows Playing Cards, Play Cards In Subway, Predicting Change, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Planning To Surprise Lyssa – Mad Chaos: September 21, 1998

Third diary entry for September 21, 1998. Jermaine The Protector, Plans Shot Through, Offer To Help Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Knowing That It Is Finally Over – Mad Chaos: September 21, 1998

Second diary entry for September 21, 1998. CD Surface Printed, Fantasy Vs Reality, Jewell’s Parcel, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Final CD Artwork Design Touches – Mad Chaos: September 21, 1998

First diary entry for September 21, 1998. Design CD Cover Artwork For Lyssa, Piano & Ring Logos, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Reasons Behind Lyssa’s CD – Mad Chaos: September 20, 1998

Third diary entry for September 20, 1998. Jett Shows Up, Gianna’s Vendetta, Working On CD Artwork, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Lyssa Falls Out With Bryce – Mad Chaos: September 20, 1998

Second diary entry for September 20, 1998. Lyssa Hates Bryce, Reminisce In Park, The Medical Emergency, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Realizing I Love Lyssa – Mad Chaos: September 19, 1998

Diary entry for September 19, 1998. Read Back On Phone Calls, Phone Cheating, Patching Things Up With Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Inside The Creative Design Process – Mad Chaos: September 18, 1998

Fifth entry for September 18, 1998. Curious Eating Habits, Pictures Of Misty Moo, Naming Lyssa’s CD, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Cursed Forsaken Fantasy – Mad Chaos: September 18, 1998

Fourth diary entry for September 18, 1998. Mariah Carey, Boredom, CD Deadline, Getting Back With Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Wicked Night With The Boys – Mad Chaos: September 18, 1998

Third diary entry for September 18, 1998. Hot Day In Town, Lyssa’s CD Ideas, Gym, Chess With Imad, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Conscience Taunted By Fantasy – Mad Chaos: September 18, 1998

Second diary entry for September 18, 1998. Reading Old Diary Entries, Reading Poems, Hope To Forget Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Picking Songs For Lyssa’s CD – Mad Chaos: September 18, 1998

First diary entry for September 18, 1998. Staying Up Late, Pick Songs For Lyssa, Plan To Surprise Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The End Of The Lost Years – Mad Chaos: September 16, 1998

Fourth diary entry for September 16, 1998. Lyssa Calls Gianna, Lost Years Sonnet, The Recognition Era, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Sleeping Over Lyssa’s House – Mad Chaos: July 28, 1998

Second Diary entry for July 28, 1998. Lyssa’s Movie Night With Braxton, Sleep Over Lyssa’s House, Walk Home, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Jewell Flirts With The Friend Zone – Mad Chaos: July 28, 1998

Diary entry for July 28, 1998. An Argument With Lyssa, Jewell Gets Angry, Invite Jewell To Meet, Ali Puts Down Imad, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Lyssa Fights Her Family – Mad Chaos: July 27, 1998

Diary entry for July 27, 1998. Centrelink Enquiry, Call Frank, Lyssa Plans Birthday, Ralf Calls, Quick Chat With Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Braxton Makes His Move On Lyssa – Mad Chaos: July 26, 1998

Third diary entry for July 26, 1998. Lyssa Calls, Movies With Braxton, History Repeats, More Flings, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Lyssa On A Date At The Movies – Mad Chaos: July 26, 1998

Second diary entry for July 26, 1998. Lyssa Gets Angry, PlayStation With Jett, Feeling Bored At Night, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Introduced To The PlayStation – Mad Chaos: July 25, 1998

Third diary entry for July 25, 1998. Play PlayStation With Jett, Lyssa Phones Several Times, John Madden Football, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Prank Phone Calls With Jett – Mad Chaos: July 24, 1998

Second diary entry for July 24, 1998. Lyssa Complains About Penelope, Game Tapes, Funny Tapes, Prank Calls, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Asking Jewell To Come Over – Mad Chaos: July 22, 1998

Second diary entry for July 22, 1998. Centrelink Breach, Assess Dedications CD, Tax Return, Phone Jewell, Lewd Talk, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Discuss Feelings With Jewell – Mad Chaos: July 22, 1998

First diary entry for July 22, 1998. Angry With Centrelink, Tell White Lies To Jewell, Plans To Meet, Phone Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Guitar Jam Session With Ralf – Mad Chaos: July 20, 1998

Second diary entry for July 20, 1998. Make Phone Calls, Demo Tape Jam Session, Lyssa Phones, Future Wife Material, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Reality Blurred With Fantasy – Mad Chaos: July 20, 1998

First diary entry for July 20, 1998. Phone Jewell, Lyssa Has Lots Of Questions, Gift Giving In Past Relationships, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Being Drawn Back To Lyssa – Mad Chaos: July 19, 1998

Second diary entry for July 19, 1998. Morning Pleasure, Movies At Lyssa’s House, Diary Notes, Imad Calls, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Hotel Room 313 With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: July 19, 1998

First diary entry for July 19, 1998. Heightened Sexual Desire, Four Orgasms, Feeling Torn With Guilt, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Record ‘Dank’ Rap Song With Jett – Mad Chaos: July 18, 1998

Diary entry for July 18, 1998. Phone Phreaking With Jett, New Rap Song, Jewell Calls, Lyssa Free To Flirt, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

On A Hunt Into The Past – Mad Chaos: July 17, 1998

Second diary entry for July 17, 1998. Lyssa Invites Me To Club, Brite Wite Raps, Dedications CD Artwork, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Boxing Our Relationship Memorabilia – Mad Chaos: July 17, 1998

First diary entry for July 17, 1998. Saving Relationship Memorabilia, Lyssa Discusses Her Birthday Plans, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Shutting Out The Outside World – Mad Chaos: July 16, 1998

Diary entry for July 16, 1998. Radio Edits, Shelve Session Singer Plans, Postpone Call To Jewell, Brite Wite Origins, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Everything Is Up In The Air – Mad Chaos: July 15, 1998

First diary entry for July 15, 1998. Lyssa Does Not Call, Historical Feelings For Jewell, An Imperfect Diary, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Lyssa Phones Me All Day – Mad Chaos: July 14, 1998

Diary entry for July 14, 1998. Lyssa Off Sick, Private Porn Catalogue, Lyssa Off The Pill, Four Telephone Calls, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Cruise Around Town With Ali – Mad Chaos: July 12, 1998

Second diary entry for July 12, 1998. Lyssa Vents, Kebabs At Caltex, Visit Imad, Chevy’s, Plan To Visit Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Police Defect Ali’s Celica – Mad Chaos: July 11, 1998

Second diary entry for July 11, 1998. Cruise To Sydney With Ali, Celica Breaks Down, Do Hellies Everywhere, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Write Relationship Chronicle For CD – Mad Chaos: July 11, 1998

Diary entry for July 11, 1998. Dedications CD Story, Use Library Printers, Play Myth On PC, Lyssa Wears All Black, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Lyssa Takes A Break From Life – Mad Chaos: July 8, 1998

Second diary entry for July 8, 1998. Play ‘Riven’, Imad Hangs For A Root, Lyssa Plans To Take Holiday, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Music Edits At The Fusion Factory – Mad Chaos: July 8, 1998

First diary entry for July 8, 1998. Bathroom Tiles Repaired, Purchase FHM Magazine, Ghost Town After Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Jermaine Enters The Love Triangle – Mad Chaos: July 7, 1998

Diary entry for July 7, 1998. Ali Confronts Car Mechanic, Phone Lyssa, Discuss Relationship, Ballooning Diary, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

In Green Meadows With Penelope – Mad Chaos: July 7, 1998

Second diary entry for July 7, 1998. Visit Car Mechanic With Penelope, Green Meadows, , and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Filling The Void In My Mind – Mad Chaos: July 7, 1998

First diary entry for July 7, 1998. Not Wanting To Let Lyssa Go, Root Of Infatuation, Jewell Fills My Void, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Feeling Guilty After The Break Up – Mad Chaos: July 6, 1998

Third diary entry for July 6, 1998. Jewell’s Trip To Queensland, A Flawed Fantasy, No Turning Back Now, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Closer To Lyssa Since Breaking Up – Mad Chaos: July 6, 1998

Second diary entry for July 6, 1998. Lyssa Chases Rainbows, Everybody Knows, Lyssa Depressed About Birthday, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Lyssa Begs To Get Back Together – Mad Chaos: July 6, 1998

First diary entry for July 6, 1998. Calm With Tennis, Lyssa Phones Up In Tears, Love Will Always Live On, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Deciding To Break Up With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: July 5, 1998

Fourth diary entry for July 5, 1998. Break Up, Ask Jewell To See Me, Lyssa Asks For Second Chance, Being Pushed Away, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Few Sensual, Horny Days – Mad Chaos: July 5, 1998

Third diary entry for July 5, 1998. Sensual Morning With Lyssa, Prepare For Ali, Lyssa Begrudgingly Offers Oral, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Playing Couples Strip Poker – Mad Chaos: July 5, 1998

Diary entry for July 5, 1998. Police Pull Guns On Us, Partner Swap, Buy Playing Cards, Play Strip Poker, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Cruise To Parramatta With Ali – Mad Chaos: July 5, 1998

First diary entry for July 5, 1998. Visit Imad, Police Pull Ali Over, Guns To Our Heads, Cruise To Sydney, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Prankish Night With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: July 4, 1998

Diary entry for July 4, 1998. Lyssa’s Club Stories, Argue Over Sex, Make Up Sex, Phone Pranks, Penelope Visits, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Create New Lyrics On The Fly – Mad Chaos: July 2, 1998

Second diary entry for July 2, 1998. Find Songs For Dedications CD, Girl With Perfectly-Shaped Legs, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Dinner At Centrepoint With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: July 2, 1998

First diary entry for July 2, 1998. PC Games Marathon, Balcony Dream, Session Guitarist Chat, Bump Into May Winters, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Pull All-Nighter Playing ‘Myth’ – Mad Chaos: July 1, 1998

Second diary entry for July 1, 1998. Play PC Game ‘Myth’ All Night, Imad Visits To Play PC Game, Make Lyssa Cry, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Proofread 1996 Diary Entries – Mad Chaos: July 1, 1998

Third diary entry for June 30, 1998. Read 1996, 1997, Relive Memories With Kathryn, Funky Town Rap Song, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Connected Multimedia Diary Goal – Mad Chaos: June 30, 1998

Second diary entry for June 30, 1998. Prehistory Diary Concept, Goal To Buy CD Burner, Digital Camera, Printer, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Ali Views The Celica Artwork – Mad Chaos: June 30, 1998

Second diary entry for June 30, 1998., Ali & Penelope Visit, View Celica Artwork, Catch Up On Backlog and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Part Of Me Wants To Move On – Mad Chaos: June 30, 1998

Diary entry for June 30, 1998. A Fond Memory, Audio Diary Idea, Keep In Touch With Friends, Reminded Of Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Good Boyfriend Obligations – Mad Chaos: June 29, 1998

Second diary entry for June 29, 1998. Lyssa Is A Good Clingy, Tired Of Supportive Bus Walks, Too Pushy, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Lyssa Tries To Hock Her CDs – Mad Chaos: June 29, 1998

Third diary entry for June 29, 1998. Haizley Waves, Nikita’s New Boyfriend, Feeling Coerced To Support Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Take Lyssa To Dinner & Movies – Mad Chaos: June 29, 1998

Second diary entry for June 29, 1998. Lonestar Dinner, Snobbed By Dina, A Crush On Haizley, Watch Deep Impact, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Lyssa Develops A Complex – Mad Chaos: June 29, 1998

First diary entry for June 29, 1998. Stay Up While Lyssa Sleeps, Movie Night, Lyssa Gets Emotional In Bed, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Movie Night Preparation With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: June 26, 1998

Diary entry for June 26, 1998. Myth – Fallen Lords Gameplay, Morning Call From Lyssa, Rent Movie From Video Ezy, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Rent Myth The Fallen Lords On PC – Mad Chaos: June 25, 1998

Diary entry for June 25, 1998. Lyssa In Accounts Department, Rent PC Game, Lyssa Mocks My Diary, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Shopping In Sydney With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: June 24, 1998

Diary entry for June 24, 1998. Print Car Artwork, Sexy Sydney Crowd, Workplace Gossip, Play Deadlock On PC, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Retail Shopping With Penelope – Mad Chaos: June 23, 1998

Second diary entry for June 23, 1998. Relationship Problems, Take Penelope To Wild Things, Lyssa In Sullen Mood, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Being The Master Of My Fate – Mad Chaos: June 23, 1998

First diary entry for June 23, 1998. Time Flies In The Diary, Blaming Myself For Love Triangle, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Lyssa Slips Into Depression – Mad Chaos: June 22, 1998

Diary entry for June 22, 1998. Lyssa Visits Doctor, Retail Shopping, Celica Artwork, Penelope Asks Me Out, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Checking Out Of Wollongong Novotel – Mad Chaos: June 21, 1998

Third diary entry for June 21, 1998. Wollongong Novotel Buffer Breakfast, The Messenger From God, Lyssa’s House, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

One-Year Anniversary At Wollongong Novotel – Mad Chaos: June 21, 1998

Second diary entry for June 21, 1998. Spa Bath With Lyssa, Locked Out On The Hotel Balcony, Buffet Breakfast, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Kiley Pushes Kieran Away – Mad Chaos: June 21, 1998

First diary entry for June 21, 1998. Kiley Takes A Break From Kieran, Nikita’s Love Life, Ali & Penelope Argue, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Cruising In Streak Performance Celicas – Mad Chaos: June 20, 1998

Second diary entry for June 20, 1998. Parramatta Cruise, Racing A Porsche, Confronting Racists, Snapped Differential, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Spending Time At Lyssa’s House – Mad Chaos: June 20, 1998

First diary entry for June 20, 1998. Hand In Ali’s Dole Form, Pick Up Developed Photos, Visit Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Artwork Of Feelings – Mad Chaos: June 18, 1998

Diary entry for June 18, 1998. Shelve Recording Project, Lyssa Sick, Printing Out CD Artwork, Ali Shares Race Stories, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Jewell Shuts The Door On Us – Mad Chaos: June 18, 1998

Diary entry for June 18, 1998. Lyssa Phones, Ask Jewell To Meet, Jewell Loses Faith, The Four Possible Outcomes, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Social PC Gaming With Imad – Mad Chaos: June 16, 1998

Fourth diary entry for June 16, 1998. Train Home, Sleepover At My House, Lyssa Jigs College, Play Vikings On PC, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Celebrate Lyssa’s Nan’s Birthday – Mad Chaos: June 16, 1998

Third diary entry for June 16, 1998. Formal Family Dinner, Lyssa’s Arch Rival, Sleazy Relatives, Sleepover, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Meeting Lyssa’s Nan – Mad Chaos: June 16, 1998

Second diary entry for June 16, 1998. Accompany Lyssa To Nan’s House, Nan Auctions Home, RSL Club With Norm, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Meeting Donald, Lyssa’s Dad – Mad Chaos: June 16, 1998

First diary entry for June 16, 1998. Play Vikings, Nervous Meeting Lyssa’s Dad, Tennis Club Drinks, Chat, Pokies, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Total Boredom Since Shelving Projects – Mad Chaos: June 11, 1998

Diary entry for June 11, 1998. Lyssa Pressured To Vaccinate, Play Vikings On PC, Footy Show Appearance, Lyssa’s Dad, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Kylie Minogue Signing At Sydney HMV – Mad Chaos: June 10, 1998

Diary entry for June 10, 1998. Lunch With Lyssa, Find Miroslav, Kylie Minogue, Photographer’s Mosh Pit, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Asking Jewell To Meet – Mad Chaos: June 9, 1998

Fourth diary entry for June 9, 1998. An Outpouring Of Emotions, Decide To Pause Dedications CD, Stuck In A Love Triangle, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Caught In A Deadly Love Triangle – Mad Chaos: June 9, 1998

Third diary entry for June 9, 1998. Discuss Our Relationship In Decline, Is Jewell Worth Losing Lyssa For, Lyssa In Tears, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Sour East Hills River Date – Mad Chaos: June 9, 1998

Second diary entry for June 9, 1998. Lyssa Has Her Period, Centrelink Payment Halved, Invited To Penelope’s House, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Fight Erupts With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: June 9, 1998

First diary entry for June 9, 1998. Spot Identical Celica, Cruise Into City, Morning Experiments With Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

My First Childhood Sexual Experience – Mad Chaos: June 6, 1998

Diary entry for June 6, 1998. Toby Drives Lyssa Over, Catholic Club Stories, Push-Up Bra, Drunk Fun, Cruise With Ali, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Discovering The Microsoft Word Thesaurus – Mad Chaos: June 5, 1998

Second diary entry for June 5, 1998. Drum Media Inquiries Dry Up, Planning The Weekend, Discovering The Thesaurus, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Making Use Of Library Computers – Mad Chaos: June 5, 1998

First diary entry for June 5, 1998. Looking For An Available Piano, Visit Library, Use Computers & Internet, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Music Production Game Plan – Mad Chaos: June 4, 1998

Diary entry for June 4, 1998. Develop Song Lyrics, Session Singers, Imad Drops In, Summernats, Lyssa Dyes Hair Blonde, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Organizing The Diary Into Book Eras – Mad Chaos: June 3, 1998

Second diary entry for June 3, 1998. Writing Lyrics, Lyssa Feels Depressed, Self-Conscious In Crowds, A Big Argument, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

My First Real Girlfriend, Clover – Mad Chaos: June 3, 1998

First diary entry for June 3, 1998. Clover Reveals Her Age, Getting Serious, Home Speakers, Breaking It Off, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Faith In Music Studio Petering Out – Mad Chaos: June 2, 1998

Diary entry for June 2, 1998. Disillusion With Recording Studios, Demo Tapes, Lyssa Depressed With Work, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Love Triangle Conundrum – Mad Chaos: June 1, 1998

Diary entry for June 1, 1998. Session Singer Interview, Lyssa’s House, Chess Vs Imad, The Truth We Will Break Up, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Shadow Over Our Love – Mad Chaos: May 31, 1998

Third diary entry for May 31, 1998. Oral Sex Dilemma, Lysas’s Reluctant Offer, Too Broke, Lyssa Tired Of Work, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Dinner, Stroll & A Movie – Mad Chaos: May 31, 1998

Second diary entry for May 31, 1998. Snoring, Ali’s New Webber, Dinner With Lyssa, Sweaty Session, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Pressure Of Breaking Up – Mad Chaos: May 31, 1998

First diary entry for May 31, 1998. Explore New Depths With Lyssa, Love Is Overshadowed, Secret Music Dreams, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Changing Wind Of Influences – Mad Chaos: May 29, 1998

Diary entry for May 29, 1998. Run DMC In Town, Teeny Bopper Rap, Shawn’s Car Breaks Down, Comic Book Store, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Caught Up In A Love Triangle – Mad Chaos: May 28, 1998

Second diary entry for May 28, 1998. Ali Damages Celica, Late Call To Lyssa, Jewell Likes Someone Else, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Retail Shopping For Lyssa – Mad Chaos: May 28, 1998

First diary entry for May 28, 1998. Job Search, Purchase CDs, Wait An Eternity For Lyssa, Lonestar Dinner, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Birth Of Sniper Productions – Mad Chaos: May 27, 1998

Diary entry for May 27, 1998. Write Song Lyrics, Demo Tapes, Screen Session Singers, Lyssa Becomes Suspicious, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Write ‘Rush The Whole Night’ Lyrics – Mad Chaos: May 26, 1998

Diary entry for May 26, 1998. Record Instrumental, Lyssa Suspicious At My Finances, Record A New Beat, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Buying My First X-Rated Porn Video – Mad Chaos: May 25, 1998

Diary entry for May 25, 1998. Recording Studio Issues, Lyssa Overstays Her Welcome, Sneaky Trip To Club X, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Planning Our Anniversary – Mad Chaos: May 21, 1998

Diary entry for May 21, 1998. HMV Music, Lyssa’s Fat Complex, Book Hotel Room, Plan To Write Lyssa A Poem, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Revisit Our History With Jewell – Mad Chaos: May 21, 1998

Second diary entry for May 21, 1998. 21, Rummaging Through The Diary, The Days Leading Up To Breakup, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Discuss Eloping With Jewell – Mad Chaos: May 21, 1998

First diary entry for May 21, 1998. 21, Drum Media Inquiries, Jewell’s Male Suitor, Events Around Our Breakup, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Sense Of Love For Jewell – Mad Chaos: May 19, 1998

Second diary entry for May 19, 1998. Work On Music Production, Headache, Phone Lyssa, Relationship History, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Role In The Music Industry – Mad Chaos: May 19, 1998

Diary entry for May 19, 1998. Book Recording Studio Time, Library Internet, Sketch Lyssa, Sex Life, Music Industry, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Lyssa Ignores My Strong Sexual Hints – Mad Chaos: May 17, 1998

Diary entry for May 17, 1998. The Wedding Singer, Strange Vibes From Imad, Police Pull Ali Over, Dream Of Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Reaching Agreement With Universal Records – Mad Chaos: May 15, 1998

Second diary entry for May 15, 1998. Universal Records Sends An Instrumental, Minor Argument With Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Measuring My Penis Size – Mad Chaos: May 14, 1998

Diary entry for May 14, 1998. Lyssa Had Her Period, Music Industry Directory, Newtown, Dinner With Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

The Concern That Lyssa Is Pregnant – Mad Chaos: May 13, 1998

Diary entry for May 13, 1998. Phone Jewell, Lyssa’s Late Period, Read Diary To Jewell, Living A Fantasy Life, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Deadline Set For Dedications CD – Mad Chaos: May 12, 1998

Fourth Diary entry for May 12, 1998. Feeling Hot With Lyssa, Retail Shopping, Two Month Deadline Set For Dedications CD, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Producing Instrumental In Nu Town Studios – Mad Chaos: May 12, 1998

Third diary entry for May 12, 1998. Read Ralph Magazine On Train, Nu Town Studios, Lonestar Dinner With Lyssa, Snuggles, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Discuss Eventual Breakup With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: May 12, 1998

Diary entry for May 12, 1998. Edit Scanned Photos, Cruise With Ali, Foreplay With Lyssa, The Breakup Talk, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Drag Racing Into Sydney – Mad Chaos: May 12, 1998

First diary entry for May 12, 1998. Cruise With Ali, The Drags, Drag Race Into Sydney, Avoiding Cops, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Ali Reunites With His Impounded Celica – Mad Chaos: May 9, 1998

Diary entry for May 9, 1998. Streak Performance Is Back, Car Lovers, Lyssa Finds Out Ali Cheated, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Visualizing The Breakup Transition – Mad Chaos: May 7, 1998

Second diary entry for May 7, 1998. Lyssa Sickie, Losing Passion With Lyssa, Dreaming Of Moving In With Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Uncovering Jewell’s True Feelings – Mad Chaos: May 7, 1998

Diary entry for May 7, 1998. Acquire Copyright To Songs, Lyssa Phones, Wacky Wednesday, Delve Into Past With Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Work On New Song Lyrics – Mad Chaos: May 6, 1998

Diary entry for May 6, 1998. Contact Universal Studios, See Osama, Sama, Jermaine Phones Lyssa, Morning Sickness, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Being The Stay-At-Home Boyfriend – Mad Chaos: May 2, 1998

Diary entry for May 2, 1998. Do Household Chores, Dinner With Lyssa, Cruise With Imad, Keith Cheats On Tamsen, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Concerned That Lyssa Is Pregnant – Mad Chaos: May 1, 1998

Diary entry for May 1, 1998. Dedicated To Passion, 98 Degrees Review, A Close Sexual Encounter, Imad Plans Visit, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Embracing My Artistic Side – Mad Chaos: April 30, 1998

Diary entry for April 30, 1998. Jermaine Phones Lyssa, Nu Town Studios Meeting, Hunting For Pianos, Dinner With Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Progress Made On New Song – Mad Chaos: April 28, 1998

Diary entry for April 28, 1998. Browse Music, Watch Friday With Imad, Dinner With Lyssa, Plan More CD Artwork, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Naked In Daylight Sunshine – Mad Chaos: April 25, 1998

Diary entry for April 25, 1998. Alone With Lyssa, Naked In Daylight, Going Through Love Letters, Remix A Song, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

Creating An R&B Vibe With MIDI – Mad Chaos: April 24, 1998

Diary entry for April 24, 1998. Creating With Design Software, Work On MIDI Music Ideas, Lyssa Phones Up, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary

A Tangible Path To Jewell – Mad Chaos: April 23, 1998

Second diary entry for April 23, 1998. Discuss Plans To See Jewell, Work On Dedications CD, Phone Lyssa, Imad Visits, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary